A lot has changed since I have been to this site last and I think that it is about time that I revise my house.

I still have long dark brown hair and Blue eyes. Actually, my hair isn't really dark brown anymore, it seems to have a reddish tint to it. I like it.

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A lot is different for me right now. I no longer live in Rose Hill and I am no longer single. My veiws have done a complete 360 degree turn from what they used to be. I now think that it is possible to find love and now I don't think that every body tries to screw you over, just some people. I thought that I fell in love down here in Arkshity city, but I was wrong. After Chris cheated on me, I started going out with Logan. He treats me right and I know that he would never cheat on me...but then again, that's what I thought about Chris. I still have hope that things will turn out for the better. In a year I will be eighteen and then I will move out and be on my own. I sure can't wait.
I now have a job with horses and let me tell you, they really do change you. Being around horses is really calming. I love it.
I also have a job waitressing at a little cafe called Daisy Maes. I only get paid 3 dollars an hour plus tips, but it's a job isn't it?

I recently just lost one of my good friends. Two actually. John James Musselman who took his life on February 10th 2007. Rest in Peace man. I love you. My best friend was the girl that was going out with him. She's in the process of recovering.
Also, Brandon Lee Daley who lost his life on the way to save the life of another person in a fire. He was a fire fighter. He was so loved and we all miss him.
I also lost my uncle Johnny Warden who died of cancer on January 7, 2007. He died on my grandma's birthday, but he kept his promise of making it until then. He wasn't even supposed to be around that long. He was the best man that I have ever met in his life. He proved to me that people can change. He has been such an influence on my life as he still is and always will be.

I love you guys. You are all my cowboys and heros. Good ride you guys, GOOD RIDE!



{my favorite quotess}
"Don't let go too soon, but don't hang on too long, Find the balance."
~Morie Schwarts~

"fighting for peace is like screwing for viginity"
~Brittani Forgue~

"music is my refuge, i can crawl between the notes and curl my back to the loneliness"
~unknown

"when your life flashes before your eyes, make sure that you have a lot to watch"
~unknown

"the future is dim, we're all gonna die"
~me~

"close your mouth, you look gross"
~me...when i was high~

"sex is like a chinese dinner, it's not over until you both get your cookies."
~tv~

"everybody hates me, nobody likes me, i'm gonna eat a worm. chomp, chomp, chomp."
~something my mom used to say to me





GOOD RIDE COWBOY...GOOD RIDE!

LIFE WILL EVENTUALLY LOOK UP!!!!! @)%