Poetry By [Rin]

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Hey, this is [Rin] here, and here are my poems! ^^

ENJOY! ^^

Friend
I've made some really shity friends
I still don't know why I trusted them
All I know is that I will wish
On every falling star
To make me a better person
I never really followed the Ten Commandments
Like the Christen I am, should
But life isn't really worth living for
When I really want to go to hell.
So help me, God, I need a true friend
Who will be there by my side?
When that is all in my head
Is suicide.
When my body is frozen
And I cannot think
Oh God, I need at least one true friend to help me get through my crappy life that I was born to.
I need a friend who doesn't care if I go insane
Or start plotting murder under my breath
But that friend will open my eyes to make me see
I really have a friend with me.
I want a friend who can lend their shoulder for me to cry on to when my life feels like hell.
A friend who understands, I really don't mean to be the bitch I may be.
All I really want is I friend, who is truly, really, a good friend to me.

Fault
My heart was broken
It’s my entire fault
I should have not fell in love
It’s my entire fault
He placed a spell on me
But yet...
It’s my entire fault

Soul
I have no soul
Where are you?
I am lost.
I am crying for you!
My soul is falling
My heart is torn
My eyes are red, from my crying
I feel that I am dieing!
I do not want to die this time.
I want to live for you.

Cry
How dose my heart cry?
My feelings too immortal
For every time my heart beats
A bird in my soul dies
What will happen when there is no more?
Will you come by to rescue my soul?
Or will you let me go?
Have I become confusing?
Should I just let go?
You are nothing
But yet, you are something
I'm crying
Are you really my friend?
Are we something more?
Or are you messing with my heart?
Understand this: I will be messed with no more!

Second chance
Tears of blood stain my black soul
My heart is beating too fast
I have no where to go
No one to turn to but you
Please let me am who I am
I need that second chance
I will not die!
I have no need to die!
(This was on Daily Poem! ^^)

Wake Up
Wake up! Rise! You cannot be dead!
Wake up! I won't let you leave!
Wake up! We need you here!
Can you not see our tears?
We need you to stay awake.
Please don't quit!
Please! We want you here!
Wake up! Damn it! Wake up!
Your friends do care!

Happy Days
The sun shines on me no more.
Only the rain pours down.
I cannot hear the birds singing.
But I hear the angels lightly.
Should I go to the light?
Should I believe?
Oh God! What do you have in store for me?
What happen to the happy days?

Magic
Drawn by the whispers of the Elvin tongues
She breathed the first air into her lungs
And the moon caressed her new born face
While the stars gave her magic and grace
From the Elvin womb she was torn
And in witches blood she was born
With eyes as different as night and day
Onto the soft green leafs she lay?
With a heart so strong and kind
From a wizard and elf combined
To be a witch of truth and fight
To keep away the shadow of night
Though in the woods she shall stay
Until the braking of a new born day
And the sun will bless the path ahead
To sweep away the evil threat

the Dream
I don't know what I feel.
My pain won't heal.
Why can't I let him go?
But I want him to know.
I freeze at his stare, I cry at his glare.
I can't hear him talk.
He's real, yet so fake.
Why can't I erase the memory of him?
Why is he haunting me with his touch, with his kiss?
A faded memory, from long ago.
In another life, in another world.
He is so close.
So near.
His heart pounding in my head.
And it slows.
As on his last breath, he whispers, softly, "Welcome to Hell."

My Dragon
Dragon's Breath, warm flames
The leather skin, brings me warmth
He is the wisest one he clams
He gives me his protective oath

The leather skin, brings me warmth
On his back, I see beyond the sea
He gives me his protective oath
When he bugs me, I tell him "bite me"

On his back, I see beyond the sea
His love is so strong
When he bugs me, I tell him "bite me"
I know he can't do wrong

His love is so strong
He is the wisest one he clams
I know he can't do wrong
Dragon's Breath, warm flames

Masked
I'm surrounded by many people
I cannot see in their eyes
To see what they feel
They are masked
Do they have a face?
I say, they have no soul
Why won't they stop crounding?
Why is he touching me?
I know that touch from some time before.

Shoeless
I go around bare foot
In the sun, in the snow
Some think I'm crazy
Why? I don't know
Everyday, every night
I feel light and fluffy
I dance
I fall
I trip
With out a care
No shoes, weighing me down!

