My favorite colors are black and purple. I like all kinds of music but I love heavy metal and alot of other types music. My favortie animals are tigers hints the name. I'm also a big animal lover. I love giving people tattoos. I hate love the boy next door. His name is Alex he's got brown hair and he's about 5'8ft tall and cute as a button. I'm [k$] monkey hahahaha I'm her only monkey and i love her ♥[♥][k$] is my only panda she shall be my only panda [♥]♥. I love my friends like Karen, Aaron, Kalen, Cassie, Jeff, Jason, Ashley, Alex, Marshall, Mimi, MJ, Lauren, Melissa, JP, Scott, Sara, and Christin.

My Fave Quotes

To give up on love is to give up on life.

Love is whatever you can betray...Betrayal can only happen if you love.

A heart cannot break if it's already stopped beating.

Behind this smile is everything you'll never understand.

Love is like a rose, beautiful to look at, soft enought to touch...But if your not careful you might get cut.

You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed.

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

You laugh at me cuz I'm diffrent, I laugh at you cuz your the same.

The things in red or bold are the things I really like

My Likes













Favorite Bands
Aerosmith
MCR
Fall Out Boy
[3 6 Mafia]
Hearts
Three Days Grace
System Of A Down
Rob Zombie
koRn
Relient K
[Sliversten]
[Glassealer]
The Killers
Insane Clown posse
Linkin Park
[lil wyte]
D4L
Sister Machine Gun
Red Hot Valintine
[pink floyd]
Green Day
[Drowning Pool]
tatu
DMX
Audio Adrenaline
311
Crossfade
Good Charolotte
Hawthorne Heights
Evanescence
Offspring
papa roach
eminem
Panic At The Disco
The Skirts
The Fray
Ne-Yo
Chris Brown
3 Doors Down

**[Slipping Into Depression]**

Slowly slipping into this state of depression.
This depression has been hid in the back of my mind wanting to come out and torment me to this point where the world is dead to me and I am dead to the world. Want to die, want to cry, just leave me here and let me hide.

**Rape**

As the days pass me by.
I sit here in and cry.
You laugh at me.
But you don't see.
The pain in my eyes.
Or where my heart truely lyes.
To open up is not a problem.
But to trust you is.
If you only knew my pain you would see.
Why the cuts on my wrist I did make.
You hurt me and abused me.
I was only 5 years old I trusted you.
You were my grandpaw.
But I guess you didn't care.
Cause you did it anyway.

**[Used To]**

You used to be the one who took my breath away.
You were the one I used to love.
But now it's all over and done.
And what we had is all in the past.
Why'd you have to be so cruel.
And play me like a fool.
You used to be the one I'd run to.
When things didn't go my way.
Or when I was lonely.
Now it's all a matter of the past.
And all the things we had are gone.
You were the one I used to love.
But I don't love you anymore.

**Tears**

One tear rolls down my face.
As I try to find my happy place.
Two more tears roll down.
I just want out of this town.
Another tear comes.
As I hear these drums.
One more tear appears.
As my life disappears.

**[Cuts & Love]

All alone in the back of the class.
She sits biding her time.
Wanting so egarly to talk to you
To finally realize why she feels that way
She goes home and makes a cut
And she watches the blood hit the floor
As she whispers, "he could never love me"
Later the next day
As she runs her eyes down his body
What she saw did amaze her
He too was a cutter
So she gathered the courage
And what she found was that they had more in common than she thought
And to this day they're still together
And making their cuts forever.