I'm crazy, but cool. I know how to act mature, when expected of me. I do have points when I can act so far out of control, just ask people in my band. Oh yea I LOVE band. My favorite shows on t.v are Charmed(faithful believer hate to miss any shows),Angel(hated that they killed it), Buffy (was so pissed off felt like breaking t.v), Alias and much more.
Favorite channel to watch the scifi channel...

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[quotes]

me"ahhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooeeeeeeee"(high, low voice w/tuner) Jerrica "i kno how to tell if u r a true band geek" me "how?" Jerrica "when u start tuning ur voice"

Josh simmons(to Mr.Maurer)"Will you Marry me"
(Mr.Maurer tackles him down wit a giant hug)Class "hahahahhahahaha" (10 min l8r) Class "hahaha hey Mrs.Simmons" (no we call Mr. Maurer Mrs. Simmons.

"one a way to no u r a true band geek is when you go up to ppl and say hey ur flat u need to tune yourself" Chad
Me "Wow that is wierd"

me " what is done is done u just have to deal w/that fact"

Chey "do it for jesus"[inside joke]

Me: "Andy did u hex me?" Andy: "maybe" Me: "UGG HOW DARE U!!!!!!?????" Me:... LOL
Andy: "im satan..thats how dare i"
Me: "MMHHHMM" Andy: "u dun believe me?"
Me: LOL NOPE Andy: "fine" "ull see"
Me: "HOW ???" Andy: "idk.." Me: "OK THEN" "JUST MAKE SURE I WILL LIKE IT?!?!"
Andy: "ok" Me: LOL


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{poems[by me]}
        HAVE U EVER
have u ever wondered y the sky was blue
or the grass was green
have u ever wondered y the sun sun was so hot when it is so cold
have u ever wondered y that life has to hurt
or the world has to be in pain

Have u ever wondered y this life is so cruel
and how to play it's game
all life is is a game
if u don't play it right u might just live the rest of life in vain

have u ever wonder y some ppl turn bi maybe they kno the same sex feels the same way they do
Have u ever wondered y life has to hurt
or when u get something good u do something to lose it

i do every day of my i wonder y life is cruel y i do the stupid things i do y i sing the way i sing
y i write wut i write y i ask the things i ask y i am not normal

everyday i wonder if i did things differently would my life be different or would it be the same would i hurt the way i hurt would i feel the way i feel would i be ME

these questions of mine left unanswered festering in my mind driving me crazy everyday i need the anwser and the answer is LIFE......


       I NEVER MEANT TO HURT YOU
I never meant to hurt you
I swear to you I didn't but I guess that is what I did
I'm sorry for the things I did
the things I said
the feelings I had

I never meant to hurt you
You showed me I was beautiful
You showed me you cared
Then I go and screw things up
and now I am here basically dead

I have no will to date
afraid I will mess things up again
I have no will to struggle either I guess i'll just be the person who hurt You and who tried I guess I will be me

     I DON'T KNO
I don't know why everything is crazy
I don't know why people are so filthy
I don't know why people think that their life has to end cuz they messed up

And I don't know why people think Because your different they have to critisize you

I don't know why people think that you have to look and act one way

and I don't kno y I have to be so different
I don't kno y I have to go against the crowd instead of with it

I fight and I don't follow I start the trends and I am the one to go against the other ones

I don't kno y I can't be like everyone else but u kno wut I like it that way I wouldn't have it anyway else

[end of mi poems]