OK so i decided to make my own wiki including the songs off of the first demo we have done its called Fiary Tales and Lost Loves so tell me what you i can take all opinions.thx.
all of these are writtin by [Spikedgod]

First CD Fairy Tales and Lost Loves


Fairy Tales

sounds serene, quiet
please, everyone listen
to me, lights shine,
mind set free, once
upon a time, happily
ever after, stories
come, lies leave,
little red riding
hood, sleeping beauty,
queens, snow white
and the seven dwarves,
speak, telling me,
lessons learned,
what could be,
answer me, what do
you think this means,
morals, rights,
liberties, free,


fairy tales, trails of
tears, you shall see,
forgotten memories, never
known before, let me show
you this, hidden now,
in our own device, take
these words as advice, close
your eyes, believe what you
see, come with me,


pale skin, dark meat,
tell me what you think,
hazel eyes and lies,
the end, game over, so
many ways to die,
within me, love begins,
hearts break again,
bad wolf, dark queen,
witch and apple from
the tree, silence,
speaks more then words,
ten-thousand seas, keeps
sun from light, what do you
want from me, love, life,
cursed be,


fairy tales, trails of
tears, you shall see,
forgotten memories, never
known before, let me show
you this, hidden now,
in our own device, take
these words as advice, close
your eyes, believe what you
see, come with me

---

Fairy Tales Pt. 2

again we hear the
sounds, stories and
tales of heroes,
never true but we
still listen too,
lies and deception
that fill these
fiary tales, and still
the end of time
nears, argue of
what's right and wrong,
tell me your the master
and i'm the slave,
deceit and the
fabrication,
cinderella and her
glass shoe, beauty
with her beast,
none the least,
we lose ourselves,
liberated with fiction,


tell me you love the sound,
the sound, and feeling you
get, from the first time
till last, tales of the
past, fiary tales you heard
a hundred times, before,
always screaming for more,
unfaithful to your ears,
yet you still believe, in
a happy ending,


i'm gonna tell you
the truth, behind
the scenes of the lies,
but still untrue and
the kill, it's just to
hard to resist, temptation
to insist on the truth,
who is the follower
and the leader now,
reality and the
certainty, evil
stepmother and the
sisters,devil inside
the beast, always an
end, leaving us behind,
say it to me,



tell me you love the sound,
the sound, and feeling you
get, from the first time
till last, tales of the
past, fiary tales you heard
a hundred times, before,
always screaming for more,
unfaithful to your ears,
yet you still believe, in
a happy ending,

---

Apart


i said no, no, no,
let go of me, you
are so attached,
never wanted this,
i think i met my
match, leeched on
to me like love,
it always seems
to end like this,never
letting go of my, of my


heart it breaks agian,
knowing that your gone
again, so far away,
it feels to me, like,
we needed this, apart,
time to think, another
broken heart,guided down
the trail, another time i
became derailed, derailed,


look into my eyes and tell
me what you want, and don't
lie because i can see it
in your eyes, i will go,
i will go, let go of my


heart it breaks again,
knowing that your gone
again, so far away,
it feels to me, like,
we needed this, apart,
time to think, another
broken heart,guided down
the trail, another time i
became derailed, derailed,

---

Feelings Gone


when the hurt lifts,
all you feel is the
light,
you finally realize,
there's life after pain,
and here we go another
happy ending,
i can finally let you go,
feelings all have left,
and now the point comes,
time to get everything
off my chest,


just worry about yourself,
no one else should matter,
you will never achieve it,
pleasing everyone at once,
don't even take the chance,
let it go, knowing in the
end, everyone will leave you,
sooner or later, you'll
realize the most important
person is the one, inside,


its like the light hit my,
square in the face,
now i know the truth,
feelings are for the weak,
why please them when you
cry,and then they can't even
see it in your eye,
the hurt you had inside,
fuck them all i'm leaving,
them all behind,



just worry about yourself,
no one else should matter,
you will never achieve,
pleasing everyone at once,
don't even take the chance,
let it go, knowing in the
end, everyone will leave you,
sooner or later, you'll
realize the most important
person is the one, inside,

---

I Will Always Heart You


Lets start with skin
touching and a hello,
how are you, and we
leave, with a hug and
a kiss on the lips,
under the summer sky
we met, and the lightning
striked, then hail begin
to fall as we watched,
holding, knowing, i
would never want to let
you go, now i know,


It's harder to let you
go, then to ask you to
stay, ask me the same and
see what i say, with a
bite of my lip, I couldn't
deny what i felt, i heart
you with all my love,
i heart you now more then
ever,


Ended now with a hug
and goodbye, so long,
staring in, your eyes, i
can't help but to wish,
for one last kiss, now
i sit in the backseat, rear
view mirror showing what
i lost, wondering how you
feel, loving, hating,
circle your choice, and i
still admit,


It's harder to let you
go, then to ask you to
stay, ask me the same and
see what i say, with a
bite of my lip, I couldn't
deny what i felt, i heart
you with all my love,
i heart you now more then
ever,