Hell
I can't hear my heart beat
I try to speak so you can hear me
Hear everything I think
It’s tearing me up inside
I pray it would end
I can't see the truth
I'm lost in a world of hate
Love is farthest away
From this broken soul
Drowning in tears
All that I fear, coming true
I'm lost...

no title
This world is cold, I can't breath any more
Tears line my face, I cannot see
Why won't the sun rise, melt my pain
Everyone feels this pain. Everyone knows it's the end
I look to the horizon, no glow to show us light
We pray for forgiveness, is God really there?
Crying won’t cool your heated face
Our heart won't stop
Bleeding won't save you
Don’t die
Listen to your self
You’re scaring me
Stop cutting yourself

Lonely Girl
She jus sat there
Her head on her desk
Shinny eyes
About to cry
You never saw her skin
She never talked
She was no one to them
One day
She smiled for the first time
A knife in her hand
She put it to her wrist
Slashing her veins she cried:
"I HATE YOU ALL!"

Foolish
Foolish thoughts
I knew he could never be
But I don't understand why
I still feel for him
He couldn’t be
He never will be
I search for him
Every where I go
But he is never there
Why do I feel him near?
Still, I know he can't breath
He cannot think
He never was real, was he?

Wind
Mother Earth blew sweetly
The trees tickled the sky
Clouds lines the horizon
The sun smiled down
It closed its eyes
The moon came alive
The wolf howled
The wind died

Safety Pin
She always bled
Instead of crying
She carved in words
She pricked into her skin the sorrow she saw
Bloody tattoos
With her safety pin

Poem of Happiness
It's green
Gotta love the color
Caffeinated sweetness
It’s bubbly
Makes you hyper!

Pain
Walking away
You lose your chances
You’ll never know
What could of happen
Just because
Of your broken heart
You refuse to let heal
You have a need to
Drain your blood
To have your tears
Pouring our
You crave
The pain
You’re being pulled down to hell
You wait
For the coming day
Wishing the darkness
Will go away
But, you know,
That no light
Will return
The full moon
It sets on your coming day
For your wish
To come true.

Troubles


Let’s watch the sun set
The stars come to life
The moon laugh at her trouble all flooding away
The sun bleeding on the harsh waters of the sea
My day is almost done
I'm stuck here till the sun goes down


So here I go, watching the night sky
Here I fall, into the endless sea of discomfort
There I'll lie, till the sun rises again
Then my troubles shall begin


Trusting my last breath
On the wind to carry it farther
Past the sea
Into the sun
Till it dies again
When he bleeds
I shall live
But you will die


So here I go, watching the night sky
Here I fall, into the endless sea of discomfort
There I'll lie, till the sun rises again
Then my troubles shall begin


Listen to me, can you hear me
I don't need you, you don't need me
We can't be here any longer
The twilight is ending
I shall awake
You shall fall
Here it goes again


Here I go, watching the night sky
Here I fall, into the endless sea of discomfort
There I'll lie, till the sun rises again
Then my troubles shall begin
When she falls and he lives again, I will be gone, but you will still be here.





My End


I wish I could run
To wash away all the pain
To hide away my shame
Just to feel again
Just to stop my tears


My scars won't stop aching
My heart is pounding
My head is throbbing


I am lost in these thought
In the wind that comes by over and over again
Drying the blood on my hands
Seeing in disbelief
Lost again


My hands trembling as I whisper my last command
The last arrow is shot, last spell preformed
The last of all of us is gone
Let’s watch the sky fall
Drowning in the darken skew of the end
This is the end
No more pain...


the Hell
All the mistakes I made is coming back to me
The scars are surfacing again
The pain is coming back to me
I can't breath
Open my eyes
Don’t let me die
I don't wanna go thru this again


Crying over my bloodies wrist
Blood speeding thru the water I lay in
Like the sun setting on the water of my delimit
Pins in my heart
Demon claws ripping me apart
From limb to limb
Leave me alone!


