I love music. I play bass. I hang out with my friends mostly. And i just live my life to what i can.






*****If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me?



To The Moment I Spend With You

As my life met with you,
It became a dream come true.
No weight on my shoulders,
No worries to stress me.
For these moments with you,
I would do anything,
Anything to get them back.
The thought my life being lost without you,
I can see now as you are gone.
The years I spent,
The tears I shed,
And all the fears you lie to rest,
Can never be matched again.
I can’t believe he took you,
I can’t believe you’re gone,
Gone to that better place.
That place where you watch over me,
Guiding me through the light,
So I may see you once more,
For one split second,
For that one minute,
It doesn’t matter as long as,
As long as I saw you one more time,
One more time to say.
I love you,
One more time to say,
I miss you.
This day I cannot wait,
This moment will last forever.
As I lie in your arms now,
I fear nothing,
No one can touch me,
Nothing can go wrong.
Stay with me forever,
Stay with me until I sleep.
My heart belongs to you,
So pure and so true,
Nothing can change this.

“To every true love out there, to every person taken away, to every soul missed, and loved one gone.
This is for you”


When I Open My Eyes

As I spend my Christmas alone
You are stuck in my head
I can’t seem to break you.
I want to give it al to you
I want to ask you it all.
But as you are away
I can feel you in my arms
But as I awake you are gone.
Gone away from me.
I can feel your lips on mine
But open my eyes
And I am alone.
My thoughts and prayers are with you
Hoping one day I shall open my eyes
And you will be looking back at me
I should awake from sleep and you are here.
Here to hold me
Here to protect me
From this open world.
Someday…one day
We to shall be here.

One Man And One Girl


And now I sit and think
Think what life would be
Be like if you were still here
Here to comfort me
Here to give me a reason to awake
Awake and take on the world.
But I am here alone
One man to take his life alone
To go to walk an empty road
A road of lost souls
Lost dreams, with empty hearts.
I wonder what you would tell me
Tell me as you read this
Or what you would say to me
As you looked into my eyes
In the night they shed tears
Shed many tears as I drifted to sleep
To sleep only to dream of you.
I see you sitting across the room
And I remember the way your body feels
As I hold you close to my heart
The way your heart beats
As my head lies upon your chest
I miss you each day
Each day with disbelief that you’re gone
Disbelief that a stupid move I made
And it made you turn away.
The pain I feel is unsubstantial
But the pain I feel is necessary
Necessary to make me realize
Realize the level of wrong I have done.
Lose you was the last thing
The last thing I could dream of
Bu lost you I have
Now you have left your gone and me
Forever I hope not
But hope is what I have
Hope that one day you shall accompany me
Accompany me in lives fucked up world
To help me through it
So I can help you too
I want to be the one
The one who you come to
When ever something has gone wrong
Ones who’s arms you jump in to
When ever your day has gone your way
But this I cannot force
All I can do is wait
Wait for you to come
To come to me with open arms
Arms to take me in
Help m find my way
I’m lost with out you
Unable to see the light
The light you gave me
You gave me all I ever wanted
Arms to run to
Someone to fall back to
Someone to have
To hold
To cherish
To be with.
I want that again
Someday somewhere.
I will never forget you.