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"A GOOD FRIEND"

A good friend’s love is hard to find
you may never know you had it tell it’s gone
and once it’s gone it is really hard to get it back


Sometimes you think you have a really good friend
and all the love in the world from them
then they leave you high and dry for a boyfriend
or a new friend


No matter what you can always tell a good friend from a bad friend
a good friend won’t do anything to hurt you
even if the world or her life depended on it.

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"HOW MANY"

How many times have I told you that I love you
how many times have you believed me?
How long have we been friends
how many times have we had time to just sit around and talk



If you think about it there really hasn’t been a lot of those times.
More of the first one then any.
But I want to know how many times have you believed me
If any.

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"IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR ANOTHER CHANCE?"

I know I have had a lot of chances but what will one more do?
You sit there with a weird look on your face like you have no idea what I’m talking about.
Yet you know that deep down you know exactly what I am talking about.
It takes some hard looking but if you really take the time you will find it
I sware its not that hard unless you are really that dense and nieve
Here to make it easy I will tell you
We have been friends for a long time
I have told you that I love you countless times
Yet when you think about it in all the times we have gone out, and how long we have been friends we haven’t really had any time where it was just me and you we have always had you mom/dad sister/brother or my mom and god forbid it my dad there we haven’t really had time to talk about anything are just be alone together.
It sucks the fart right out of the monkeys ass if you ask me.

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"WHAT IS THIS FEELING I FEEL"

What is this feeling I feel
The one that makes me all warm inside
The one that makes me happy all the time
The one that keeps me in a good mood all day long



What is this feeling I feel
The one that makes me shine like the sun
The one that makes me quit things I normally wouldn't quit
The one that keeps me in one piece



What is this feeling I feel
The one that makes me feel whole
The one that makes me feel wonderful
The one that keeps me healthy even when I am not



Everyone says that I am in love
That is why I feel the way I do
So this feeling that I feel is love

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"BE YOUR SELF"

There is only one person
that is like you
One person that understands
what your all about
One person who knows what your goals are
and then know how and what to do to achieve them
There is only one person
who know who and what you are
And that is you!
All I am trying to say in this weird poem
is to be true to yourself and you will never go wrong
Follow your heart to where ever it leads
But think with your head
And know your morals and Be True To Yourself!!!!

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"MY POEM TO YOU"

It has come down to this
I am not going to take my pills
I am not going to cut myself
No matte r how much those two things sound so appealing
I am going to do something that is going to cause you more pain
Then it will cause me
I have knows you my whole life
I have a lot of good memories with
You, your family, dating
All of it
God this is hard I don’t know what you will do
Or how you will react
Maybe it’s not to late to take those pills
No I will finish what I have started
I have loved you since we first met
Not your brother like every other girl
I have always been able to see past what people look like on the outside
When I did that you to you you were the most beautiful thing that I have ever seen
You glowed
And then you changed
We grew up and I still love you with all my heart
But you changed for the worse
I used to be able to trust you with the one thing that I thought that you would never break
My Heart.
After the last time I should know that I would get hurt again
Now I can’t be sure if you’ll keep your promise or just blow me off
And do what ever you please
You swear up and down to me
That you will quit drinking and smoking weed
You already told me that you have been getting drunk with Ronda
You have told me how you act when you are drunk
And I know how you act around her when you are sober
You know I don’t like her
You say that you will talk to her about things and that you won’t
Be her friend because of all the things that she has done
We all know that is a lie
I don’t know what you do over at Ronda’s house
And I am not sure that I want to know
I still feel the same that I have felt since I was 7
But I don’t know that you feel the same way about me
I love you with all my heart and soul
In all honesty you have meant more to me then anything
My friends, my family, even my own life
Lately I have had a major death wish going on
If the person that I am sapossed to love with all my heart
Doesn’t love me the same way then why live?
I hate feeling this way
And I hate writing this stupid poem
But if I don’t then I will really hurt myself
I have cried my fair share because of you
Thinking that I don’t matter enough for you to keep all promises that you make with me
It hurts to know that I don’t matter to you as much as you matter to me
I was honestly thinking about breaking up with you
I really was but I started writing this stupid poem to you
I know you hate being told your falts you always have hated being told that you wrong
But this time I think beyond all things your in the wrong
I have been writing for about half an hour now and I am still not done telling you how much I hurt right now
In all my life you were the first and only one that I ever wanted to have sex with
Sometimes I swear that is why you make me feel this way is because I wont give anything to you .
Well you know why I won’t
I want it to be special
I know all our friends have had sex
Well you know what I don’t give a fuck
If you want sex that bad go after Ronda
I am sure that she’ll give it to you
Sorry that is really mean well you know what I don’t care my whole thing is you have hurt me for the last time and unless you change
And change fast
No matter how much it hurts me I will call an end to
Our relationship!

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"You and I"

As I runaway for my life
Thoughts go through my mind
Different things like
             pain
                     Fear
        Hurt
   Terror
But the main thing that scourches my mind is you
Your soft delecate face
You warm embrace
You delecate features scrunched up in pain as I turned away
Everything about you has been burned into my mind
Nothing hurts me more then seeing your tear streaked face
As I turned away and denied you
As I hide in my cave
Afraide to go out
but afride to stay
The thought of you is the only thing that keeps me alive
Running seems to be the only answer
the only way to be able to see you again
As I run and I hide, I watch over you
Watch you grow and get stronger over the decades
The only thoughts in my head are how beautiful you are and how much I want you
After you could take care of yourself
I made myself forget you and everything we had, everything that we were
Then one day you found me and brought everything back
Event the most painful memory, your tearstreaked face pleading with me
Yet you tell me that you love me
Even after 200 years
There is nothing better then talking to you
And hearing your voice and you saying that you love me
I would have nothing else for all the riches in the world
You tell me that it is not my falt
And you make me feel better
I don't understand why you would even care after I hurt you
But you do
I don't deserve you
You are the perfect boyfriend
No one can stand next to you in comperisson
You are the one perfect person in this world
And I wont let anything happen to you
I LOVE YOU!!

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"How I will Really Hurt You!"

I woke up one morning lying awake on my bed
Congagateing how to really hurt you the way you did me


I take a shower slowly thinking about you
Forseeing the way to really hurt you


I go through school not paying attention to what is around me conspiring on the way to really spite you


I swim through practice not really achieving anything
Thinking about what I will convey in my note to really harm you


I lay on my bed slowly drifting away
Knowing the pills that I took will really hurt you


Here I lay in a hospital bed almost dead
You sit there as I am asleep wondering why I did it.


You read my note that I wrote to you
You finaly understand that you really hurt me


[Dearest Father,
I hope that you realize now that you hurt me. I did this for you.
I die for you.
I harm myself for you.
Now let me rest in peace and don't bother me again.]


[Love, Me]


You read my note and you walk away as I slowly pass away.

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Forgive Please

I understnad that I am wrong.
I know that what I did is fucked up and that I shouldn't have done it.
If you can belive me I wont do it again.
I want to be friends, Alwayse and forever.
Friends is a place where I know that I wont hurt you.
my whole life I have done nothing but hurt people.
I didn't want to hurt you and I did.
If you can find it in your heart to forgive me and still be my friend I will never hurt you again.
I will say this though I will not date you again in fear of hurting you.
I don't think you would want to date me again anyway.
you may not see it but I will always count us as friends.


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