Kiss me one last time,
show me how you feel, inside,
don't you hide your feelings
and niether will i, i can
always make you feel wanted,
knotted in me is my heart,
confused in me is my mind,
all i ever wanted was to hold
you and never let go,
under the summer sky,
under the summer sky,
I will always heart you,

---

Never Let You Go


There i go,
tears begin to flow
again,
once more i get
the mixed feelings,
we still talk like
we're friends,
when you know for
damn sure i don't want
that anymore, now you
want a hug, now i don't
want to let you go
again, pain returns
once more, to tell
me what i have lost,


if you hug me just
know, i will never let
you go, as long as i
live, this heart of mine
will
never give, thank you,
for showing me love
along with the pain,
never give my heart
again,


nothing left to say now,
pointing toward the door
all i know is i should go,
before it happens all over,
i don't think this heart
can take another let down,
the wieght of which has
wieghed me down,
keeping me on the ground,
never to fly,


if you hug me just
know, i will never let
you go, as long as i
live, this heart of mine
will
never give, thank you,
for showing me love
along with the pain,
never give my heart
again,

---

Seen Threw


There i go again,
lying about the same shit,
no i don't love you,
you saw straight threw me,
just like transperency,
I could see threw myself
too,
thats just what i do,
pressure breaks me down,
tells me when to break,
bend until i break, and snap


there it goes again, the sound
of my heart,
being broke,
louder each time, and echoes
through my head,
and now im waiting for it to
begin,
my heart can not beat, my heart
can't heal unless you tell me,
till you tell me that you don't
need me, in your life,


Say we are over, i want to
hear it from your lips,
i feel vibrations all the way
down to my fingertips,
now say you lied, say you
didn't mean what you said,
just tell me one more time
that this is the end,
even though i probably won't
believe you,
let me hear it one more time,
one more time,bye


there it goes again, the sound
of my heart,
being broke,
louder each time, and echoes
through my head,
and now im waiting for it to
begin,
my heart can not beat, my heart
can't heal unless you tell me,
till you tell me that you don't
need me, in your life

---

Live My Life


open my eyes and
what do i see,
memories,
sunshine of once was,
goodbye,
i feel free, knowing
you all will be glad,
knowing i will soon be gone,
the blade was the only
thing, that let my soul,
go,
knowing the impossibilities
of life, what was the point,
of living in these lies,
i love you, i don't,
confused more then you know,
cuz you won't say it back,
so i feel the backdraft,
tell me why, make it quick,
this will be the last chance,
you get to say,
let me hear what i've waited
for,


live my love,live my life,
then tell me,
know what i go through,
confused with no sense to make
of it,
it starts off with i'll
always love you, then there
is a but,
but what, that's all that
should be,
picture you gone, cuz you
finish with, we have to move
on, why,


well at least this will be,
the last time you have to
tell me,
that you love me but,
i hate that word it has
no meaning,
a lie an excuse,
just tell the truth,
you don't wish to try,
reasoning, at last i
shall die, be gone
with all this life,
and my lie,
you will never know now,
you can hate me now,
hate me for what i said,
loves i false hope,


live my love,live my life,
then tell me,
know what i go through,
confused with no sense to make
of it,
it starts off with i'll
always love you, then there
is a but,
but what, that's all that
should be,
picture you gone, cuz you
finish with, we have to move
on, why,
fairy tale for romantics,
like i once was, but i
learned my lesson,</center>

---

Worlds Collide


When i look in your eyes,
i see worlds collide,
won't leave you behind,
come with me,
you'll like what you see,
the love i offer is the pain
you seek,
stay with me forever,
i'll give you what you need,
i'm like the drug that makes
you happy, makes you free,


come with me,
life gets better,
reality is overrated,
vindicating the pain we
want to feel,
I'll stay in your dreams,
i'll be there in your time
of need,
i'll never let you go,unless
you ask me too, still
i don't know, peel me off
of your heart, and on something
real, the pain is just way to
surreal,


time is ticking,
heart stops the beating,
stay with me till the end of
time,
till the day we die,and tell me
the same, to stay with you,
as well, lie if you have to,
make me feel better by letting
go,say it one more time and i will
tell you the same i swear,
i would never lie to you,


come with me,
life gets better,
reality is overrated,
vindicating the pain we
want to feel,
I'll stay in your dreams,
i'll be there in your time
of need,
i'll never let you go,unless
you ask me too, still
i don't know, peel me off
of your heart, and on something
real, the pain is just way to
surreal,

