[Falling in love with you was the worest mistake ever, now i tried to hate you... but i realized i cant so my worset mistake in life was not letting you go, when i have someone who truly loves me]

Well, Im a 15 year old sucidal female..i hate life and all the people in it,im in a relationship with a great guy who treats me not just like a girlfriend but also a best friend of which he can hang out and have fun with, but still can be serious, we are the closest thing to perfection... i dont want you to message me if you are looking for a piece of ass because I DONT WANT YOU....lets see, im a big mosher! i love the mosh pit, thats the only place you'll ever see me at if im at a concert, im a big fond of blood...its my favorite thing... lets see....also i do some wicca, so beware bitchs! okay any other fucking thing you wanna know just ask

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How would you feel if i told you i love you?
How would you feel if i said i wanted to be with you forever?
How would you feel if i promised never to leave you or cheat on you?
How would you feel if i told you i would do anything for you?
How would you feel if i said you are the only one i want to be with?
you tell me that you love me but is it really true? because i want you to know that im really in love with you

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[LOVE IS THE SLOWEST FORM OF SUICIDE]

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I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

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Never say I love you if you really dont mean it.
Never talk about feelings if you dont have them for me.
Never hold my hand if all your gooing to do is break my heart.
Never say you are if you dont plan to start.
Never look into my eyes if all your going to do is lie.
Never say hey babe when you really mean GOODBYE.
Never say forever because forever makes break down and cry.

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apparently this is what my ZODIAC SIGN means...lol

-SAGITTARIUS
-Spontaneous.
-Horny.
-Freak in Bed.
-High sex appeal.
-Rare to find.
-Great when found.
-Loves being in long relationships.
-Puts up with no shit.
-Loves being on top of the world.
................................................it sounds kindda like me!
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[Johnny Allen Leightner loves me more than anyone has and will...I am his baby girl]