Screaming and crying
Running thru the tangles that I lay in
Everything I hear driving me insane
Shadowing my existence
Hiding my fear
I don't want to hear this again!
Don't worried, I'm okay


Vampire
You let the blood dry on your hands
Feeding it to m once again
Do you see what I've become?
I've become you



I want to see the sun
But the pain it will become
You make me hurt
You make me feel
All alone



Craving blood
Looking for death
I love it how they scream
This is how I breathe
Sink my teeth into your skin
Then it begins



I live again
Under the command of demons
I'm left alone again
Feasting off blood
I hate it all


A little bitchy pissed off rap


I laugh at your tears
Because you laugh at mine
Just passing on the favor
Screaming at you
Screaming at me
For all that I've hated
I've become
Fuck you
Why do you still breathe?
I clutch your heart in my hand
I won't let go
I'll never let go
Watch out bitch
I have you this time


this is not for real
Watching the world thru my fingers
Afraid to actually be part of this hell
Leaving all of you out of my life
Pissing you off even more
Sometimes I wish I would just wake up dead
But instead I stay
Fuck this life
It’s a bitch
Just let me die
Get rid of my fears


I'm dead
This is the end
This I know
Because I'm the child of doom
Hear me scream
Breaking though sound borers
Losing my soul
Eating yours


Fuck this world
It’s the end
Fuck our gods
Now answer to me
This is the end
Wanna live?
Too fucking badly!


Here I am, clouding the world
Sweeping it under my wings
The reflection in my eyes
Clawing my way thro this worthless hell
Welcome to my world
I am the child of doom
Fuck, I'm dead


Fuck this world
It’s the end
Fuck our gods
Now answer to me
This is the end
Wanna live?
Too fucking badly!

For Alex, thank gods you’re in jail
This time I will breath
I will hear
I will be calm
Just for you
I'll bleed
I'll cry
But only this time

I won't fight you again
Not again
My wounds still ach
I still bleed
I don't want to hurt again

All you do is abuse me
Hurt me with your words
Sliding of your tong

Kissing me harshly
Sucking my life out of me
Leave me the fuck alone

Addicting and predicting
Hearing your voice and I have no chose
Leaving my life giving up my pride
Here I stand

Why would you do this to me/do you know what you did to me/how could you do this to me/do you know what happened to me/can see me now/and heal my scars

Alone and crying
Seeing the light and I'm blind
Giving you my heart and you are all that I hate

Why would you do this to me/do you know what you did to me/how could you do this to me/do you know what happened to me/can see me now/and heal my scars

Fallen and stoned
I'll leave you all alone call out to me do you still think I'll hear? Do you think I will fake, just for your sake do you think I'll give up just that easy? I have no pride, you've changed my life as well as my mind now here I stand all alone, but happy again.

Why would you do this to me/do you know what you did me/how could you do this to me/do you know what happened to me/can see me now/and heal my scars


[A song or poem, you choose]


Here I am a freak that you all hate to see
Why are you looking at me?
I am just a lonely girl who wants to be left alone
Can you hear me I rather you all just went away?
Here I go
Every question that you ask I'll tell you my answer is no
Here I say watching the sun go over and over again
There I lay and my sprit is gone


[Just let me stay to watch the clouds gather around
I have no say on if I'm up or I'm down
I can't tell if I'm walking alone
Or if I'm just dancing in the rain.
I can't see if my future is clear
All I see is I'm no where near
But all I really need is you is you]


Left to think on what has been done
On what actions I did
What words I said
How this became this way
How hard I try to hold my self together
Everything is crazy and I don't understand
I'm only a little girl all alone and sad
Nothing to be proud of only to hate
No one would ever see what is really behind my soulless eyes if they just


[Just let me stay to watch the clouds gather around
I have no say on if I'm up or I'm down
I can't tell if I'm walking alone
Or if I'm just dancing in the rain.
I can't see if my future is clear
All I see is I'm no where near
But all I really need is you is you]


Over and over again
Sometimes I just wished it was the end
But I see your face and my past is erased
And I'm happy again


[Just let me stay to watch the clouds gather around
I have no say on if I'm up or I'm down
I can't tell if I'm walking alone
Or if I'm just dancing in the rain.
I can't see if my future is clear
All I see is I'm no where near
But all I really need is you is you]


You try following his command his rules
I can’t be me, but I can be you
Lost and confused
He holds me too tightly
Wrapped around his clawed finger
He has me

[He is the dark one, my fear
He is here, and there
He knows where I've been and what I have done. He's got me around his finger
My father of darkness]

I know my gave, it's already razed from the earth
My home, my dwelling place
Where he keeps me
Where I hide
But not for long
Dark, death, blood moon light

[He is the dark one, my fear
He is here, and there
He knows where I've been and what I have done. He's got me around his finger
My father of darkness]

Take me away from hell
Save me from my self
Save me from my enemy
I'm becoming just like

[Him/he is the dark one, my fear
He is here, and there
(I’m becoming him)
He knows where I've been and what I have done. He's got me around his finger
(I'm becoming him)
My father of darkness]

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