I do have a myspace....love it.....www.myspace.com/crazybitch1502 so yah look it up

my fav lil thing that my friend tina got me to love

sticks and stone may break my bones
but whips and chains excite me
so throw me down on the ground
and show me how much u like me


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You may ask me four questions.
Any four, no matter how private, how personal, how random.
I have to answer them honestly, and I have to answer them ALL.

a song that is so me!!!!!

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MY POEMS!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the night sky i call your name
all alone no where to be found
i smell your sent and i remember
everything you've done to me
all the hate
the pain
the sarrows
i remember a child
so small and fragile
you let it go
to go to a better place
you let it be free of this world
of you
and everything you stand for
let me go
let me be free
let me see the light
and go to a better place

help the on who want to love
help the one who wants to live
help the one who wants to stop bleeding
and save a life or to if you can
stop all the madness

sit alone
no one to love me no one to care
i let my pain go threw me like a drug
it never seems to go away
and i cant do anything about it
your still here
and i cant leave
i try to go the only way i know how
and u stop me
u let me die in this house of pain
not to be free
I'm trapped in here
with everyone else
not to be herd or seen
i though u loved me i though u cared
but all i got are the scares everywhere
u see me every day
u know who i am
but u never seem to care or help
u let me die and suffer here
u let me be trapped
u let me suffer
as i scream every night
just to let it all out
as u strap me down
a put that needle in me
i drift away
never to be seen or herd of again
as i see the bars
and i know i cant be free
as i see u all walk pass me
with out a care
as i scream inside
trying to get out
i let it all go
no where to be found

in the night sky thats so dark and gray
we all sit alone
no where to stay
i wonder how we all got here
why we all stayed
to be here alone
we all cry in fear and pain
no one to love
no one to live
in the shadows of gray
we all come together
to be alone
i sit and wonder
is this true
what will become of me
i see all the empty faces
and all the fears in your eyes
and know what your thinking
i know why your here
to be alone
like the rest of us

i see the fire
and i see the rage
I've seen what you've done
and i know what you can do
i see all the pain
i know all the lies
i watch you throw your life away peace by peace
you let all your friends go
as if you don't care
i see the darkness
i know the truth
but yet
it lies inside
no where to be found
i know what happened
i know how it came about
let yourself go
let it all be done
ill say my goodbyes
one last time


the fire inside burns
rage comes fast
steam everywhere
death quickly
thoughts gone
regrets out the door
bullets stir
body down
pain everywhere
words gone
death is everywhere

the darkness comes to take over
to end this horrid place
to set us free from you
to lock you up and make u suffer
just like you did to us
to trap you in all your pain
and to let you bleed
we smell your fear
we love your pain
we need your sorrows
to let it all out
to let us be free
as you stay trapped
as you scream
we live long
when you stay in pain
just like us