My name is Miru. I am a major fan of anime. I love to watch anime and read mostly manga. I like RPing and talking to people who like anime.


There is peace in my house,
I dont want it disturbed,
You create any drama,
I'll kick your ass to the curb!

Here is some of my little poems....

The Light:

Death, please come painlessly

Please come swift

This burden of life

Please do lift

I've lost my way

I've lost the path

I dont know how

I incurred this wrath

Those I thought to be friends

Left me behind

Now here you find me

Stumbling blind

There is one light

That now I see

I have fallen

To my knees

A light so beautiful

A light so perfect

It makes living

Almost worth it

Death come painfully

Death come slow

As long as that light

Out, does not go



The Fires Of War:

One by one they all will fall
One by one the war takes all
Death comes anyway to take their life
Poisen, gun, sword, knife
the soldiers lay in the dirt and rain
no longer able to feel the pain
All to serve their selfish desires
one by one out go their fires
all fighting in this war
unable to think of anything but more
peace no longer resides within their brain
for them their is only pain or gain
one side loses one side wins
as the war ends another begins
war never ends it just slows down
till a new man holds the crown
this man also feels the need
to fufill his sinister greed
He sacrifices his men then himself
just in hopes of more gold on his shelf
one by one they all will fall
as the fires of war consume them all



Thank You:

I am falling
I am fading
I am tired
of this waiting

I have the gun
to my head
who will cry
when I am dead

to pull the trigger
and end this pain
My inner thoughts
will have to riegn

for the me
I show the world
is just a shell
in which I am curled

I will end it
end it all
as the hammer
starts to fall

I see my life
before my eyes
all the pain and sadness
held inside

I feel the lead
hit my brain
I cry out a final time
from the pain

then I am free
to roam the skies
away from all
the pain and lies

I thank god
and jesus too
but for this freedom
I, most of all, thank you



And Here Are Some Of My Rants.....

Wonder Why?:

Do you ever wonder why no matter what anyone else does if you retaliate your the one who gets caught and in more trouble even if you only said something like shut up? Even if they were to say that you are an ass-fucking cock-sucking dick-licking faggot/bitch(depending on gender), no one ever seems to here it. I say fuck that shit. My thought is that it takes 48 muscles to frown and only 4 muscles to bitch slap that mother fucker. Don't take their shit. Fuck their worlds up. Beat the fuck out of those shitheads. They deserve it. They even know they do but they don't think that you will do anything. Prove them wrong. Do everything you can to ruin them. Everyone needs this advice. Hell, I need this advice. And i plan on living by it. So if you know anyone who deserves to have the shit beat out of them, have at them.  And i have a bat, some duck tape, some nails, and am in a couple of minutes be standing outside a certain someone's house.



Swearing, What The Hell?:

Damn, shit, ass, god, fuck, cock, bitch, bastard. By average standards these are considered to be "swear" words. Who the fuck picked those words to be bad and why did it have to be them? Why couldn't it be words like door or room but those aren't bad those are just words? Why are they? Why are some words bad whereas others are good? Aren't they all just words? Other words aren't considered to be swear words but are considered to be bad. Like shut up, retard, or crap. I dont understand why these are considered to be bad. These are just more words. As far as I am concerned someone should be able to walk down the middle of the road screaming fuckity-fuckity-fuckity-fuck if he wants to. Now if that same dumbass decides to get ran down by a vehicle the that would teach him to not walk down the middle of the road. But he should be able to know that he is not saying anything that he will be attacked for later. So in closing fuck you , have a good fucking night.



Gay/Lesbian/Bi-sexual? So Fucking What?:

Most of you probably reading this because you are wondering if I am gay or bi. If that is the only reason you are then stop reading now. If you truly care about what i have to say then keep reading. I am not gay or bi but laws and thoghts about it affect me much. They affect me because i have two bisexual cousins and many bisexual friends. I think that we all should just accept that some of us have a different sexual orientation.Nothing we can do will change this fact. Even if we were to have it punishable by death, it is human nature to rebel in the face of something we feel strongly about. People would still meet in private to fufill their hidden desires. I think that this shows that bush should just shut the fuck up and let people be the way they choose to be but i dont think kerry could be much less of a dumbass than bush in this subject so obviously we need a president who cares more about what these people think. We need some major changes in the way homosexuals are treated in this nation. I mean even those who are not gay still wonder what it is that attracts people to the same sex and some even explore to find out. I know my mom has and i know that my step-mom has as well. I think that people just need to be more accepting of those who are not the same. Wel I have said what I have to say and if you dont agree then fuck you, shut the fuck up, and fuck off.









I stand in
the fire
dancing
'long side her
dressed to my best
hearts beating through my breast
why wont she let me rest
and douse the fire in my chest
why can't i breathe
why can't i feel
without her
nothing seems real
I hang on
till the end
but still she only
calls me a "friend"
Death must be
easier then this
reaching out for a hand
thats balled into a fist
so hope becomes
a foreign thing
and still i ask
"why does she keep the ring"
so I still hold on
till I breathe my last
in the hope that
I can relive the past