Kei's Poetry

I decided to make a wiki for my poetry, because it's alot easier to manage than having it all in my diary (it'll probably stay in both though). Plus I realised that I like making wiki pages. XD
Anyway, this is all my poetry, feel free to ask me the meanings of some of them - you may not get an explination because some are quite personal, but I'm happy to talk poetry. Also if you have any you'd like to share with me, just say or post a link or something, cos I love reading the stuff. :D

DISCLAIMER: These are my poems, so please don't steal them. Be creative and try to write your own.

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Forget
Sundown
Sunset
A life long torment
You forget
What you mean to me
Or what you meant
Should I remember
Or like you forget?

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Inside my Head
Push me
Pull me
Drag me along

Eat away at my insides
As I try to run
I try to hide
Always there
Inside my head
A lifelong - your torment

Push me
Pull me
Drag me along
Kill me
Thrill me
I've been yours to command all along.

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Your Call
Waiting for you
So desperatly
Waiting to heed your call
Will you come?

You find it so easy
I find it so hard
So many people
You so often disguard.

Always the hero
Always the one that everybody loves
It wasn't hard
For me to follow the crowd
To admire you
As you embrace us all.

Why me?
I ask desperatly
I wish to put myself in your arms
So fragile and unloved
Do you really care?
Or am I just another girl
To fall for your charm?

China plates
Smashed on the floor
Shards everywhere
As I dispair.

Will you come?
Will you call?
In your arms, you know I will easily fall
But am I just another girl
To fall for your charm?
All waiting
Still waiting
To heed your call.

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Betrayal
She mouths to me from across the room,
A frown upon her face.
Confusion seeps from her eyes,
A look of dispair and lost pride.

I see her face,
And my heart drops to the floor.
Betrayal replaces the lust.
What have I done?

Silver flows,
I close my eyes,
To see that sight,
I cannot stand.

Did I do the right thing?
I turn away.
It rips me apart inside.
But I must.

I did the wrong thing.
I knew it all along.
And now it's too late.
As I say goodbye.

What have I done?

(This is one of my entries for the Emotions Poetry Contest 2 and also for the daily_poem)

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Intimate Winter
Your caress sends shivers down my spine,
Your touch slowly becomes mine.
I whisper I love you
Did you hear?
It doesn’t matter
As long as you’re here.
Your body next to mine
Your heat warming me
As I lie there
I can hear
Your heart beat
So close and so near.
I close my eyes,
And feel your touch.
But as I wake,
I look around.
An empty room
I’m all alone
No touch of yours
Just the touch of winter.

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Empty Shell
Darkness encloses me
As I cannot breathe.
This small room gets smaller,
As the walls move in.

Your voice seems as distant,
As the farthest shores.
The world is dead to me
Or am I dead to the world?

Why must this happen?
Why is it always me?
I long to be normal,
And the person that everyone sees.

I sit in the window,
And watch the world pass by.
But nothings in colour,
As I try not to cry.

Darkness encloses me,
Nothing do I see.
The world isn't dead to me.
But I am. And it's no longer a dream.

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Who To Become
Ideas form in my head
But burst as they reach their end

Everyone has an idea
About who they are

But I can’t hold onto a single thought

What to do
Who to become

It’s a lot harder for some

I can never hold on to an idea
As they disappeared and I’m left clueless again

Such an early age
To be expected to decide

What to do
Who to become

It’s a lot harder for some.

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First Touch
As her heavenly body moves slowly next to mine,
Slowly and gently she starts to peel off my skin.
Her hands so cold, explore and caress,
As I lie down and give her my all.
I look her over and pull her close,
Skin against skin.
Breast against breast.

Love becomes lust in one fluent movement,
Heat rises as our bodies move in motion.
Red flushes her cheeks as she gasps,
A lustful glint in her clear eyes.
I look her over and pull her close,
Skin against skin.
Breast against breast.

(This is one of my entries for the Emotions Poetry Contest 2)

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Free
The questions I ask myself
Spawn the wrong answers
I hear the things that I never want to hear
Being screamed in my head
Torturing and tormenting my mind
They screw me up
Even more so than before
I should have been drowned at birth
I tell myself everyday
Then I would be free
Then I would be free

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Addiction
Twisting, turning in my mind.
I try to run, but I fall behind.
Calling out to me all the time,
I try to block my ears but the sound still penetrates my mind.
Engulfing me, I push it away.
As it falls, I turn to run,
But I cannot move – or even think to hide,
Always there, a presence ever lasting,
Do I give in?
Or keep on fighting?

