[Kayne]'s diary
2005-03-03 [pinefairy]: o gosh 19 thats not old...i bet she is like 11 or something
Het bewijs dat Jessica op elftown zit.
Nu jij nog Marleen?
Inspirid upon: <dairy:444494>
Answer these 10 questions using only song titles from the band: Muse
1. Are you a male or a female: jimmy kane
2. Describe yourself: thoughts of a dying atheist
3. How do some people feel about you: natural disaster
4. How do you feel about yourself: pink ego box
5. Describe your family: fury
6. Where would you rather be: map of your head
7. Describe what you want to be: new born
8. Describe how you live: agitated
9. Describe how you love: can’t take my eyes off you ; unintended ; endlessly ; ...
.10. Describe what you hate: you
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11. Describe your life's goal: escape
12. Describe your feeling about life: time is running out
13. Describe your friends: butterflies & hurricanes
14.How do you live? ruled by secrecy
15. What is your message to humanity? apocalypse please
45950) Are you an Elfwood member?
Number of voters: 1413
a) Yes.
Number of votes: 610 (43%)
b) I have been.
Number of votes: 51 (4%)
c) I will be soon, I hope.
Number of votes: 113 (8%)
d) No, but I often look at Elfwood.
Number of votes: 252 (18%)
e) No.
Number of votes: 218 (15%)
f) What is Elfwood?
Number of votes: 169 (12%)
Let's automaticly ban those members.
99 % are people like [hellriser69]
From love is cool
Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand.... I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek... I just (?) want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck... I want you
4. Kiss on the lips... I love you
5. Kiss on the ears... I am just playing (?)
6. Kiss anywhere else. Lets not get carried away (?)
7. Look in your eyes ... kiss me
8. Playing with your hair... I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist... I love you too much to let you go
A few I agree with, a few I don't agree with.
"zeggen dat het bestaan van god niet te bewijzen valt is als klagen dat de wielrenners in de tour dit jaar maar weinig doelpunten maakten. zeggen dat we het bestaan van god wel kunnen bewijzen is als beweren dat we een manier hebben om die doelpunten te tellen."
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anti-ana
Anyone any idea's for more stats?
We don't have to know how to pronouce a country.
We have guided misiles to destroy it, so why bother?
~~American~~
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-01
Written: (7209 days ago)
Als ik morgen zou doodvallen zou het me niets kunnen schelen.
Ik leef omdat ik geen zin heb in zelfmoord maar mocht ik sterven wil ik niet dat men verdrietig voor mij is.
Wees verdrietig omdat je mij mist zoveel je wilt.
Dat zou ik niet kunnen tegenhouden.
Maar wees niet verdrietig omdat ik dood ben, omdat ik zoveel kansen gemist heb.
Elke mens is vervangbaar - dus ook ik.
Echt - als ik doodviel zou het me niet kunnen schelen.
Dood = dood.
Ik zou het zelfs leuk vinden.
Ik zou gemist worden, voor zowat de eerste keer.
Natuurlijk laat ik dan ook mensen achter die verdrietig zijn, ik zal hun ook missen.
Zolang ze maar niet verdrietig zijn omdat ik "een gemiste kans had/heb of zoiets".
Mocht ik morgen omver gereden worden bedank dan die persoon.
Rust is een mooie zaak.
Ik hou wel van het leven maar zou gerust zonder kunnen.
Rust.
Sterven is niet het eindstation.
Het leven wel.
Hou van je leven, hou van je dood.
Verpruts geeneen - eer het groot.
Niets kon ooit zijn zonder het ander.
De spanning en de rust kruisen
Daar waar het leven zal vergruisen.
Niets kan ooit zonder het het ander.
Daar waar de dood zal beginnen
Kan een mens alleen maar winnen.
Niets zal ooit kunnen zonder het ander.
En daarvoor moet men blij zijn.
Zonder een einde kan een begin nooit goed zijn.
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-27
Written: (7211 days ago)
w00y.
w00y
Citizen kayne *Ich Liebe Mich Und Dich* *W G W E* zegt:
Ik heb u graag.
M zegt:
ik u ook
M zegt:
(k)
"Proclaim eternal victory"
"Revenge will surely come"
" Tell me do you really need this
Tell me do you really care "
"We want everything to change
Cause we are afraid of losing"
"So i'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done"
Voorspellend?
"Promise to hold you close "
" It's bugging me,
grating me
and twisting me around
yeah i'm endlessly
caving in
and turning inside out
'Cause i want it now
i want it now "
" she had something to confess to "
"and I don't want you to adore me
don't want you to ignore me
when it pleases you yeah
and i'll do it on my own"
Dat laatste zinnetje is storend.
"you still want to spoil it to prove I've made a big mistak"
"can you see that i am needing,
begging for so much more than you could ever give "
" The truth burns deep inside"
"I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play "
" I know you're in this room,
i'm sure i heard you sigh"
Donker?
" I know the moment's near
and there's nothing we can do "
"I wanna break the spell
that you've created"
"I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted "
En dit is nog maar van de liedjes die ik ken.
o.0
There’s a part of me you’ll never know
The only thing I’ll never show.
She had something to confess to
To reveal what you’d never shown her
Too long trying to resist it
Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own
But you still want to spoil it
To prove I’ve made a big mistake
(hadde daarstraks getypt, wa bedoelde daar mee?)
