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For those of us let down by life..which i suppose is just about everyone.
Right from a bad day at work to more serious conditions like depression.
Ive heard people say that talking doesnt help and sometimes it doesnt but these feelings and thoughts thrive on secrecy so that they eat away at us.
Be welcome all of you to this refuge, with alike souls. Feel free to converse..

Update:Its shocking just many people feel a loss of sorts..sadness and pain seep into us without warning or mercy. Desperation is common. Society has been twisted beyond recognition and morality is a taboo subject.
Just about everyone i know and the majority of people i dont feel it like we are all grieving for something. Emotions are nasty things sometimes and there is no help to begin to understand or deal with them.

We also have another purpose..to support The Order of Light and Darkness but this is not compulsory. Please state if you would like to be a supporter of the Order or just a member of Disenchanted.

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6. [Alfirin Lindlea]

Sometimes things don't go, after all,
from bad to worse. Some years, muscadel
faces down frost; green thrives; the crops don't fail.
Sometimes a man aims high, and all goes well.


A people sometimes will step back from war,
elect an honest man, decide they care
enough, that they can't leave some stranger poor.
Some men become what they were born for.


Sometimes our best intentions do not go
amiss; sometimes we do as we meant to.
The sun will sometimes melt a field of sorrow
that seemed hard frozen; may it happen for you.


-Sheenagh Pugh
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Extract from'Black Coffee Blues' by Henry Rollins
Illustrates frighteningly well how i feel about 99% of the time.


I cant make words work. If i could say the right thing to you, maybe you could tell me what it is thats killing me.


What i know: i cant relate to them. When i try i am filled with confusion and pain. I dont know what to do with words. When i talk they take on other meanings.


I want to walk in the desert tonight. I want the wind to pass over me. I want to let the poison bleed through the soles of my feet into the desert floor. I want to starve the monster. I want to punish it with thoughts of clean night wind. The monster will kick and bellow.
It cant take a direct shot. It cant take the pain of painlessness.


Walking wounded and dazed. Is there anyone alive out there tonight?


I have a rotten, reoccurring feeling that rips through me. A desperate longing for what i dont know. I walk, thinking that it might come to me, that i might be able to get my hands around its throat and strangle it. I want to kill it because it wants to kill me.
I say kill all the enemies in my brain.
The monster stalks the streets in search of itself.

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You could also visit Tangled Thoughts OR why me?


My other wiki's Guardians of the Goddess and Morrissey Rocks and Depression Awareness

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2004-08-02 [Raiff]: comments on a postage stamp... ;-p

2004-08-19 [Araglas]: lol

2004-08-19 [Raiff]: *grins*

2004-08-19 [Araglas]: so how are you?

2004-08-20 [Raiff]: Oh..you know...disenchanted ;-)

2004-08-20 [Araglas]: cool

2004-08-21 [Raiff]: heh

2004-08-21 [Araglas]: lol

2004-08-23 [NuclearHobbit]: I'm let down by life all the time...

2004-08-23 [Raiff]: Then youve come to the right place, my friend..come in and make yourself at home :-)

2004-08-23 [NuclearHobbit]: Thanks. Got any coffee?

2004-08-23 [Raiff]: Er..im sure i could rustle some up..americano,latte, cappuchino,mocha?

2004-08-23 [NuclearHobbit]: Decaff? I get hyper off decaff. Need a boost right now. You know why.

2004-08-23 [Raiff]: *nods*One decaff coming up :-)

2004-08-23 [NuclearHobbit]: Cheers.

2004-08-23 [Araglas]: lol

2004-08-26 [Raiff]: And a mocha latte, extra cream and sugar for me :-)

2004-08-27 [NuclearHobbit]: Hey, it's cafe time.

2004-09-01 [Araglas]: cool

2004-09-01 [Raiff]: *grabs coffee*

2004-09-04 [Araglas]: -summons a cup of water-

2004-09-05 [NuclearHobbit]: *sits in corner being moody and brooding, staring over coffee into near distance*

2004-09-07 [Raiff]: Still brooding, huh..you know where to find me, NH :-)

2004-09-07 [NuclearHobbit]: :) Cheers.

