in a time of darkness trust only the blind man to leed the way!

All about me

Name: Geoffrey sanders
Age: 20
Ocupation: SSM in the RN (HMS Vanguard)
Body build: Athletic
Style: mosher/Grunge/sk8ter boy
Eye couler: sky blue
Sexual pref: swings both ways
Partner: lyndsay my feoncee
children: scot ryan (is now 1 and a half old)
Hobbies: Drawing anime/sk8ting/My      job/writing poetry/ goin out and gettin drunk!/ warhammer 40K
Pet hates: any thing/one whome decides to piss me off, marmite and penutbutter
Religus: more so these days
aim in life: to be a good father and husbend
Musicle likes: at the mo....

3 Doors down
Trapt
Lacuna coil
Alkeline trio
Alice cooper
nightwish
Nickleback
Seither
Korn
Prodagey
fightstar
panic at the disco
3 days grace
drowning pool
mudvain
ramstein

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In my words

well wot to say???

im a vary intelagent person, i cant stand people who bleive that im an idiot without even getting to know me first.
i live for my son, feoncee, hers and my family and no one else matters.
i live by liverpool and i consider myself to be a part of that.
i work as an SSM [sonar submarine] in the Royal Navy, i have been in now for over a year and a half and i love it. the only bad thing about it is that i am unable to see Scott and lyndsay for months at a time!

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my poems

-------A day---------
its a good day for a teardrop
its a good day to cry
its a good for sorrow
its a good day to die
its a sad day for my mother
when the knock at the door
itsa a sad day for you
when you find that im here nomore
for my time on this plaint has ended
my time in this place is through
the door on my life has closed now
so in heaven i wait for you


---------pandimonium-------------

im lost in pandimonium
im lost without a clue
im lost in maddness
im lost when not with you

im lost when im sleeping
im lost when im awake
im lost in the darkness
find me for goodness sake

i was lost in pandimonium
thank god now i am found
i have returned to my kingdom
and taken back my crown
  
-------------Missing!-----------------

u never noticed that i was missing
u never knew that i was there
u never looked in my direction
and witneced my angelic stair


u never noticed that i was missing
u never noticed that i caired
when u where on ur owne crying
i was there to wipe away the tears


i didnt turn up for school today
and no one noticed a chainge
the fact that i was missing
people just got on with thair day.


i could be lying ded somewhere
i coulda been burned to the bone
well the truth is that im thinking of you
and like you i am alone


one day you will notice that im missing
you will feil it in the air
you will yurn for me to hold you
and it will feal empty when im not there.

-----------lost-----------

lost in the darkness
lost in the light
lost in my head
with no way to fight

dead within my heart
dead within my soul
dead to this reality
berried in this hole

found up in the heavens
and not under the gorund
this is realy astounding
for its you that braught me round

your gun shot guy....

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ME!!!

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.

this is me outa the shower bout 6 months ago

I love you just the way you are
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i have the balls to say "i try my hardest to ensure that i make my feoncee feel like no. 1"

(but girls will be girls and still feal like this some times)

"I'm Sorry"
I'm sorry
if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs.
I'm sorry
if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.
I'm sorry
if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".
I'm sorry
if I'm not tan enough for you
I'm sorry
if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry
If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.
I'm sorry
if im not tall enough.
I'm sorry
if my hair is not long enough.
But most of all...
I'm sorry
that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.
If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry".
If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are"