It's happening soon
To me it is new
To me it is strange
This feeling is strange
Leave me alone it's nothing serious
I’ll do it myself
It's got nothing to do with you
And there's nothing that you could do
Controlling my feelings for too long
Forcing our darkest souls to unfold
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You would try anything
And we are unloveable
'Cause you and me are both one and the same
And it's driving me mad
And I don’t want you to think that I care
You know that I care
The love for what you hide
The bitterness inside
I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play on me
And Venus will arise and tear us apart
And make us meaningless again
(hopelijk ni e)
The underneath's no big surprise
Baby you're gonna lose
(jep ik win :p)
Your own game
Change me
Open minded
The truth’s unwinding
Take off your disguise
And all your underneath
I want a new game to play
(hehe)
before I disturb you in the dark
(hopelijk alleen the dark)
And pull us through
I wanna break this spell
That you've created
I wanna play the game
I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted
Now that you know I'm trapped
(en nog geen klein beetje)
Lips are turning blue
(oppassen dus da we ni overdrijven)
And we'll love and we'll hate
And we'll die
And forget the reckless things we've done
(hehe)
I think our lives have just begun
Promise to hold you close
Nothing will ever stay the same
'Cause I want it now
It's holding me
(it)
And don't embrace the past
(da kan ik zelfs ni, al probeer ik)
Change everything you are
And everything you were
Revenge will surely come
There’s a part of me you’ll never know
The only thing I’ll never show.
But I won’t give you up
I won’t let you down
If the moment ever comes
(welk moment?? auwtsj pijnlijke vraag)
I know you're in this room, I'm sure I heard you sigh
(idd donker)
It scares the hell out of me
And there's nothing we can do
Take, take all you need
And I'll compensate your greed
With broken hearts
(ni doen dus)
And you're never in charge
(da hebt ge derstraks gezegd, maar wa bedoelde daarmee?)
Don't you want me ? cause I need you so
There's always something that will makes you kiss me
There's also something that I would tell you or tell me
(hehe)
There's nothing else to compare
We can fall right out of bed
(hehe da was bekans gebeurd gistere)
I can’t pretend
(ni meer :s)
Choose how it ends
(ni?)
Why can't you sleep with
Someone who'll protect you
(omda we same nooit alleen slape :p)
Cause you are afraid of losing
Tell me do you really need this
Tell me do you really care
I don’t think you really need this
I don’t think you really care
(hopelijk wel)
And you can't resist
I’ve read you well
Wish we could be far away
(weg van lastige zusjes?:p)
Can you tell me why I just want to get away?
(ja da is een vraag)
I just want to get away...
(de vraag is van wa)
With a promise
I'm hurting you again
And I've wanted you too much
And now I'm gonna lose
So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want this time
(nee!)
it would be the first time
(idd)
I always hoped that things could be different
No one's noticed our loneliness
And I'll show you what you really need
So don't struggle
(ok om eerlijk te zijn was dit ni heel de zin :p)
Still she gives you
Everything you need
Is it enough
(is it enough??)
Feel
(zegt veel)
I never thought that this could come to this
(echt e)
So confused
De reden waarom mensen nooit lang met mij bevriend blijven/samen blijven.
- Ik ben dwaas.
- Ik denk anders dan de meesten.
- Ik voel me beter dan hun.
- Ik zou geen problemen hebben om iemand te vermoorden.
- Ik word bang als iemand mij te graag heeft
- en als ik iemand te graag heb.
- Ik ben een goede vriend, in mijn betekenis. Ik help op mijn manier wanneer het nodig is, en dat is niet: huil maar een keer goed uit en ik zal u altijd steunen bla bla bla.
- Ik ben moeilijk te volgen maar eis dit toch.
- Ik zal zelden aarzelen om een zwak punt aan te duiden.
1. Not admitting a mistake.
2. Insulting as usual.
3. Denying something she did.
4. Ending a relation.
5. Not getting sarcasm.
Bye, bye
09 Things You're Looking Forward To.
1) Meat [Gosu]
2) Learn to play the violin
3) "It"
4) Learning to make art
08 Things You Wear Daily.
1) Cothes
2) Bad hair style
3) Cuddling Buddy
07 Things That Annoy You.
1) You
2) Me
3) She
4) He
5) Them
06 Things You Touch Every Day
1) Cuddling Buddy
05 Things You Do Every Day.
1) Sleep
04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With, in order of how they came to mind
1) Gosu
2) Rien
03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over.
1) /
02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment.
1) Muse
01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With.
1) My clone
want na een tijdje gaan de scherpe hoekjes eraf
M zegt:
maar diep in u blijft altijd wel een splinte
Eerste wet van de magie: Mensen geloven alles wat ze willen geloven of omdat ze bang zijn dat het waar is
Tweede wet: De beste bedoelingen kunnen de kwaadaardigste gevolgen hebben.
The 7 rules of "it" a.k.a. Cuddling buddy.
1.It must be at least slightly dark.
2.One of the persons should be experienced (that means at least 8 non-serious relations and 4 "serious" relations), the other one should have no experience at all.
3.The must see each other on a regulary basis.
4.They have to tell a common friend.
5.There must be a annoying younger brother or sister.
6.There have to be serious conversations.
7.It must evolve.
Note: At least 5 of the conditions have to be furfilled.
En genoeg?
Of moeten er nog meer zijn?
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