I FINALLY FOUND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS HIS NAME IS CHRIS NICKLES AND HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. HE IS EVERY THING I HAVE LOOKED FOR IN LIFE. HE EXCEPTS ME FOR WHO I AM, EVEN THO I HAVE A KID. I LOVE YOU CHRIS AND I ALWAYS WILL
Where do i stand? I wasnt put on this earth to please. I aint perfect i am very far from it. hello! my name is alicia. i am 17 years old. i have brown hair and blue eyes. i am 4'11 and weight as much a 12 year old little girl. lolz. i have a daughter named keelee. she is one. she has blonde hair and blue eyes. i use to have the perfect little family.(me, keelee, and eric) it lasted 2 years. then it was all taken away from me. its hard to see that he has found some one he wanted to be with all along. and i have found nothing. its hard to think back and see i had it all then threw it all away but for what nothing. i was so stupid and wish i could take it all back. but now i am nothing to him. all the time we was together he was wanting to be with her and not me. i was always a nothing and that is all i will ever be to any one. NOTHING. i dont deaserve the life i have i deaserve way worse so im not going to sit here and winne about what i dont have and what i want. life is to short to live in the past. so i try to look at my future but then i realize i have no future what so ever. all i have is a dream off a better day. witch will never come so i dont see why i even both. its hard for me to say i love you to people. i have gotten heart broken like 12 times this year. i hate alot of friends. Erica-i love you sis. jessica- your amazing. heather-ily 4 ever. denver-your more than a friend ily. josh&travis doty- your kool to hang out with. katty- ily like a sis. summer- ur fun to hang with. there is alot more i just dont feel like nameing all of them. i love to sing write and dance. i want to be a singer when i get older. HERE COMES GOODBYE HERE COMES THE PAIN HERE COMES ME WISHING I NEVER LET YOUi aint like most of the girls in this world i am real. i dont cheat, lie and shit like that. when i have man i stick with that man. i am very quit at times. some times i just like to be alone just to think and let out some anger on my self. i love to party with my friends and go hang out in belding with friends. or go to the skate park in ionia and see old friends. i am willing to make new friends as long as you aint a stuck up cunt like most chicks. i aint some bitch who will take shit. you fuck with me, my sistas or my girls you will pay. i love animals and think animal abuse is wrong. i have 2 puppies, they are pugs. names desi and dexi. i can be smart when i want to. i quit school. and if you dont like it kiss my ass i am me and nothing you will say will hurt me in amy way. i am a very strong person. i lost dad(rick), uncle keith, and aunt anna in a short period of time. i am a true shelden and i will keep the shelden name going. i lostt my dad back when i was in 6th. so theres a part of me ill never for get. I meet this awesome guy named Chris Nickles and he is amazeing. he is a really good boyfriend. he makes me laugh even when i want to cry and he makes every thing look not so bad even when it is. i love him with all my heart and dont think i could live with out him. this guy is what i have been look for and no one could take his spot in my heart. I LOVE YOU CHRIS people need to realize this is my life. i absolutly love music. *shinedown, simple plan, brokecyde, holly wood undead, areosmith, nickleback, jon young, David Archuleta, 3oh3, Avril Lavigne, Theory of a Deadman, Secondhand Serenade, Three Doors Down, Lady Gaga, My cemical romance, Lil Wayne and there are so many others that i dont want to name. but people this is who i am i cant change my self into somthing pretty and perfect. yes i got pregnent at 15 so what. she is one thing ill never regret.
keelee baby girl your growming up so big and soon youll see your mom is worthless.