My Name is Esme.
I Have 2 kids Maybe 3.
I'm Addicted To Smack And Crack.
I'll Show You A Good Time For A Dime.

No really, my name is Esme. I hide behind a mask to hide from everything
frightening in the world. I'm a sadistic, perverted, masochistic child. I
prefer to look at the bright side of everything even when it seems
to be pitch black at times. I do not believe in a higher being for
I only believe in myself. I never think before I speak so I
usually mix up my words and never make sense. I never
think before I act so I tend to get myself into trouble
alot of the time. I never envy anyone else for who
they are. If you don't like yourself then only you
will have the power to change yourself. I am
greedy and controlling. I hate sharing and
despise when things don't go my way.
The asian culture immensely turns
me on. Also anything asians
make, Anime, Food, etc.
Oh! And the blue guy
from Watchmen, he
also gets me rowdy.
I do believe in masturbation,
though I personally would never
touch myself. If I'm in the mood then
I will find someone to help me out. I like
atleast one song by every band EXCEPT the
Beatles. I know nearly all of you will disagree
but I don't much care for your opinions on that
matter.I'm very open and will speak what's on my
mind. I'm a very kind and gentle person and I love to
argue about little things. But if I don't like you then you
will know that I am very rude. I love to write but the last year
I have had a terrible case of writers block. I only assume the reason
is because I am very happy in life right now. And I am sure you are done
reading this so I bid you farewell. Remember to leave a message wether its
a nice message or even if you decide to tell me how much of a bitch I am. ^_^
I really don't mind. :D <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3





I Am Jacks Lack Of Humor



Plenty Of Pictures! :D
Rainbow Bones
















We're taking down this vanity with nothing more to say. Walking across clouds. There's nothing left below, though she's hit rock bottom. This karma's a rusty knife and it's stuck in her stomach. She could regurgitate it but the feeling will remain. You could take her heart and sew it back up. In the end these seams deserve to come undone. Lose everything. Gain nothing. She throws it away realizing she's bringing pain. Stupidity is not considered an art or self decision, it's a curse.So tell me girl. Where did everyone go? Throwing things away won't make you feel better. And you can't expect sympathy. This depression of yours is well deserved. That's why she won't cry. She doesn't deserve that relief.

Take a look and breathe in this fucking girl. She's going nowhere but down. Take a drink and make it last, because this passion's going to burn. In this exposure and sickness can you really say your depressed? Of course you can. Your made of sex and needs. This girl is falling up. Catch her before she's gone. Tell her to get down and before you know it, she's all over you. Tell yourself you're in control although your begging at the feet of society. Please come back. This girl is empty without you. She's out of control.




Favorites
( Color ) Purple/Green.
( Animal ) Bat.
( Flower ) Lavender.
( Beer ) Old Milwakee.
( Book ) The Absolute Sandman. |Graphic Novel|
( Author ) Neil Gaiman.
( Band ) Placebo.
( CD ) Plenty.
( Song ) I see the darkness.
( Movie ) 28 days later.
( Director ) BLAH.
( Country ) Canada.
( City ) Vernon.
( School Subject ) Trades.
( Movie genre ) Horror.
( Extracurricular Activity ) Watch anime, read books, write stuff.


Do you:
( Color your hair? ) Don't even know what my natural color is any more.
( Have tattoos? ) Sure do.
( Piercings? ) Yes. What can I say? I'm le attractive.
( Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ) Yes.
( Floss daily? ) Nope.
( Own a webcam? ) Yes.
( Ever get off the damn computer? ) Just to go to work.
( Gotten a speeding ticket? ) Don't drive.
( DUI? ) Never.
( Been in a wreck? ) I'm a lucky girl.
( Been arrested? ) I'm a good girl.
(Stolen a car? ) Nope.
( Stolen anything? ) Who hasn't?
( Smoke? ) Too much.
( Pot? ) Makes me ill.
( Crack? ) Not my forte.
( Drink? ) Exceedingly.