ABOUT ME
001: Name: Janie.
002: Nickname: BoXoFnErDz!!
003: Country of living: USA.
004: Birthdate: July 20, 1990.
005: Height: 5'3.
006: Eye color: green-blue.
007: Shoesize: 8.5-9.
008: School/work: School.
009: You smoke: used to, but i quit. 
010: Hobby's: being with my mom && sweet boyfriend, music, internet, cell, txt, reading, cuddling && many more.
011: Brothers/Sisters: 2 sisters, 4 brothers.
012: Relationship: happily taken, <3.
013: Piercing(s): none.
014: Tattoo: none.
015: Fave Country to go to: hmmm..idk.
016: Are there people you wont reply to?: no.
017: Nicest person you met this year: my stepsis Dustin.
018: Person you rather not have met this year: mm, not sure.
019: Who would you like to meet: Usher,Nelly,Daddy Yankee,Rey Mysterio Jr.
021: Most sexy person(s): same as ^^.
022: Favorite Pjs: dunno.
023: Favorite Car: Scion Xb.
024: Favorite Movie(s): Jarhead,Mom at Sixteen, Breakfast Club, She's too Young, Jawbreaker, 15 and Pregnant, && many more.
025: Favorite Music: depends on my mood.
026: Favorite City(s): Galveston, TX.
027: Favorite Plush: the bear i was given when i was a lil baby.
028: Favorite Perfume: Curious by Britney Spears, Jessica Simpson's perfume.
029: Favorite Magazine: Cosmopolitan.
030: Favorite sound: music.
031: Favorite TV-series: Next-Mtv, My Own- Mtv,That's So Raven-Disney Channel && many more.
032: Favorite Writer: Cassie Edwards.
033: Favorite Nickname:sugarbaby-- given to me by mii great-grandfather.
034: What is on your mousepad: US olympics 1996.
035: What all is under your bed: hmm idk.
036: Favorite color: pink blue and black.
037: Favorite Song ever: dont know.
038: Favorite song at this moment: I found myself, by Ciara.
039: Favorite food: dunno.
040: Favorite class in school:umm.. English III.
041: Favorite drink: Big Red/tea/WATER.
042: Lucky number: 7/3.
043: What do you think is greatest about yourself: eyes.
044: What deodorant do you use: Teen Spirit.
045: Favorite shoes: flip flops, or my house-shoes. 
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: whatever time i fall asleep.
047: What word do you use most: i dont know.
048: Most romantic moment in your life: none yet.
049: Most embarassing moment in your life: hmm dunno.
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: inside.
051: What do you do at the weekends:hang out wit my mom n friends or spend some time wit my daddy or spend time with my boyfriend.
052: What class in school do/did you dislike most: Geometry, Chemistry.
053: Your Breakfast: sumtimes nuttin.
054: What do you really really dislike to eat: idk .
055: Pets: 2 dogs && 1 cat.
056: Laugh or Dream: both.
057: Serious or funny: never can be serious--so i guess funny.
058: Fast or slow: depends on wut it is.
059: You prefer being alone or have relation: have relation.
060: Simple or complicated?: complicated.
061: Cremate or Buried when dead: Buried.
062: Sex or Alcohol: Sex.
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: Stay up late ; wake up late.
64: Light or dark?: both.
065: Speak or Silence: both.
066: Tall or small man/woman: tall.
067: News paper: Hardin County News,Silsbee Bee, Beaumont Enterprise.
068: Hug or kiss: kiss.
069: Happy or Sad: both.
070: Life or Death: life.
071: Gig or Disco: neither.
072: Left or Right: left.
073: what is your believe in the world: huh?
074: Dark/ red/ Blonde: doesnt matter.
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: idk.
076: You believe in reincarnation: no.
077: You believe in Aliens: not really.
078: When you die, what will be your last words?: dunno.
079: Does true love exist: Yes.
080: How many kids would you like to have: 2+.
081: What is the one thing you can't stand: poseurs, preps,liars, KAYLA && ppl who start shit.
082: Best feeling: knowing that the one u love, loves you back.
083: Worst feeling in the world: knowin the one u love, doesnt love u back.
084: What are you afraid of: losin mii mom,snakes/spiders/cows/pigs && losing my close family/friends.
085: Are you an emotional person: yess..is a crybaby.
086: Do you ever cry during a movie: depends on wut movie it is.
087: Your goal in life: get married and have kids. && make something of myself, unlike a fat bitch I know Kayla.
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: lose 50 pounds.
089: Favorite art-artist:dunno.
090: As what animal would you like to reincarnate: hmm never thought bout that.
091: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: hmm idk.
092: What do you think of Elftown: iight.
093: Is there something you miss about elftown: Nope.
094: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: chat, email, look at other websites, play games.
095: Is there a question you missed in this all: no.

RANDOM STUFF:
Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name: Never been drunk before.
Considered a life of crime: nope.
Considered being a hooker: hell no.
Maybe a pimp: no.
Cheated on someone: yep .
Been married: not yet.
Been divorced: no.
Are you psycho: no.
Split personalities?: dunno.
Obsessive: nope.
Panic:no.
Depressed: at times.
Suicidal: no--thought bout it.. but havent done it.
Obsessed with hate: not really.
Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore: yes--sumtimes.
Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them: no.
Had sex outdoors: nope.. if i have sex id rather it be inside.