2004-09-07 [Araglas]: ?????

2004-09-08 [Raiff]: Ah, tis a private matter that, Araglas :-)

2004-09-08 [NuclearHobbit]: Beh... yesterday was bad. Today has been better.

2004-09-08 [Raiff]: Good :-)

2004-09-10 [Araglas]: ok

2004-09-11 [NuclearHobbit]: I was meant to meet my friends, but tehy didn't even wait for me for five minutes. I waited there for two hours, and they never showed. Today is bad, and I am feeling let down by life.

2004-09-11 [Araglas]: soorry

2004-09-12 [NuclearHobbit]: My fault really, and all teh stupider I look for it. The text said 11 but went onto two lines so I thought it said 1. Got tehre at one, waited around, left. Made my frinds wait as well. And now I hate myself.

2004-09-12 [Araglas]: ok

2004-09-26 [Raiff]: Everyone makes mistakes

2004-09-26 [NuclearHobbit]: Mm, guess.

2004-09-27 [Araglas]: yea

2004-11-12 [NuclearHobbit]: *waves* hi everyone.

2004-11-13 [Raiff]: Hey *waves*

2004-11-16 [NuclearHobbit]: Hello! Long time no see.

2004-11-17 [Raiff]: Yeah well im a busy assassin ;-p

2004-11-17 [NuclearHobbit]: Youe an assassin now? Power to you.

2004-11-18 [Raiff]: Always was..its in my avy description :-)

2004-11-18 [NuclearHobbit]: Oh. Okay. THere's something I never knew.

2004-11-19 [Raiff]: hehe

2004-11-30 [NuclearHobbit]: :)

2005-02-04 [NuclearHobbit]: Long time no post.

2005-02-04 [Raiff]: Yep

2005-03-08 [Raiff]: wow *blows away the cobwebs*

2005-03-08 [NuclearHobbit]: *watches*

2005-03-08 [Raiff]: *hands NuclearHobbit a broom*

2005-03-08 [Raiff]: to help

2005-03-09 [NuclearHobbit]: *brushes up cobwebs and picks up spiders* thankyou

2005-03-09 [Raiff]: hehe. Well now..opens window..

2005-03-09 [NuclearHobbit]: What do I do with the spiders? :P

2005-03-14 [Raiff]: Put them outside i guess

2005-03-16 [NuclearHobbit]: I've got a spider in my room. It seems to be under teh illusion taht it is a good place to live.

2005-03-16 [Raiff]: *gets his translator* Well...thats spiders for you..i usually find giving them a free flying lesson helps

2005-03-16 [NuclearHobbit]: Translator? Is my spelling really that bad?

2005-03-17 [Raiff]: yesh teh spelling is taht bad

2005-03-17 [NuclearHobbit]: Heh, sorry. I don't check my spelling afterwards all teh time.

2005-03-18 [Raiff]: Well yoius gotta speak proper like what i does do,innit ;-p

2005-03-18 [NuclearHobbit]: :P innit brov. heh, sounds like most of my school.

2005-03-20 [Raiff]: I finnished school 8 years ago and it was the same then

2005-03-24 [Panda-monium]: Heylo

2005-03-24 [Raiff]: Greetings and welcome Panda :-)

2005-03-24 [Panda-monium]: *tips hat* Thanks.

2005-03-24 [NuclearHobbit]: Morning Panda

2005-03-24 [Panda-monium]: How goes it y'all?

2005-03-26 [Raiff]: Ya know..disenchanted ;-p

2005-03-26 [Panda-monium]: lol, yeah figured. :P

2005-05-03 [NuclearHobbit]: :P As usual.

2005-05-05 [Raiff]: What does everybody think of the update?

2005-05-05 [Panda-monium]: Update? >.> Oh I see it. *nods* Very good

2005-05-05 [Raiff]: heh

2005-05-05 [NuclearHobbit]: Update hmm? I can't see it

2005-05-06 [Raiff]: Top of the page, hun

2005-05-06 [NuclearHobbit]: Thanks. I see it

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