*The Color*
You spent way too much time on yourself.
[You never spent time with me.]
Karma is a tricky thing.
[You'll get yours.]
What goes around comes around.
[Watch your back.]
I want him so bad.
[I'm worthless.]
Please be with me.
[Does he even know I exist?]
Give me a chance.
[A chance to kill.]
If I get any angrier...
[You won't see tomorrow.]
There will be no end to it.
[Go ahead, one more time.]
Kill the emotion.
[I am alone now.]*


*Empty Now*
I'm emptly.
Completely gone.
My soul has dissipated
And my spirit has turned to dust
All that's left is immense pain
Regret, anger, madness.
What's in my mind and left of my soul has created physical pain,
In the hollow of my heart
And all I can think about is him and him.
The ones that fill my every thought, breath, step, and tear.
The wish to be proved wrong
To be pierced by the needle that carries the potion.
To understand the whole of the word whilst my world crashes and crumbles, my eyes cry, to only feel the one thing that keeps me from the end, love.*

*Slipping*
So sad
I hate you
The redness proves it
Your light faded fast
I told you I hate you
But there's something else I feel too
I'm not sure what
You wouldn't know
You would never know
So sad
[Guilt? Rage? Pity?]
A most delectible mixture that creates
Love and hate is all that resides here!
You wouldn't know
You would never know*

*iLL*
The sickness you feel is my poison weaving through your veins
The sharp burn
The cold itch
It's all me
And it feels so good
Right?
You love it
Heave for absolute elevation
Blurred vision, slowed breathing
Your eyes are closing
Do you not love the eternal craving for my poison?
It is what saves you...and kills me
Inhale the euphoria
Exhale the black emotion
May your blood remain on fire*
Ok there's not much I can say about this next one, other than I was feeling intensly enraged.

*Blind*
Just limit yourself to my well being
You see, if they cared you'd be well on your way by now
Trapped here forever
Locked away
I swallowed the key
I win
You lose
You don't have to be afraid of me
I won't hurt you
Unless you consider getting your teeth kicked in painful
I can't stop and I wouldn't want to
To feel this much is like shooting up with someone else's life
My power, my fate, your death, your grave
Just welcome the end
I'll bring you back
More rage and fun
Beg for death
Only to have one more splinter of bone
High on the screaming
Dizzy euphoria
Come on, come on, keep it coming
Yell, bite, kick, shriek
You'll never see the surface again
YELL YELL YELL I LOVE IT I LOVE IT COME ON SCREAM, BEG FOR MERCY AND BEG FOR DEATH BEG FOR THE END AND STAND STRONG WILLED
I love it, pathetic pathetic. Scream, I love it.*

*Sunshine*
Bent on sunshine
Pain on the rays
Beggin for darkness
Instead of brighter days

Left in full view
Burned to a crisp
Pain on the rays
To the sun I shake my fist

Hope for rainy days
Clouds up in the sky
Instead of the hot sunshine
Pain on the rays
The heat makes you want to die

Pray for grey skies
Some shady trees as well
Hopefully you won't get burned
From this sunshine hell

*Left Ahead*
There's nothing to look forward to, nothing to occupy, nothing for happy, nothing to rely, amazing grace save me now,
The melody is all that is there, waiting for escape, waiting to be alive.
Let it leave, let it run, let it swim and glide and reverberate in the empty landscape, let it create life with tears and fears and wasted breath.
Awakening in soul, creative disposition to choose between wrong and right.
Locked forever in despair, pretend to care, pretend not to notice the saving taking place when the melody is released.*

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