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I do have a few reoccurring themes in my nightmares I will list a few of them below:

The first are my dreams of depression and anxiety. Often they begin with my teeth falling out, and then various extremities begin to fall off (ears, nose, fingers, etc.). I frantically try to put things back where they go but they won't stay. As more and more pieces begin to fall off I try to scoop them up in a pile in an attempt to keep myself together. I am in a panic by now. Then I slowly fall apart in a gruesome heap of tiny pieces and lie there on the floor for a while. Then the dream starts over. It happens several times until I eventually give up and just lie on the floor and wait for it to happen. I rarely wake up from these dreams. I rarely wake up from my nightmares anyway.

Then there is one where I cannot touch the ground or some unseen monster will devour me. Something lives in the earth and I must stay in the trees, on rocks, on walls, whatever I can just not on the ground. I have never been caught by this monster but I have been able to see it lately. It appears like a shadow on the surface of the ground in the shape of a giant fish. I have also seen it in water and it looks very similar to the hate fish from yu yu hakusho.

There is also the nightmare where I am being eaten from the inside out. It has happened with burrowing insects, lizards, and vines. I can feel them running around inside of me and I can see them under my skin.

My nightmares will be posted below. I do not have them as often as I would like, I actually like to be scared.

My latest nightmare I believe also included sleep paralysis. In the dream I was trying to sleep on a cot in the living room but I could not get comfortable. I tossed and turned and could not get comfortable. I started to become angry and frustrated. I then started speaking in a deep and demonic voice that I was not in control of. I threw off the covers and was bellowing things in a language that I didn't understand. I watched myself throwing the cot and a coffee table across the room with unearthly strength. I was terrified. I then let out a loud angry scream (still in the demonic voice) and I woke up. The only problem was that I was now unable to move. I couldn't even move my eyes and I could not control my breathing. I am not even sure if I was breathing much if at all. I also felt like there was something watching me. my immediate first thought was that I had accidentally astral projected in my dream (which I have done before). When one astral projects terrible things can often follow you back and sometimes even posses you (or so I am told). I still could not move and I was even more afraid than I was in the dream. It was like I was a prisoner in my own body. I stared at the ceiling waiting for that creature to come and kill me but it never came. After what seemed like half an hour I slowly became able to move again. I sat up and looked around the room. Everything seemed normal. I lay down on my side and went back to sleep. I tried my best to ignore the feeling that something was watching me. I do believe this was my first encounter with sleep paralysis. They say it is the most terrifying thing that can happen to a person; I disagree. It was scary at the moment, and it took me several more minuets to get over than a normal nightmare, but I wouldn't consider to the most terrifying thing that has ever happened to me. In retrospect, I rather liked that.

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