So, for those of you who don't know, I've been having some medical issues. I've probably been in and out of the doctor close to 10 times in the past few weeks and a lot is going on. I've been sending in paperwork for my medical leave, get a call about my doctors not sending anything in. I was never given instruction to give/send them anything. I set up for Human Resources Dept to send in paperwork, call my doctor the same day. It's been about a week and my manager calls up and is like, "If I don't get your paperwork by tomorrow, you're going to be fired."

How about some sympathy and time?

Hello friends!

It's great to be back, I've missed it greatly. I've already been inspired! I'm helping [Ramirez] give I Believe In Elftown a refresh. There's going to be a few changes and a lot of activity! I'm about to adjust the Believers list, so if you're not a Believer, come join us! It's going to be fun!

I'm back! I want to become more involved with Elftown because I severely miss it! Look forward to seeing me in more competitions. I think the main reason why I love this site so much is I get so much influence to continue my artwork. I know I'm not the best, but because of this site I can clearly see the progress I've made. The competitions will push me into drawing again, and I'm excited!

Yeah, yeah! Valentine's Day was the greatness. I got to spend it with the most wonderful person alive. His name happens to be Michael! [FamousPanda] he got me a rose that will last forever. << a gold necklace and the sweetest card with a self written poem that made me cry! I'm so happy!

Off the mooshies. I'm starting college Thursday. The first assignment is we have to make biographies about ourselves about certain things the teacher wants us to know. I've already written mine but I wont post it until technically the first day of class. There's been about 4 students who have posted theirs already and they all are so inspiring! I'm glad I'm going to get to work with them the next 5 1/2 weeks. Maybe even longer if we have chosen the same paths.

I feel kinda.. unimportant though. They are all a bit older than me (so far) but have accomplished so much. I'm 19 and only beginning. I guess it's never too late to start. =s

But, I'm anxious to get this and the next few classes over with so I can actually start on art classes. All I have to do is be patient I s'pose. I also have to take a math and english placement test sometime. I dont even know when I'm scheduled to take those courses.

But, so far everyone seems nice and happy about their environment. I'm just glad it's not a bunch of emo kids who think they're good at everything but fakeishly pretend to hide it but really just want attention. o-o

Yay!

I just found out my first classes for college! Yay! I'm excited because they seem pretty easy, after the 5 1/2 weeks that I take them, I get Spring Break xD So cool.

But the classes are Strategies for Online Learning and Computer Literacy. I pretty much just have to follow directions and participate. =3 Well, it seems anyways. It has a lot of reading and note taking, but neh. It's online, I can be cooking or something while I do that.

-Excited!-

Oh, and strangely yesterday morning, I woke up and there was snow on the ground. That's weird cause the day before we were outside with light jackets.

Sorry to all those people I have art requests from! I'm getting there. <3

-Stole this from [Ramirez] who got it from [Perplexity] who "snatched" it from [Yuriona]'s diary-


Are you more man, or woman?

1.[X] You love hoodies
2.[ ] Dogs are better than cats
3.[X] It's hilarious when people get hurt
4.[X] You've played with/against boys on a team
5.[x] Shopping is torture
6.[ ] Sad movies suck
7.[ ] You own an Xbox 360
8.[x] You wanted/played with Hotwheel cars as a kid
9.[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
10.[X] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
11.[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
12.[x] You watch sports on TV
13.[X] Gory movies are cool
14.[ ] You only go to your dad for advice
15.[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps
16.[x] You like going to football games
17.[ ] You used to/do collect football cards
18.[X] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
19.[X] Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors
20.[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think
21.[x] Sports are fun too
22.[X] Have talked with food in your mouth
23.[] Wear Boxers to bed
24.[] Or your socks on at night

total: 15
Multiply the total by 7
Score: 105


GIRL PART

1.[x] You wear lip gloss
2.[x] You wear eyeliner
3.[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors
4.[ ] You wear the color pink/ have worn the color pink
5.[ ] Go to a female for advice
6.[ ] You KNOW cheerleadings a sport and you argue about it
7.[ ] You hate wearing the color black
8.[ ] You like shopping
9.[X] You like wearing jewelry
10.[x] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe
11.[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars
12.[ ] It takes you around 1 hour (or more) to shower get dressed and put on make-up and accessories
13.[x] You smile a lot more than you should
14.[ ]You have more than 10 pairs of shoes/sneakers
15.[ ] You care about what you look like
16.[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can
17.[ ] You love, LOVE movies
18.[x] Used to play with dolls as a little kid
19.[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it
20.[X] Like taking pictures when you're bored

Total: 7
Multiply by 7
Score: 49

=P

Harmony-seeking Idealist (HI)

Harmony-seeking IdealistHarmony-seeking Idealists are characterised by a complex personality and an abundance of thoughts and feelings. They are warm-hearted persons by nature. They are sympathetic and understanding. Harmony-seeking Idealists expect a lot of themselves and of others. They have a strong understanding of human nature and are often very good judges of character. But they are mostly reserved and confide their thoughts and feelings to very few people they trust. They are deeply hurt by rejection or criticism. Harmony-seeking Idealists find conflict situations unpleasant and prefer harmonious relationships. However, if reaching a certain target is very important to them they can assert themselves with a doggedness bordering on obstinacy.