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Goodbye
Questions that form so deep in my head,
With those I know that I’ll never forget,
What your love meant to me,
And what I felt for you.
Goodbye.

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Sacred World
Sacred Tree
Standing so tall
Never burn
Never fall

Lush green meadows
Growing strong
Never fail
To fill this world

Beautiful sky
Rising so high
Never fall
To the ground below

Beloved world
Whom I love the most
To you I serve
And to you I return with my soul.

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Innocent Seasons
Foolish years,
So long ago.
I fell for your charm,
Wanting to give you my all.
Seasons change,
Winter to spring.
Yet I was still waiting,
Colouring the world as a perfect painting.
I was so wrong those many years ago,
So foolish and naïve,
With my heart laid bare,
About what was wrong and what was really there.
How I long for those days,
Innocent and unaware,
When the world seemed so perfect,
A gigantic playground.
No suffering and heartache,
My heart laid open but at no risk,
Playing in the meadows,
With natures kiss.
Seasons change,
Winter to spring,
I age with the world
And cry with the wind.

(This is my submission for the latest Poetry Corner theme ^^)

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Circles of Existance
Lost childhood
Forgotten embrace
Where am I now?
Floods of tears
Fear of death
What life is this?
Break away
Circle of faith
Lost childhood
Forgotten embrace.

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Spirits of the Dead
Spirits of the dead
Roam the sky
Never to be forgotten
Never to really die
There to remind us
What we’ve loved and lost
There to remind us
That live comes at a cost.

Spirits of the dead
Sing with the wind
Passing on their message
As their sorrowful song
Always to remind us
What we so easily forget
Always to remind us
That death is yet to be met

Spirits of the dead
Comforting yet so scared
Always to be remembered
In your heart and mind
There to remind us
Not to fear the future
There to remind us
Deaths the next adventure.

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My pain is Your Pain

I pull your body close to mine,
Grinding my hips against yours.
Feeling you deep inside me,
Wanting it to hurt me,
Wanting you to hurt me,
Any excuse, any reason.
I bite deep onto your lip,
The look of pleasure on your face,
Makes me feel sick.
Does this make you happy?
Raw passion in your veins.
Does this not hurt you?
Because I want to see your pain.

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All Hallows Eve
Swirling mists and darkened doors,
Lights in windows not on until dawn.
Hidden away from the mysterious night,
Away from the ghosts and ghouls that take flight.
Is it all a figment of the mind?
Childhood monsters that come alive.
We carve our pumpkins and find our masks,
To have fun on this most scary night.
Is it real or is it fake?
A chorus chanting ‘trick or treat’.
Groups of children smile and plead,
Once a year on All Hallows Eve.

(This is my entry for the Halloween Poem Competition - 2004 - it was chosen as one of the five winners ^-^)

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Ancient Mystery

Strange circles and ancient chants,
Lay lines meet and the mystery lasts.
A hidden secret waiting to be found,
So many people but none of them proud.
History hidden in ancient stone,
A place of ritual without sacrificial bone.
The summer solstice not in view,
Only seen once a year by a select few.
Fallen markers make the Earth shake,
This magnificent structure that took so long to make.
So many secrets that pass with time,
The everlasting silence could be a sign.
This strange circle so captivating and tall,
Waiting and watching before making its call.

(This made it onto the daily_poem ^^)

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Needs Deprived

Have you any idea
About what I need
To keep me through the night?
Or do you just stand and stare
And choose to flirt
As you see fit?
Like a bird in a cage
I long for the flight
To take me into your arms
To have you hold me
To have you hug me tight.
Chase my fears away.
Deprived of love for so long a time
Always having it snatched away
How can you expect this to be easy?
A bit of fun, that's all I am
But I need more than that.
The comfort of your arms
Tight around my chest
When the dark night has settled in.
Lonely tears I've cried so often
But no-one has answered my prays.
I feel so empty and lonely
And I have no love
Nor ever will
To keep me through the night.
My needs deprived.

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Little Dolly Perfect

Hair extensions
And plastic nails
Painted face
A dazzling smile
Fake dolly walking high
Head turned, from you and I.

Think your beautiful
Think your great
But look at yourself
You’re really a fake

You think we admire you, for who you are,
But we’re really laughing at you from afar.

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