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Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7189 days ago)


The Raven
by Edgar Allan Poe


First Published in 1845


Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of someone gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
" 'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door;
Only this, and nothing more."


Ah, distinctly I remember, it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; vainly I had sought to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow, sorrow for the lost Lenore,.


For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore,
Nameless here forevermore.


And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me---filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating,
" 'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door,
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door.
This it is, and nothing more."


Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is, I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you." Here I opened wide the door;---
Darkness there, and nothing more.


Deep into the darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortals ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the stillness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word,
Lenore?, This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word,
"Lenore!" Merely this, and nothing more.


Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon again I heard a tapping, something louder than before,
"Surely," said I, "surely, that is something at my window lattice.
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore.
Let my heart be still a moment, and this mystery explore.
" 'Tis the wind, and nothing more."


Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven, of the saintly days of yore.
Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he;
But with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door.
Perched upon a bust of Pallas, just above my chamber door,
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.


Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly, grim, and ancient raven, wandering from the nightly shore.
Tell me what the lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore."
Quoth the raven, "Nevermore."


Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning, little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door,
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."


But the raven, sitting lonely on that placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered; not a feather then he fluttered;
Till I scarcely more than muttered, "Other friends have flown before;
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Then the bird said, "Nevermore."


Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store,
Caught from some unhappy master, whom unmerciful disaster
Followed fast and followed faster, till his songs one burden bore,---
Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore
Of "Never---nevermore."


But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore --
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
          Meant in croaking "Nevermore."


Thus I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl, whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamplight gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamplight gloating o'er
She shall press, ah, nevermore!


Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by seraphim whose footfalls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee -- by these angels he hath
Sent thee respite---respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore!
Quaff, O quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the raven, "Nevermore!"


"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil!--prophet still, if bird or devil!
Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate, yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted--
On this home by horror haunted--tell me truly, I implore:
Is there--is there balm in Gilead?--tell me--tell me I implore!"
Quoth the raven, "Nevermore."


"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil--prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that heaven that bends above us--by that God we both adore--
Tell this soul with sorrow laden, if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden, whom the angels name Lenore---
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels name Lenore?
Quoth the raven, "Nevermore."


"Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting--
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! -- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the raven, "Nevermore."
And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming..
And the lamplight o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted---nevermore!


520119  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-12
Written: (7198 days ago)

0499 24 66 19
Ik zou zeggen, gebruik het?

Edit:
Ik zou het heel graag hebben dat je het gebruikte vanavond.
Ja, jij daar je weet maar al te goed wie ik bedoel. :p

519984  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-12
Written: (7198 days ago)

The list

Of the freaks of elftown



[USAcrusader] Read the bio
[FallenDarkness] Rantsection, that is all I say.
<poll:34105>
[Lord-DeathQuake]
519665  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-12
Written: (7198 days ago)

<img:http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/drawing/SilverFire1067374823.jpg>

I really think this is a nice image.
All hail however who made it.
*Guesses: Silvie?*

518533  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-10
Written: (7200 days ago)

*Sulk


Why don't people notice that you aren't having a good day untill you have had it and start insulting then?
Yup, and then the fights come - off course.
Bloody hell.

Meh, those fights are however pretty interesting.
Pricks.
518461  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-10
Written: (7200 days ago)

If you read this then that is must have been that I, [Kayne], was in either a bitchy mood or just made a bitch comment.

Don't get offended.
That is muchos safer for both your and my health.

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Written about Thursday 2005-03-10
Written: (7200 days ago)

this guy who worked out from Genesis that the exact time of the Earth's creation was 9:23 AM on October 4, 4004 BC.

So all we have to do is make sure there are dinosaurs.

516582  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-08
Written: (7202 days ago)

2005-03-03 [pinefairy]: o gosh 19 thats not old...i bet she is like 11 or something




Het bewijs dat Jessica op elftown zit.
Nu jij nog Marleen?
515526  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-03-07
Written: (7203 days ago)

Inspirid upon: <dairy:444494>

Answer these 10 questions using only song titles from the band: Muse


1. Are you a male or a female: jimmy kane
2. Describe yourself: thoughts of a dying atheist
3. How do some people feel about you: natural disaster
4. How do you feel about yourself: pink ego box
5. Describe your family: fury
6. Where would you rather be: map of your head
7. Describe what you want to be: new born
8. Describe how you live: agitated
9. Describe how you love: can’t take my eyes off you ; unintended ; endlessly ; ...
.10. Describe what you hate: you

More
11. Describe your life's goal: escape
12. Describe your feeling about life: time is running out
13. Describe your friends: butterflies & hurricanes
14.How do you live? ruled by secrecy
15. What is your message to humanity? apocalypse please

513865  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-05
Written: (7205 days ago)

45950) Are you an Elfwood member?