Harmony-seeking Idealists have a lively fantasy, often an almost clairvoyant intuition and are often very creative. Once they have tackled a project, they do everything in their power to achieve their goals. In everyday life, they often prove to be excellent problem solvers. They like to get to the root of things and have a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge. At the same time, they are practically oriented, well organised and in a position to tackle complex situations in a structured and carefully considered manner. When they concentrate on something, they do so one hundred percent - they often become so immersed in a task that they forget everything else around them. That is the secret of their often very large professional success.

As partners, harmony-seeking idealists are loyal and reliable; a permanent relationship is very important to them. They seldom fall in love head over heels nor do they like quick affairs. They sometimes find it very difficult to clearly show their affection although their feelings are deep and sincere. In as far as their circle of friends is concerned, their motto is: less is more! As far as new contacts are concerned, they are approachable to only a limited extent; they prefer to put their energy into just a few, close friendships. Their demands on friends and partners are very high. As they do not like conflicts, they hesitate for some time before raising unsatisfactory issues and, when they do, they make every effort not to hurt anyone as a result.


Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, theoretical, emotional, planning, idealistic, harmony-seeking, understanding, peace-loving, sensitive, quiet, sympathetic, conscientious, dogged, complicated, inconspicuous, warm-hearted, complex, imaginative, inspiring, helpful, demanding, communicative, reserved, vulnerable

These subjects could interest you
literature, philosophy, psychology, music, meditation, writing, yoga, art, astrology, drawing/painting, spiritual things, handicrafts

http://www.ipersonic.com/test.html

Hey living things of all races,
[Snap Dragon] made a chat for everyone. There will be op'ing or admins. For those of you who have NO clue what that is, it's a way to take control over the 'people' who don't know how to follow the rules.

The op'ing rules include:

1.) No public cybering.
2.) No begging for opage.
3.) No disrespecting others or starting drama..etc.
4.) Breaking these rules consequences in one of the few selected ops (that haven't begged) giving the individual three warnings. If you continue to ignore the easy rules, you will be kicked and/or banned from the chat room.
5.) Small arguments turn to big ones. So, please, be mature and don't start anything.

Now that you know the rules, you probably want to know the room. Well, there's two ways you can find the fantasy. Either go onto http://www.spinchat.com and sign up (you don't have to)and click on chat and choose a room then type /join ElftownTavern exactly like that. Copy and paste if you want. Or if you prefer to stay in Elftown, simply go to the main page, find Old Elftown Chat, click, and again, type /join ElftownTavern again, exactly like that. And feel free to come in and Roleplay at any time. Have fun!

If there's any questions [Snap Dragon] freely expresses that you ask her.

Sincerely,
The crew at Old Elftown Chat is Missed

Brad_Pitt: hi sexy
Yukika: O0o0o, Brad Pitt.
Brad_Pitt: wat's up sweetheart
Yukika: Nothing much, how you and Angelina doing?
Brad_Pitt: not too good
Yukika: Aw, what's wrong?
Brad_Pitt: she wants to be in africa and i want 2 stay in america
Brad_Pitt: she wants to adopt more kids .. and am saying we have too much
Yukika: You should slap her and be all like, "I broke up with Jenn for you." And drag her by her hair.
Brad_Pitt: well its not nice slapping women
Brad_Pitt: i will never do that
Yukika: You're a movie star though.
Yukika: You get away with everything.
Brad_Pitt: women are met to love not to slap
Yukika: What about kids?
Yukika: You just said you didin't want anymore.
Yukika: You don't love kids?
Brad_Pitt: i said too much kids are not too good
Yukika: Ah.
Brad_Pitt: i didn't say i don't love kids
Yukika: So, like, Angelina any good in bed?
Brad_Pitt: well i have to ask the real brad abt that
Yukika: :o You're not Brad?
Yukika: Omg.
Yukika: I feel so heart broken now.
Brad_Pitt: sorry love am not
Yukika: :(
Brad_Pitt: pls don't be heart broken

Always
Saliva


I hear... a voice say "Don't be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
am I... your one and only desire...
am I the reason you breath...
or am I the reason you cry...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess i'll pack all my things...
I guess i'll see you around...
Inside... it bottles up until now...
as I walk out your door...
all I hear is the sound...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart...