WIERD STUFF
Do you like to sing in the shower: yes.
Do you like to sing: sumtimes.
Sign: cancer.
Sex: female.
Righty or Lefty: lefty.
Marital status: happily taken,<3. 
Do you have a car: yup.
What kinda car do you have: 2001 Chevy Cavalier.
Food: dunno.
Numbers: 7/3.
Do you have a crush: yup, on my boyfriend<3.
Music/TV: both.
Guys/Girls: dunno.
Green/Blue: both.
Pink/Purple: Pink.
Summer/Winter: summer.
Night/Day: both.
Relaxin/Chillin: chillaxin.
Dopey/Funny: funny.
What school do u go to: KHS.
What's a major turn on for you: great personality, lips, eyes.

HAVE YOU EVER...
Liked your voice?: at times.
Hurt yourself?: yeah, but not purposely.
Been out of the country?: nope.
Been unfaithful?: yes. but that's my past
Been in love?: yup.
Done drugs?: nope.
Gone skinny-dipping?: kinda/not really.
Had a surgery?: when i was 7. had my tonsils out.
Ran away from home?: thought bout it a couple times but neva done it.
Gotten beaten up?: never been in a fight.
Been picked on?: when i was younger.
Been on stage?: yeah.
Slept outdoors?: almost.. but i chickened out! [HAH]] .
Thought about suicide?: lots of times.
Gone one day without food?: yeah.
Talked on the phone all night?: i think so.
Slept all day?: does waking up at 5 pm count?
Killed someone?: nope.
Thought you're going crazy?: no.
Kissed the same sex?: my mom, on the cheek.
Been betrayed?: yes.
Had a dream that came true?: yeah--but didnt want it to come true.
Broken the law?: no.
Met a famous person?: kinda.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: I havent, but my mom has. && it was soo sad!!
Stolen anything?: no, but ive been wit sumone who stole stuff.
Been on radio/TV?: on radio once.
Been in a mosh-pit?: no.
Had a nervous breakdown?: No.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes-all the time.

BELIEFS
Believe in life on other planets?: no.
Astrology?: no.
Magic?: no.
God? : YES.
Satan?: yes.
Santa?: dunno.
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: No.
Love at first sight?: yes.
Yin and Yang?: no.
Witches?: no.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes, if u really love that person.
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?: somtimes.

LOVE, and all that
Do you remember your first love: Yes.
Still love him/her: nope. 
Do you consider love a mistake: No.
What do you find romantic: bein wit ur man cuddling under the stars.
Turn-on: lips, personality.
Turn-off: liars, && cheaters.
Do you base your judgment on looks alone: Nope-- its all bout the personality.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating him or her or going "blind": knowin them first.
Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out: never thought bout that before.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking: i dont know.. u tell me.
What is best about the opposite sex:everything.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex: hmm dunno.
Are you in love: no.
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk: hm idk .

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
Smiled?: when i talked to my baby last. 
Laughed?: last night.
Cried?: last night.
Bought something?: whenever it was that i bought some gum.
Danced?: at homecoming.
Were sarcastic?: couple days ago.
hugged someone?: when i seen Aaron last.
Watched your fave movie?: idk.
Had a nightmare?: mmm.. long time ago!
Listened to the radio?: right now.
Watched TV?: right now.kinda
Helped someone?: this morning.
Were mean?: last night.. && the bitch deserved it!!
Sang?: earlier.
Said "I love you"?: last night when I got off the phone with Aaron=MY dork!
Missed someone?: right now.
Fought with a family member?: couple nights ago.
Fought with a friend?: last night.. but i wouldnt call her a friend... i'd call her a backstabbing bitch.
Had a serious conversation?: not sure.
Got drunk?:never.
Had sex?: 28 january 2006. the time with Daniel, didnt count, coz we didnt have sex.
Been kissed?: the last time I saw Aaron.


~*~*A dad's peom~*~* Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy call out. "She probably doesn't have one," another student dared to shout. And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say, "Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day." The words did not offend her, as she smiled up at her Mom. And looked back at her teacher, who told her to go on. And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak. And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique. "My Daddy couldn't be here, because he lives so far away. But I know he wishes he could be, since this is such a special day. And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know. All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so. He loved to tell me stories he taught me to ride my bike. He surprised me with pink roses, and taught me to fly a kite. We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone. And though you cannot see him. I'm not standing here alone. "Cause my daddy's always with me, even though we are apart I know because he told me, he'll forever be in my heart" With that, her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest. Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress. And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears. Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years. For she stood up for the love of a man not in her life. Doing what was best for her, doing what was right. And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd. She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud. "I love my daddy very much, he's my shining star. And if he could, he'd be here, but heaven's just too far You see he was a policeman and died just this past year When airplanes hit the towers and taught Americans to fear. But sometimes when I close my eyes, it's like he never went away." And then she closed her eyes, and she saw him there that day. And to her mothers amazement, she witnessed with surprise. A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes. Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside. Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side. "I know you're with me Daddy," to the silence she called out. And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt. Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed. But there on the desk beside her, was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose. And a child was blessed, if only for a moment, by the love of her shining star. And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far.
  ^^thats soo sad!!

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!


Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?


Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.
If you're against abortion, Send this to EvEry one

**IF I KNEW**
If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would memorize each action and word, so I could remember them day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you", instead of assuming you would know I do.
If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well, I am sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, And we always get a second chance to make everything just right.
There will always be another day to say, "I love you", and certainly there's another chance to say "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I may be wrong, and today is all I get, I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike, And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day, that you didn't take the extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear, tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say, "I'm sorry" "'Thank you", or "It's okay" and if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.
    (R.I.P. SHEILA DIANE OVERSTREET WE LUV N MISS YOU ALWAYS!!!
       JULY 17,1948-APRIL 1,2006)


A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage.
The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said ---- or worshipped Satan.
A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.
* If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness.