1: Name: Alex J Milam
2: NickNames: Jay, Jomec, Shadow, Keo, Milo, and some others...
3: Country of living: United States
4: Shoe Size: 10
5: Birthday: 12.3.1987
6: Hair Color: Brown
7: Eye Color: Blue...i think...
8: School/Work: School
9: Smoke: yes, unfortunately...meh oh well, we all gotta die somehow
10: Hobbies: Biking, Gaming, Chillin wit muh friends, bein a general jack-ass
11: Brothers/Sisters: 2 older sisters, 1 older brother (he died before i was born), 2 younger half sisters, 3 younger half brothers
13: Piercings: left ear...more to come later...
14: Tattos: not yet...
15: Favorite country to go to: Always wanted to visit Japan
16: Are there people you wont reply to: Anyone who pisses me off really badly...so no one...yet...
17: Nicest person you met this year: I'll get back to you on that one...
18: Person you rather not meet this year: umm...I'll get back to you on that
19: Who would you like to meet: My big brother Andy...died before I was ever even thought of...
20: Who do you admire most: I'll get back to you on that one too...

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Hobbit Name: Bulbo Overhill of Nobottle

<http://www.chriswetherell.com/hobbit/>

Elven Name: Elrond Fëfalas

<http://www.chriswetherell.com/elf/>

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I saw this on my friend T's page and I think it's something to be shared with everyone you care about...even if it isn't a boyfriend/girlfriend or w/e...

~~One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die." REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE~~

  "Love can take shape in so many more ways than just that of marital relationships or family relationships...and yet so many people still take love for granted...take a minute to think and post this on your page if there is anyone you love whether its a best friend, a brother, a sister, your mom or dad, a grandparent, a teacher, aunt/uncle, cousin, or the most common loves of our lives, a boyfriend or girlfriend...I don't care who it is...Just post this to let them know that you care about them and love them. You never know if a loved one will still be around tomorrow so let them know how you feel today, it can and probably will make a big difference in their lives...I know it did for me..."

            -Alex J. Milam

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Some of my favorite quotes:
"You break her heart, I break your neck" - Dom, Fa§t and The Furiou§
"You sure your on the right side?" - Storm, X-Men
"Ninja Monkeys are meeting as we speak, plotting my demise" - one of my sister's shirts, lol
"Your lips, they keep moving, and you're sooo cute...but i can't understand the noises coming out of your mouth" - alteration of what one of my older sisters says...
"Maybe we COULD have a conversation...If you would shut your fucking mouth so I could say something" - I dunno...
"Certainty of death... small chance of success... what are we waiting for?" - Gimli, LOTR Return of the King

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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!

Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Level | Score
Purgatory | Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo | Very Low
Level 2 | Very High
Level 3 | High
Level 4 | Very High
Level 5 | High
Level 6 - The City of Dis | Very High
Level 7 | Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge | Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus | Moderate

Level descriptions: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-information.html
Take the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/dante-inferno-test.mv

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I found these on other peoples pages and like them...they're frickin awesome man, *listening to rock music while fucking your girlfriend in ways that you would see in a playboy magazine* (damn that sounds like a good time)



WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Warmth ||||||||||||||||||58%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Liveliness||||||||||||||||||||||||78%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Sensitivity ||||||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Abstractness ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Introversion ||||||||||||||| 46%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Openmindedness||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Independence ||||||||||||||| 50%
Perfectionism ||||||||| 22%
Tension |||||||||||| 38%<
http://similarminds.com/cattell-16-factor.html>

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I am a A Warder Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Warder Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, Warder Dragons take the side of the noble and good....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon tends to do things by the book. ...
As far as magical tendancies, Magical spells come as natural to the Warder Dragon as breathe from it's body....
During combat situations, whether by spells or by claw, your inner dragon will do whatever it takes to get the job done....
'
The warder dragon is a large and bulky dragon, with large strong legs and arms. The size of these mammoth dragons starts from birth at the size of a mature border collie! But don’t be fooled by these big dragons, they aren’t slow, but aren’t fast, and they tend to be more peaceful and talkative than most dragons.'
Warder dragons get their names from the fact that they radiate a holy magical aura from their large tattoo like markings that may be anywhere on their bodies, the aura destroys "pure evil" beings, but higher evil ones will just be phased. The warder dragon loves love, and enjoy being in relationships with mates, and they despise weight jokes and anti-self acceptance jokes. They will gladly fight when it comes to defending a homeland or their friends!
'
This Dragons favorite elements are: Love,Relationships,Food,Peace,Honor

http://Dragonhame.Com

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WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!

