don't end this fun
Watching blood fall
hiding in despair
enter a free-for-all
a life with no care
see your pain
get pissed
cry again
cut your wrists
sink into sorrow
drown in hate
never make it to tomorrow
I'm about to suffocate
A heart barely beating
waiting to sink back
a life I'm defeating
Everything going black
Meth
just another drug
just like death
About to pull the plug.
Don't you see-
the tear in my eye?
From the last time i fell.
I'm just an empty shell,
not meant to be
let me fall into hell
End me
just like a demo
I;m not worth it
call me emo
but life its shit
lock me away in prison
take away my hope
ill die in crimson.
You try to make me feel
but it's just a dream
its not real
Even if it seems...
Don't end this fun
let me end my life
you can have my gun
for i hold this rusted knife!


wrath
This wrath i feel
I cannot hide
My hate for you-
It burns inside
your blood ill spill
My thirst ill quench
For; tis you ill kill
your heart ill wrench
You want attention?
You long for death?
Now you've no prevention
so breathe your last breath
To cause you pain
will make me happy
your screams-like rain
will come to cleanse me
This wrath i feel
I cannot hide
My hate for you-
It burns inside

When the moon is nigh;
late at night; when the moon is nigh
that is when they start to cry
tears of joy; tears of sorrow;
tears of wishing for tomorrow

late at night; when the moon is nigh
that is when there comes a sigh;
a sigh for days long past
and dreams that will never come to pass

late at night; when the moon is nigh;
that is when they look on high;
to remember dreams of courage, and cowardice
to remember the times they paid the price

Late at night; when the moon is nigh;
that is when they start to cry...

my sweet and painful love
my sweet and painful love
why must you do this to me?
hold my heart like a glove
stab at my conscience with daggers
will i always be unhappy?
knowing i'll never have you?
to you i am the enemy
to hate and to kill
to me you are the one,
the only
will i ever rise above
this obbsession some call love?
you hold my heart and don't know it
screw with my mind and love it
DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND?!?!
you have conquered me
you own me
my mind, body, heart, and soul
you say you hate me
is this true??
you say that i hate you
but know this to be a lie
fore i am unable to
there are three little words
so hard to understand
"I LOVE YOU"
so simple yet so powerful
awake half the night
thinkin of none other than you
my sweet and painfull love
the love i have for you


cut
The emptiness fills me
The happiness fades
from my veins, blood, flee
flee onto my blades

The hurt of my injuries
Deep and numerous
I'm alone, it seems
With pain and loneliness

My silent screaming
Echoes through the night
I'm left here, dreaming
Continuing to fight

I sit here alone
I shiver and weep
No more will i roam
because... i cut too deep

don't let go
Numb
A feeling?
Apathy
A state of being?
torn apart
ready to kill
this broken heart
just needs a thrill
something
anything to feel
keep going
defeat this ordeal
afterwards
feel the withdrawal
ignore the bastards
just wanting to see you fall
create your own taboo
do what you want...
begin anew
we will have our detente!
life can be great once more
so don't let go
keep hold of what you fight for

you are my life
My body craves you,
Screams for your touch.
I must feel you
Feel your warmth.
My arms reach for you…
Tremble with weakness
When they find naught.
My ears strain for your
sweet whisper of love,
And sigh when they are met
With silence…
My lips call to yours
And find true sorrow
In being so alone
My eyes seek your perfection,
Water at the hollow in my soul
That returns in your absence
I need you, my sweet drug
Without you I’m a wraith
Taking up space,
Empty of emotion,
You brought me to life,
And my life you now are.