Always... always... always... always...

I see... the blood all over your hands...
does it make you feel... more like a man...
was it all... just a part of your plan...
this pistol's shakin' in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor...
and now i'm done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...





Like I said.. I switch favorite songs like there's no tomorrow.
<<

Blind Melon

"No Rain"



All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane

I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
escape...escape...escape...
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane...it's not sane.



..favorite song for a bit. <3

Wingedwolfelf: I have shoulder- ish length hair, silvery grey hair, that turns into wolf ears (NOT elf ears. despite the name)
Wingedwolfelf: Then I have wings, which are fairy-like color, but they can become a bit transparent, to they're a silver-ish multi color
Wingedwolfelf: other then that, I'm basically an elf
Kiki~Shishinimi: Okay.
Wingedwolfelf: and idk what I want with my costume besides those weapons included..

http://www.princeofpersiagame.com/us/agegate.php?destURL=/us/index.php


Prince of Persia. (Practice drawing)

"Feuer Frei" -Rammstein-


Getadelt wird wer Schmerzen kennt
vom Feuer das die Haut verbrennt
Ich werf ein Licht
in mein Gesicht
Ein heißer Schrei
Feuer frei!

Bäng bäng

Geadelt ist wer Schmerzen kennt
vom Feuer das in Lust verbrennt
Ein Funkenstoß
in ihren Schoß
Ein heißer Schrei
Feuer frei!

Bäng bäng
Feuer frei!

Gefährlich ist wer Schmerzen kennt
vom Feuer das den Geist verbrennt
Bäng bäng
Gefährlich das gebrannte Kind
mit Feuer das vom Leben trennt
Ein heißer Schrei
Bäng bäng
Feuer frei!

Dein Glück
ist nicht mein Glück
ist mein Unglück

Bäng bäng
Feuer frei!

English version
Whoever knows pain becomes criticized
from the fire that burned up the skin
I throw a light
in my face
A hot cry
fire at will! *

Bang bang

Whoever knows pain is raised
from the fire that burns in desire
A sparking thrust
into her womb
A hot cry
fire at will!

Bang bang
Fire at will!

Whoever knows pain is dangerous
from the fire that burns the soul
Bang bang
The burned child is dangerous
with fire that separates from the life
A hot cry
Bang bang
Fire at will!

Your happiness
is not my happiness
it is my misery

Bang bang
Fire at will!

* "Feuer frei!" is the German expression used to order weapons to be shot, as in "Fire at will !". Literally it is "Fire freely".

Draw Zanty's RP character Zanty..



Name: Zantia
Age: 239
Sex: Female
Race: Sorceress/witch
Elements: Works with nearly all of them.
Weapons: Magic, a small silver dagger with an unknown language inscribed down the blade.
Weakness: Her loved ones being threatened, not having magic.


Appearance: She stands at about 5’4 with shapely hips and an in proportion womanly body. She has natural red hair with lots of low lights and highs lights of gold’s, reds, oranges and so on, that reaches her lower back with a few bangs over her face. She is quite pale and burns easily in the sun but then it turns to a soft tanned brown colour once the redness has gone away. Her facial features are soft and kind and only shows anger and hate when something extremely bad has happened. She has a pointy-ish nose, plump cheeks with a rosy red tint, deep red lips and a warm smile. Her eyes are a mixture of greens and gold’s and shine slightly more gold when happy or angry. She wears all black usually, but has the occasional wild moment and wears bright pink, when hyper or nutty moment and having a laugh.

Eli;s RP char I need to draw:


Character:



Name: D'aron Mirshann



Sex: Male
Race: Angel
Age: 175 but looks 17-19
Height: 176



Appearence: half asian looking with either one wingspan or about three depending on weither i am or aren't in my true form that could reassemble a seraphim then if i am in that form i am also slight higher and more muscular cause of needed cause of the wings and in both i has shoulder long dark hair set in a ponytail and a dark purple kneecaps long trench coat in a unknown fabric with BIG pockets and black jeans and a purple shirt under a knight's armor.. though only upperarmor and maybe oddly enough.. sneakers a angellic crafted twohand sword with a emerald in the handle i also has two onehandswords that is only used if twohander is lost and a few daggers slightly hidden and sometimes also brings a also angellic crafted bow.



Spells: basics and they are quite strong and some few more complicated spells but they are not near as strong as my basic spells and i has also some few enchantments that are semi-strong then of course healing that is my speciality in both forms there i master every healing spell there is.