Created by: [Asrun]

Jason this is for you... I love you with all my heart.


My Perfect Love
When I first talked to you,
I didn't know what to say,
But the more we talked,
the more my heart gave way

But now when I think of you,
And how you changed my life,
I can't imagine,
A day without your light

You light up my day,
As if you were the sun,
You are that sense of completion,
When my difficult project is done

You are my strength, and wisdom,
And the keeper of my heart
Whose grip never weakens,
Even when we're apart,

I think of you all day,
And dream of you all night,
And every night I wish
That you could hold me tight,

You are always on my mind,
No matter what time or day,
Even when i shouldn't
I think about you anyway,

And when I think of you this much,
The day seems so long
And all the time we spend apart,
Just seems so wrong

You are my special gift,
Sent from up above
Sent to me from heaven,
Sent for me to love

Thank you for you smile,
And your light that fills my dreams
You always make it brighter,
No matter how dark it seems

Author Unknown
Images by: [Cougar]


*LAYER ONE*
-- Name: Tamra J. Pay
-- Nickname: Tam, Angel, Honey, Babe, T, Raven
-- Birthdate: May 18, 1988
-- Birthplace: Dover, NH
-- Current location: Lyman, Maine
-- Eye color: brown- green hazel
-- Hair color: brown, black, auburn, blond
-- Height: 5'5"
-- Righty or lefty: both but mostly right



*LAYER TWO*
-- Your heritage: polish, french-canadian, and others
-- The shoes you wore today: sneakers and heeled boots
-- Your weakness: pain of my loved ones
-- Your fears: heights
-- Your perfect pizza: supreme
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: conquer my past and start my future



*LAYER THREE*
-- Your most used phrase: "I love you" to my boyfriend, "piss off" to anyone who messes around with me
-- Your thoughts first waking up: can't wait to see my baby's face
-- Your best physical feature: eyes or smile
-- Your bedtime: when i get tired
-- Your most missed memory: hanging out with my older brother tommy, and my best friends growing up


*LAYER FOUR*
-- Soda: Pepsi
-- Fast food joint: Sonic
-- Single or group dates: single
-- Adidas or Nike: Nike
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee


*LAYER FIVE*
Do You:
-- Smoke: Quit a year ago
-- Swear: try not to, but often
-- Sing: All the time... if I get the chance
-- Take a shower every day: Absolutely
-- Have a crush(es): yeah, my boyfriend
-- Are you in love: Hell yeah
-- Want to go to college: Yup
-- Like high school: it's all right
-- Want to get married: praying to
-- Believe in yourself: generally
-- Get motion sickness: Nope
-- Think you're attractive: I'm decent my boyfriend will say otherwise
-- Think you're a health freak: not even close
-- Get along with your parents: no comment
-- Like thunderstorms: Like? try love!
-- Play an instrument: a couple



*LAYER SIX*
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: yeah
-- Smoked: No
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had sex: no comment
-- Made out: of course
-- Gone on a date: yep
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope
-- Eaten and entire thing of ice cream in one sitting(what kind/size?): not in the past month
-- Eaten sushi: tried it
-- Been on stage: nope i wish
-- Gone skating: nope wish i did
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Gone skinny-dipping: No wouldn't anyways
-- Dyed your hair: no past 6 months yes
-- Stolen anything: except my boyfriend's heart, no
  

*LAYER SEVEN*
Ever...
-- Smoked pot, or done any other illegal drugs: yeah
-- Had Sex: no comment
-- Cheated on someone: yep
-- Been in love: i am now
-- Had your heart broken: yeah
-- broken Someone else's heart: kinda
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yeah
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: once or twice
-- Been caught doing something: nope
-- Been called a tease: yep
-- Gotten beaten up: freshman year
-- Shoplifted: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope changed for the better of my life



*LAYER EIGHT*
-- Do you hope to be married: yeah
-- Numbers and names of children: 2 Taylor Alyssabeth, and boy's name still debating
-- Describe your dream wedding: too long to describe
-- How do you want to die: sleeping peacefully or with my boyfriend at the same time
-- Where do you want to go to college: SMCC or Unity, actually I just want to get in
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: Kindergarden teacher or florist
-- What country would you most like to visit: Italy, France, Spain, Puerto Rico, or Austrailia



*LAYER NINE*
In a guy….
-- Best eye color: blue
-- Best hair color: brunette or dirty blond
-- Short or long hair: short
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: don't care b/c there's always more to love
-- Best articles of clothing: no big deal....as long as it works
-- Best first date location: Canada
-- Best first kiss location: Canada


*LAYER TEN*
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: too many to count
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 5 number I actually do: 1
-- Number of CDs that I own: dunno
-- Number of piercings: 2 one per ear
-- Number of tattoos: none
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: alot
-- Number of scars on my body: at one point 78? now: 3 or 4
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: pretty much my whole life






I NEVER......

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(X) I NEVER BEEN TO JAPAN
(X) I NEVER RODE IN A TAXI
(X) I NEVER HAD ANAL SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(X) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(X) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(X) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(X) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(X) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(X) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) I NEVER PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER EGGED A PT CRUISER OR HONDA ELEMENT (SHIT BOX)
(_) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(X) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED (not on purpose)
(X) I NEVER FOUND OUT THAT I AM VERY SEXUAL WHEN I GET DRUNK


Jason requested this song for us at my cousin's wedding last saturday 5/6/06 and it fits us so well!

You're Still The One


(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)


Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

Bridge:
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

(Bridge)

(Chorus)

(Chorus)

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby



Written by Shania Twain
and Mutt Lange.