Formerly,[Darling don't despair]

I feel I have woken from a dream or am still inside of one, My name is Shiah,or maybe it was,My name is Robert,Robbie for short.I'm from the United Kingdom,A shire you haven't heard of round Tewksberry area, spent a lot of my early years in Birmingham,I am a 27 year old aristocrat of German decent, and I do support a lot of the old ways, though colour discrimination is below myself and my values. I am very well educated. My piercings make me happy, not stupid, or deaf. I am not a very loving and caring person, I am high strung and difficult,callused and rude. I don't do with cyber-sex,computers don't get me hard. I lost the only human I've ever loved. I've learned not to smother fires that burn bright. The world is full of surprises, people always change their minds, things are never the same as they once were,you can never take back something once it's been said,actions speak louder than words so be careful not to yell as it seems to be a combination.Peace,Love,Empathy,and Believe in Angels,because I'm having difficulty believing.