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Love Lost In Death
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This pain inside my heart, How did it start?
My mind goes over the times, I cannot find me committing any crimes.
Your touch seemed so pure and sweet, With kisses that knocked me off my feet.
Now you're gone and so am i, And all I ask is "God I wonder why?"
I can imagine all who we knew saying we were too young to go, but they'll remember us deep in their hearts, i know...

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Love is...
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Love is trusting each other with secrets no one else will ever know.
Love is being respectful enough to tell all secrets even if they seem to be hurtful to her.
Knowing that after every fight, when you admit that you knew she was right, she'll love you so much more.
Caring about her so much that you are willing to sacrifice all you have to spend just one more moment with her.
Showing the world how much you love her, no matter who disagrees with you.
Never wondering if you were wrong to choose her because you know in your heart that she is the only person who can ever make you truly happy.
Looking forward to spending the rest of your life with her because you never doubted the decision of being with her.
Feeling that your life is perfect when you have her in your arms.
Pouring your heart out into every kiss you give her.
Doing all the little things for her no matter how trivial they may seem, just for the romantism of doing them.
Seeing that look in her eyes and wanting to tell her everything about how you feel, but returning her gaze knowing all the words known to man could never express your love for or devotion to her.
Kissing away all her fears and holding her to comfort her, letting her know you will never let any harm come to her.
Doing all these things and more for her because of the person she is, not because of what she does or does not have or because of what other people think or say about her.
Doing these things because you know she is the only person for you, and that you can never find anyone to make you feel the way she makes you feel.

Love is so many things I cannot even begin to describe in any language, human or not. So I hope that I can make her understand how I feel through the kisses I give her and the way I hold her in my arms when words cannot express my emotions.

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Torn
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My love is torn between two
Some feeling just doesn't fit
One is near but not as strong
One is far but more complete
I want to tell them both the truth
I don't know how to release
Without spilling my heart to this world
And spilling my blood into this cold earth
Every Kiss to the first is a lie
The second should recieve that love
Distance is just a number, i'm told
Love cannot be bound by any numbers
So why is it so hard for me to reveal
My heart's true feelings for the one i adore
Must love bring so much pain
Is lust the thing to blame?
My love is stronger for the distant one
And lust consumes me with the near one
Until I find the strength to open my mind
And reveal my secret truths
My heart is torn...

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Who I See In Me…
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Looking into the mirror
I’m finding things I hold dearer
To me, some things just do not fit
And it hurts more than just a little bit
The spire that supports me and holds me up
Keeping me in line and looking out for me
I will always remember these three
For they are the three who have given me inspiration
And helped me want to be successful young man without hesitation
Therefore, I will do all I can to show you
The time you spent on me was not in vain
And that even in all my pain
There was no reason for me to give in
For you knew I could be triumphant
Without any doubt at all
You helped me to stand tall
And so I write these things out for you,
The spire of three that supports me all the way through
I love you all with my heart
For you believed in me from the start

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I have AOL Instant Messenger if you want to chat, screen name is:
KeodijaWaeruti

Or on Yahoo Messenger:
keodijawaeruti

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I dedicate this to certain person, she knows who she is...

"(Everything I Do) I Do It For You" - Bryan Adams

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way
(look into your heart, babe)
{guitar solo}

You can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

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My mom told me to listen to this song about how she feels, and after listening to it, i thought about the fact i feel the same way about her and all my friends...

"I'll Be" - Reba McEntire

When darkness falls upon your heart and soul.
I'll be the light that shines for you.
When you forget how beautiful you are
I'll be there to remind you.
When you can't find your way,
I'll find my way to you.
When troubles come around,
I will come to you.

I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.

And when you're there with no one there to hold.
I'll be the arms that reach for you.
And when you feel your faith is running low.
I'll be there to believe in you.
When all you find are lies.
I'll be the truth you need.
When you need someone to run to .
You can run to me

I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.

I'll be the sun.
When your heart's filled with rain.
I'll be the one.
To chase the rain away.

I'll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.
Be your shelter.
When you need someone to see you through.
I'll be there to carry you.
I'll be there.
I'll be the rock that will be strong for you.
The one that will hold on to you.
When you feel that rain falling down.
When there's nobody else around.
I'll be.
I'll be.

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Stuff that I'm a member of:
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The Official Elftown Mafia

The Devil's Youth Group