why yes...i am a girl and proud to be one. exept for the PMS thing every month...i have short brown-ish black-ish hair that i can hardly control...my brown eyes are always searching for something. i dont really know what but maybe someday ill know...im small as in short and everyone picks on me because of it...some call me creative, others call me crazy, but i think im both just dont tell anyone...you wouldnt call me gothic or punk-ish. i have my style and i really dont care what people think...i love anime, harry potter, and of course fantasy(me a geek no way!)...many see me as the shy,quite girl in the corner but that isnt me. im wild and out there, you just have to get to know me better!

write me back with anwsers
[Y=Yes N=No M=Maybe]


AM i...
[ smart?]
[ cute?]
[ funny?]
[ cool?]
[ loveable?]
[ adorable?]
[ compassionate?]
[ great to be with?]
[ attractive?]
[ mean?]


_____what would you do if:
[1) I committed suicide:]
[2) I said I liked you:]
[3) I kissed you:]
[4) I lived next door to you:]
[5) I started smoking:]
[6) I stole something:]
[7) I was hospitalized:]
[8) I ran away from home:]
[9) I got into a fight and you weren't there]

what do you think of my:
[1) Personality:]
[2) Eyes:]
[3) Face:]
[4) Hair:]
[5) Clothes:]
[6) Mannerisms:]

general stuff:
[1) Who are you?]
[2) Are we friends?]
[3) When and how did we meet?]
[4) How have I affected you?]
[5) What do you think of me?]
[6) What's the fondest memory you have of me?]
[7) How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?]
[8) Do you love me?]
[9) Have I ever hurt you?]
[10) Would you hug me?]
[11) Would you kiss me?]
[12) Would you make love to me?]
[13) Would you marry me?]
[14) Emotionally, what stands out?]
[15) Do you wish I was cooler?]
[16) On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?]
[17) Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. ]
[18) Am I loveable?]
[19) How long have you known me?]
[20) Describe me in one word.]
[21) What was your first impression? ]
[22) Do you still think that way about me now?]
[23) What do you think my weakness is?]
[24) Do you think I'll get married?]
[25) What about me makes you happy?]
[26) What about me makes you sad?]
[27) What reminds you of me?]
[28) What's something you would change about me? ]
[29) How well do you know me? ]
[30) Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? ]
[31) Do you think I would kill someone?]
[32) Are we close?]
[33) Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?]
please reply in a message. NOT my guestbook.


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PAGES...
once upon a time
i erased you from my book,
those memories you wrote down for me
i just couldn't look
i took away that little soul
where you had sign'd your name
and the way you dotted your little I's
could make me go insine
you told me of your secrets
but i just didnt care
you had lied to me
and it hurt me right there
and as i write on this last page
im truely thinking of you
because i have always want'd to say
that i still love you



GOD'S TEARS...(my fav.)
when i was little
i always thought
that when it rain'd
god was crying from heaven
then i thought
that it was me
he was crying at
like i did something
something so bad
that he had
to show everyone
how sad he was



NORMAL...
what is normal?
being able to run, play,and laugh
what is normal?
being able to think and do math
what is normal?
being an everyday word
what is normal?
being too absurd
what is normal?
being out there and loud
what is normal?
being to proud
what is normal?
being just a question
what is normal?



CHOICES...
life is full of          choices
we dont always          make
good ones, it seems to        me
you gotta be           crazy
to open you
window
invite the demons in,       whos
throwing rocks at
the feeble glass,         laughing?



MY LITTLE TEADY BEAR...(for my chris!)
my little teady bear
walks hand in hand with me
my little teady bear
always sees what i see
my little teady bear
he protects me from the storm
my little teady bear
he will never break or be torn
my little teady bear
listens the very best
my little teady bear
has the biggest heart in his chest
my little teady bear
was made just for me
my little teady bear
is the greatest friend that can be

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