***~~~***If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me? Post this in your house. You might be surprised at the answers you get.***~~~***

Major Updates On Me!!:
-June 25, 2006-
Ok, so I've been gone a realllllllly long time..again...again
I've been grounded yet again since last I updated this thing because my mum thought I was going to go do drugs with some friends, which wasn't true, but she insisted, and after a long fight, BOOM, I'm grounded until summer school starts.
It starts tomorrow, SO I'M BACK!!
Mwahahahaha!!!
-end rant-

Always show some random love. It makes life fuzzier, in the good way.

My real name is Erika, but call me Ghost....please...
I'm a bit of a goth, I guess, if you're into labels...
myspace = http://www.myspace.com/crack_of_the_whip
I hate a lot of things about my world, but I try to make the best of what I have.
Music is basically my life, but I have no talent in it, so I'm probably going to be a writer.

AIM: CrazyXombieGirl

~*~Me and my me-ness~*~
I AM: Me.
I WANT: To Feel loved.
I HAVE: A desire that burns.
I WISH: I were amazing.
I HATE: Being replaced and ignored.
I FEAR: Forgetting and being forgotten.
I HEAR: The Soundtrack to my life.
I WONDER: Why.
I REGRET: Being born in this era.
I LOVE: Those who make me feel liked in some small way.
I ACHE: Because I don't understand.
I ALWAYS: Wish for more than I can have. 
I AM NOT: What you think I am.
I SING: The Songs that warm my soul.
I CRY: When someone I love is in a pain I can't help mend. 
I AM NOT ALWAYS: Afraid
I WIN: Because I don't stop.
I LOSE: My sanity at times.
I CONFUSE: A lot of people.
I NEED: What I said I wanted.
I SHOULD: Stop being so damn shy!
YOU KEEP A DIARY: online
YOU LIKE TO COOK: with my dad.
YOU HAVE A SECRET: And it'll die with me.
CLOSEST FRIEND: Oh I wish I could tell you...
THE LAST IMAGE YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: His or Her face...
HAVE A CRUSH: YES!! XD!!
WANT TO GET MARRIED: I have no idea as of yet..
GET MOTION SICKNESS: Never.
THINK YOURE A HEALTH NUT: Hahahh...right...
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: ...Depends on the day...
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Love them.
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: Near-black brown
EYE COLOR: near-black brown
BIRTHPLACE: Pennsylvania (Bethlehem)

IN THE LAST WEEK...
HAVE YOU CRIED? : Yes.
HELPED SOMEONE? : Yes.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? : Yes.
GOTTEN SICK? : No.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? : Yes
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? : Yes.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? : Yes.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? : Yes.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Sort Of.
MISSED SOMEONE? : Yes.
HUGGED SOMEONE? : Yes.
ARGUED WITH YOUR PARENTS? Yes.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Yeah, a little...

-DO YOU-
SMOKE: Every now and then....
DRINK: Nope
GET HIGH: I have before, but not often.
HAVE SIBLINGS: Yes, one Sister
PEIRCINGS: Three in my ears, but I am definitely getting more.
TATTOOS: No, but I will be getting a few.
SOMEONE TO FONDLE: That's wrong...:P...I've got a boyfriend, yes
IGNORE PEOPLE: Not at first. I give people a chance, but if they’re dicks, why bother with them?
LOVE SOMEONE: Yes, with my friends, family, and a certian special...wonderful guy who will never see me like that...
HATE SOMEONE: Yes. Quite a few people, really.
LOOK UP TO SOMEONE: Yes.
HAVE SOMETHING UNDER YOUR BED: Other than the dead bodies? No. No I don’t.

-WOULD YOU RATHER…-
BURIED OR CREMATED: Cremated.
HUG OR KISS: Depends on the other person…
HAPPY OR SAD: Sad, because I feel more alive, and more artistic.
LIFE OR DEATH: Death, because there’s so much more to experience there.
GUTS OR GLORY: Glory will help me develop the guts :P
REINCARNATE OR GO TO HEAVEN/HELL: Reincarnate.... Dunno to what though...

-FAVORITE THINGS-
COLOR: Blue, Black, and Red.
PASS-TIME: Art
WORD: Existentialism
PHRASE: With every new sensation I add more to the sum of that which is me.
BAND: Pink Floyd and Voltaire
SONG: Nobody's Home by Pink Floyd and Dead Girls by Voltaire
BELONGING: My PhotoAlbum
EMOTION: Fear
MAGAZINE: Rolling Stone
MOVIE: The NightMare before Chirstmas (and Many others)
SHOW: The Daily show with Jon Stewart
CARTOON: Invader Zim
ANIMES: FLCL, Trigun, & Cowboy BeBop.
MANGA: FLCL
AMERICAN COMIC: the Deady series by Voltaire
BOOK: Infernal Angel by Edward Lee and Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut
ACTORS: Tim Roth and Johnny Depp
ACTRESSES: Toni Collet and Angelina Jolie
SUBJECT: Creative Writing
BODY-PART (SELF): My Mind
BODY-PART (OTHERS): Eyes
LIQUID: Blood
FOODS: Strawberries and Pizza (Not at the same time...)
DRINK: Hot Chocolate
THOUGHT: Everything will work out someday.
ACCOMPLISHMENT: My 9th grade soundtrack.

~*~The Soundtrack for my freashman year~*~
1. Get Over It By, Ok, Go!
2. We're Going To Be Friends By, the White Stripes
3. Longview By, Green Day
4. Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) By, Green Day
5. Fire By, Jimi Hendrix
6. Give me Novacaine By, Green Day
7. Scar Tissue By, the Red Hot Chili Peppers
8. Time By, Pink Floyd
9. Brain Stew By, Green Day
10. Existentialism on Prom Night By, Straylight Run
11. Can’t Repeat By, The Offspring
12. First Day Of My Life By, Bright Eyes

~*~Other Bands I love~*~
Green Day, Linkin Park, Gorillaz, Jimi Hendrix, Foo Fighters, RHCP, HIM, CKY, Mindless Self Indulgence, the Doors, the Beatles, Bright Eyes, the White Stripes, Ok Go, the Offspring, Straylight Run, My Chemical Romance, the Used, Blink 182, Fredryk Phox and the Investagators from Outer Space, Black Sabbath, Avenged Sevenfold, Disturbed, Marilyn Manson, Sum 41, Nirvana, Simple Plan, Hoobastank, the East Coast Pimps, Hot Hot Heat, the Bravery, and many many more.

-rabid bear hugs and sticky bloody kisses-
-peaceout-
-ghost-

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1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down.
2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice.
3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.
4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "in"
5. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone
has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso.
6. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors".
7. Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy."
8. Don't use any punctuation marks
9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
10. Ask people what sex they are. Laugh hysterically after they answer.
11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go".
12. Sing along at the opera.
13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
14. Put mosquito netting around your work area. Play a tape of jungle sounds all day.
15. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you're not in the mood.
16. Have your coworkers address you by your wrestling name, Rock Hard Devon.
17. When the money comes out the ATM, scream "I won! I won! 3rd time this week!!"
18. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, yelling "run for your lives, they're loose!!"
19. Tell your children over dinner, "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."
20. Put this in all of your profiles