[ Why Do You Walk Away? ]
Why is it you walk away from me,
After knowing all that we could be.
I miss you with all my heart,
When inside I'm falling apart.
I miss you every point in the day,
If only I could find the word to say.
To tell you what you mean to me,
My only wish is for you to see.
That I love you with all my heart,
I can't believe that we feel apart.


 [ I Hate The Way I Feel ]
I hate the way I feel,
Buy how do I know this is real.
Kill me now and end it all,
Stop me here before I fall.
I'm falling down everyday,
While I'm left with nothing to say.
Counting down the seconds of my life,
While I'm sitting here with this knife.
Wishing away all the pain,
While my life is filled with rain.
Why do I feel this way,
When I'm left with nothing to say.
I hope for death in the worst of ways,
I hope and pray for it all ofmy days.
No one would miss me if I die,
When I'm left here to cry.
I hate my life more then you know,
But I never let it show.

 [ Broken Life ]
My broken life is what you see,
When I know I'll never be free.
I'm never happy due to pain,
When I sit here in the rain.
Waiting for the pain to pass,
When I feel like shattered glass.
Kill me now and end this all,
Stop me here before I fall.
Into the flames of my regret,
And just let me forget.
All the sorrow in this place,
It's amplified by your face.
When I'm happy it turns to pain,
When I know theres nothing to gain.
I want to be with you everyday,
But I'll never find the words to say.
I want these words to make scense,
When I'm blocked by this fence.
I'm always alone here,
When my aching heart only feels fear.
I hate this life and what it's done to me,
I just pray that you could see.

 [ Broken Heart ]
My hearts broken,
My love you have taken.
I feel like I'm dying,
When everyday I'm crying.
But through it all I feel my love for you,
But I never know what to do.
I never wanted to feel this pain,
Because with it there's nothing to gain.
I hate what you've done to me,
I just wish you could see.
My hearts broken,
My love you have taken.
Broken like a piece of glass,
I want this pain to pass.
I feel like I'm all alone in this place,
With no one here to fight my case.
I wanna die more then you know,
But I never like to let it show.
I call myself Mr. Lonely everyday,
When I can't find the word to say.
I guess I had to fall to see who you are,
I just wish I didn't have to fall so far.
I fell so far in this life,
Should I end it all with a knife?
I hate what my love has done to me,
But i know no one will ever see.
I want to end this all to end the pain,
Cause it feels like my life is filled with rain.
I'll never be what you want me to be,
I'm feeling so faithless but you can not see.
I'm lost under the surface because of you,
But with this pain I don't know what to do.
My hearts broken,
my love you have taken.
people give out false love,
It never shows from the stars above.

 [ This Feeling ]
I can't stand this feeling I have for you,
When I see you I don't know what I should do.
I feel this pain in the deepest parts of my soul,
When I know without you I'm not whole.
Why do I feel this way,
With nothing left to say.
I don't wanna feel this way anymore,
With my heart dropping to the floor.
I loved you with all my heart,
But now everything is falling apart.
You left me with this feeling of being worthless,
When life feels so meaningless.
I hate what you've done to me,
With these open eyes now I can see.
In this world there is no love,
Nothing shows from the stars above.
There is no point in livin,
When everything I have givin.
To the ones I thought I loved in this place,
But I know it's a lie when I remember your face.
You destroyed everything thats within me,
But I know it will never be.

 [ No Love In This Life ]
I guess there is no love in this life we live,
We offer our hearts with nothing left to give.
We learn this in the hardest of ways,
Then we suffer for the rest of our days.
We do our best and that's all we can do,
When no one knows we're feeling so blue.
When we give our hearts so open and free,
But I guess that no one can see.
The ones we love will never stay,
Even through all of our dismay.
There's no point in this life that's what I've learned,
When everything in this life even love is earned.
When we find out what life turns out to be,
NO one will sit here and listen to me.
People think I'm crazy for the way I think,
When it's just there boat hasn't started to sink.
I hate this life and all it has for us all,
When us guys sit and wait for her call.
Breaking up is the hardest thing to do,
When all we ever thing about is you.
Please take way the pain we feel,
Lord please tell us it isn't real.

