MICHAEL
Love my boy more than I would ever have thought.
He is everything.
When we first got together, I was shocked, but amazingly happy.
Ever since that day, I've never lost that feeling.
We have been going out since we met, July 6, 2008.
I remember the first time I saw him.
I remember the first time we talked.
I remember the first time he made a move.
I remember the first time I let him.
It led to so many great things in life
It had felt so right when we touched
I remember our first date.
I remember our first time.
I remember our first kiss.
I was so surprised at the amount of first kisses I've had with him
Even after I thought I wouldn't have anymore.
He is my love.
He is my sweetheart.
He is my life.
And I love him.


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Dont Go
When I heard that you where leaving I cried even though i knew you would.
Im afraid that you won't want me.
That you will find someone else to love and hold on tight at night.

I don't want you to go
I just want to hold you tight
I never want to let you go cause i love you so

You say that nothing will change
You say that im the only one that you love
That im the only one that will be in your heart.

I don't want you to go
I just want to hold you tight
i never want to let you go cause i love you so

But your so far away
How can i let you go
your starting a new life

I dont want you to go
I just want to hold you tigh
I never want to let you go casue i love you so

What if you met a girl
What happeneds to us if you start to like her
even though you say that wont happen.

I don't want you to go
I just want to hold you tight
I never want to let you go cause i love you so

I want to start a life with you
I would love to see your face when i wake up
Please dont go
Cause i love you so

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Pain

My life feels low right now
I need what helps me stay clam
But i know that its not good for me
i wish that i hadn't started
Causes now i can't stop
Is there anything i can do
Is there anybody who will help me
I want to stop but i can't
I love the feeling and the pain
It's what i need to get ride of of the pain inside me
That i've held in for to long
The pain that i give myself helps me out
I've got to have pain
It how i get through my day
it how i handle all the problems in my life
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