---

Truest Love(Jeska's Song)


even though your so far
away, i can still hear
your heart beating,
fast, your lips that i
wish to kiss, pressed
against the sky, wanting
to lie next to you,
hold your hand to calm
you, wipe the tears from
your eyes, and show you
who cares, stretched across
the vastness, my heart
reaches, knowing i can
never touch your lips,
whisper in your ear,
perhaps even tell you
what you might want to hear,


the great distance covered,
by our voices, will never
fill the void, of our lives,
concealed one by one, two
by two, always seperated,
what can we do, to be,
liberated, from oneself,
till we meet again, i will
always pretend,


put your hand next to
mine, as long as i can
feel you near i will
be fine, alone, your
beautiful smiles still
taunts my dreams, and
still my heart is bursting
at the seams, i will sew
it once more, just so you
can tear it open again,
don't worry i like how it
feels, everytime it mends,
so tell me what you want to
hear and i shall tell it to
you, maybe you can get the
same sensation i get, repeat
what i say, please never go
away,


the great distance covered,
by our voices, will never
fill the void, of our lives,
concealed one by one, two
by two, always seperated,
what can we do, to be,
liberated, from oneself,
till we meet again, i will
always pretend,

---

Worth The Hurt


again i let it slip,
yes, you know i said
i still loved you,
harder then it sounds,
it hurt me more then
you, wish i would wake
up, and you would be
there, saying it back,
but that time is over,
that time is no more and
i hide beneath this mask,
and undercover,


just want to touch you,
but whats to much,
is it worth the hurt,
to be honest,
its worth the hurt for
one last feel,
this one will last
forever,
that way i won't have
to love,
cuz you will always be
there,


one more touch is all
that i will need,
but why should it stop
at that,
that is what you should
answer for me,
my heart can not fall
any deeper,
just tell me if you can feel


just want to touch you,
but whats to much,
is it worth the hurt,
to be honest,
its worth the hurt for
one last feel,
this one will last
forever,
that way i won't have
to love,
cuz you will always be
there,

---

Harder Then It Sounds


Everytime we talk
i miss her even more,
and everytime I see
her face i cry in my
head again,
and i'm sorry for my
wrongs, sorry for the
pain i caused,


All i wanted was
to be happy in your
arms, looking in your
eyes, i miss you more
then ever,x2


What i wouldn't do,
to make you happy make you
smile one more time, in
my arms,and then i let you
slip away,


my head is pounding
knowing you are gone
forever, time to get over,
your smile and your face,
harder then it sounds i
love you more then ever,


All i wanted was
to be happy in your
arms, looking in your
eyes, i miss you more
then ever,x2


What i wouldn't do,
to make you happy make you
smile one more time, in
my arms,and then i let you
slip away,

---

Technological Infatuation


judged from the outside
in, what comes first
what comes last, always
beautiful to me, believe
me when i say, your face
reminds me of what i need,
even though i can't touch
it, know i would, wipe the
tears from your eyes,
heartbreak i can see,
lies and the other boys,
always tear apart your heart,


as long as you don't smack
me, i will always be, here
to show you,promise not to
push me away, and i'll show
you what i mean, you will
never be ugly in my eyes,
but i can always take your
harmless lies, if it helps
to say what hurts, spill
your heart tell me
everything, and i will
do my best to kiss away
the pain,


over the technological
screen, feeling your
presence even though
your so far away,
in my minds eye i see,
you smile, hopefully from
me, always trying to be
your savior, tell me to
stop when you want, hopefully
later, cuz i always love
telling you,what i feel,
please now i sing you
a lullaby and please
now don't you cry, hold my
hand, i'll carry you away,


as long as you don't smack
me, i will always be, here
to show you,promise not to
push me away, and i'll show
you what i mean, you will
never be ugly in my eyes,
but i can always take your
harmless lies, if it helps
to say what hurts, spill
your heart tell me
everything, and i will
do my best to kiss away
the pain,

---

Beautiful As I


I will come for you in your
dreams, take you away with
me, fly on the wings of
honesty, holding hands with
love and death, not knowing
which way to turn, i will
help you find your way,
helplessly knowing we will
never learn, hopelessly we
never do, but still least
we are together as we fall,
the sun melted our wings,
the ground is coming faster
then we fell, yet i never
stop looking in your eyes,
even though the truth has
revealed our lies to us,


hiding in your dreams,
you run into my eyes,
hold on for this ride,
i will never let you go,
look around and count your
lives, now i will pretend
to love you, until the day
you say you don't, then i
will start anew, lying again
into myself, and to another
that is beautiful as i,


your eyes are stone cold,
your lips are chapped dry,
cracked like the heart deep
inside, the evil look that
kills everytime, hand pressed
upon the burning heart, torn
apart by yours so true, merely
seems like i tried, like this
was the anticapated end, so
close yet so far, we reach
to catch the truth, out of our
hands it collides, when it
dissolves it subsides, one at a
time we lose our lives, look
into my eyes show me the life,
i shall tell you one more time,
another regretful love suicide,


hiding in your dreams,
you run into my eyes,
hold on for this ride,
i will never let you go,
look around and count your
lives, now i will pretend
to love you, until the day
you say you don't, then i
will start anew, lying again
into myself, and to another
that is beautiful as i,
beautiful as i, (fades)

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