 [ Why Do You Turn Away? ]
Why do you turn away when you see my face,
All the pain is stored up in this place.
You will never know the love I still have for you,
But at this point I don't know what to do.
I feel this pain everyday,
I just pray I could find then words to say.
But the words seem so rare,
And it seems that no one will ever care.
The pain I feel when I hear your name,
When everyday I feel the shame.
Of losing you and letting you leave,
When the memories of you I always weave.
I think of you nigh and day, sun or rain,
When in the end it's all in vain.
When in the end I know I'm to blame,
When it feels like my lifes a game.
I can never win, I can never lose,
Whenn there's no path I can choose.
I hate this life and what it's done to me,
But I'll never except that we'll never be.
Everyday I'm here alone and I want to die,
And everything I see in me is wrong in my eye.
When can I go to the end of my guilt,
When I know it's something I built.
When the day comes I'll be glade,
When I know no one will be sad.
This is not a note of my death no not at all,
It's just showing my pain, my life that has me fall.
To let people know there not alone in this way,
Cause I deal with it day to day.
Pain and sorrow are all i know,
But with nothing to show.

 [ I Can't Stand This Life ]
I can't stand this life and what it's done to me,
The way I feel not alot of people can see.
At times I wish for death but it never comes,
Sometimes I feel as if I'm trapped in the slums.
What I'm writingis not a suicide note,
Everyday I fell like a sinking boat.
No way out from this hell hole called life,
Sometimes I feel I should end it with a Knife.
I need help but I'm afraid to ask,
but I know I'll be hiding behind a mask.

 [ Why Do You Hate Me? ]
Why do you hate me,
I just wish I could see.
Is there anything in life that can last,
Everything bad from my past.
I wish I could change everything I use to be,
Because I know it's everything to hate in me.
For youI'd change it all,
Just for the chance to wait for your call.
I don't know where it went wrong,
But now it feels I just dont belong.
I feel as if my life isn't woorth livin,
But I know I'll never be forgivin.
I will never feel happy again as long as I live,
But I can tell you I have nothing left to give.
I feel like dying everyday,
I just wish I could find the words to say.
To tell you how I feel,
I know the love I feel for you is real.
I can never figure out why you turned away,
Without leaving me time for one thing to say.
I just wish that you could see,
You've always meant the world to me.
I would do anything for you,
Cause without you I don't know what I would do.
Without you I feel lost in space,
When I shut my eyes and all I see is your face.

 [ Why Do I Wanna Die When I See Your Face? ]
Why do I wanna die when I see your face,
Why is the pain always here in this place?
Just kill me and end this all,
I just wish I didn't have to fall.
Wishing away the pain from my heart,
Wishing that we never fell apart.
Pain comes quickly to the ones in need,
Then we jush wish someone hears our plead.
To end the pain that rips away in our life,
When we want to end it all with a dull knife.
We try to hear the whisper of the angels callin,
All the time that we're all slowly fallin.
We find that death is the only way,
To tell the world what we need to say.
Everything goes wrong that's what I see,
From always wishing you where here with me.
When I'm alone I wish for death,
And all I can hear is the sound of your breath.
Time is slow when I'm not with you,
I really don't know what to do.
Wishing for death in the simplest of ways,
As I sit here wasting away the days.
Waiting at night for the tears,
Realizing nothings as it appears.
Depression hits everyday,
I know ther is nothin I can say.
In this life pain is all I know,
In this life pain is all i show.
all my friends turn away,
It happens to me everyday.
I want to end this pain and remove it all,
When we learn life is small.

[ story of my life ]
When I like someone something goes wrong,
I should have known this all along.
I can't do this anymore,
I've been through this before.
Likeing her and not feeling the same,
But in this death never came.
I will never feel true love,
While I'm sitting here looking above.
For some answer to this pain,
When people say to use it to a gain.
Kill me and end it all,
Stop me here I dont wanna fall.
Falling down to this regret,
Please just let me forget.

[ To Pull The Tigger ]
I'll put the bottel to my head,
But my feelings will never be dead.
To pull the trigger of this gun,
When all I want to do is run.
From this pain of this life,
When I sit here with this knife.
Death seams so sweet,
When it hurts just to eat.
Pain and sorrow are all I know,
When its all I never wanna show.
If I die no one will care,
When this sorrow is all i share.
Peace is never going to come,
Where I am no one is from.
I walk in this pain,
When there is nothing here to gain.
Kill me now so I can be free,
Only with death will people see.
How I feel everyday,
Without a single word to say.
People ask but never care,
When it hurts just to share.
The pain I feel no one will know,
When they only go with the flow.
Of this hell hole call life,
Some one please come and take this knife.