r e p r i s e

I wish there had been more to us
I wish you had had more to say
I wish you cared a little
just a little
and showed it


but you're just so damn aloof
so disconnected


so much so that you can't see and don't care
when you've hurt someone


And now it's as if you're completely oblivious
and choosing to be so


I could have loved your life.
I could have been the glittery accessory that sings and dances
hanging off your arm
At fantastic parties with fantastic people


But you had no clue what I was going through to get there
showing no signs of interest


never asking questions
you still don't really know me
and it seems you could care less


so move on
I am
and it should hurt more
but this'll do.


I could have fallen hard for you
and been hurt worse
with 14 dollars in the bank and nowhere to go
fuck it

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