Number of voters: 1413

a) Yes.
Number of votes: 610 (43%)
b) I have been.
Number of votes: 51 (4%)
c) I will be soon, I hope.
Number of votes: 113 (8%)
d) No, but I often look at Elfwood.
Number of votes: 252 (18%)
e) No.
Number of votes: 218 (15%)
f) What is Elfwood?
Number of votes: 169 (12%)






Let's automaticly ban those members.
99 % are people like [hellriser69]
513407  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-05
Written: (7205 days ago)

From love is cool

 

Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss


1. Kiss on the hand.... I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek... I just (?) want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck... I want you
4. Kiss on the lips... I love you
5. Kiss on the ears... I am just playing (?)
6. Kiss anywhere else. Lets not get carried away (?)
7. Look in your eyes ... kiss me
8. Playing with your hair... I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist... I love you too much to let you go




A few I agree with, a few I don't agree with.
512383  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-03
Written: (7207 days ago)

"zeggen dat het bestaan van god niet te bewijzen valt is als klagen dat de wielrenners in de tour dit jaar maar weinig doelpunten maakten. zeggen dat we het bestaan van god wel kunnen bewijzen is als beweren dat we een manier hebben om die doelpunten te tellen."

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Written about Thursday 2005-03-03
Written: (7207 days ago)

Stats



This wiki will serve as wiki were I keep my stats..




Numbers of wiki were I'm banned from: 1
anti-ana

Anyone any idea's for more stats?
511343  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-02
Written: (7208 days ago)

We don't have to know how to pronouce a country.
We have guided misiles to destroy it, so why bother?

~~American~~

510295  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-01
Written: (7209 days ago)
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-27
Written: (7211 days ago)

Als ik morgen zou doodvallen zou het me niets kunnen schelen.
Ik leef omdat ik geen zin heb in zelfmoord maar mocht ik sterven wil ik niet dat men verdrietig voor mij is.
Wees verdrietig omdat je mij mist zoveel je wilt.
Dat zou ik niet kunnen tegenhouden.
Maar wees niet verdrietig omdat ik dood ben, omdat ik zoveel kansen gemist heb.
Elke mens is vervangbaar - dus ook ik.
Echt - als ik doodviel zou het me niet kunnen schelen.
Dood = dood.
Ik zou het zelfs leuk vinden.
Ik zou gemist worden, voor zowat de eerste keer.
Natuurlijk laat ik dan ook mensen achter die verdrietig zijn, ik zal hun ook missen.
Zolang ze maar niet verdrietig zijn omdat ik "een gemiste kans had/heb of zoiets".
Mocht ik morgen omver gereden worden bedank dan die persoon.
Rust is een mooie zaak.
Ik hou wel van het leven maar zou gerust zonder kunnen.
Rust.

Sterven is niet het eindstation.
Het leven wel.



Hou van je leven, hou van je dood.
Verpruts geeneen - eer het groot.
Niets kon ooit zijn zonder het ander.
De spanning en de rust kruisen
Daar waar het leven zal vergruisen.
Niets kan ooit zonder het het ander.
Daar waar de dood zal beginnen
Kan een mens alleen maar winnen.
Niets zal ooit kunnen zonder het ander.
En daarvoor moet men blij zijn.
Zonder een einde kan een begin nooit goed zijn.
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-27
Written: (7211 days ago)

Polls
<poll:17406> Why does humanity exists?
<poll:19957> What if ...
<poll:24319> Looks of [Edana] (just vote a - damit)
<poll:27959> Crap
<poll:30980> Do you hate fanclubs?
<poll:35947> My new name (alternative
<poll:37716> Titel for my book
<poll:38148> Which Dictator is the best?

Wiki's
<Are you a goth? Everyone is a goth!!
<The Deus Awards Go and fucking nominate yourself.
<For the USA Haha - Usa
<For the UK Haha - Uk

Descriptions
<[iippo]
<[windowframe]
<[deus-ex-machina]
<[Hedda]
<[Elftron]
<[Gosu]

507799  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-02-27
Written: (7211 days ago)
Next in thread: 507914

<img:http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/drawing/31515_1109345664.jpg?y=250>


w00y.

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Written about Saturday 2005-02-26
Written: (7212 days ago)

w00y




Citizen kayne  *Ich Liebe Mich Und Dich* *W G W E* zegt:
Ik heb u graag. 
 
M zegt:
ik u ook

M zegt:

(k)
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Written about Friday 2005-02-25
Written: (7213 days ago)

The reason why Muse and 'it' are connected


"Proclaim eternal victory"

"Revenge will surely come"

" Tell me do you really need this
Tell me do you really care "


"We want everything to change
Cause we are afraid of losing"


"So i'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done"

Voorspellend?

"Promise to hold you close "

" It's bugging me,
grating me
and twisting me around
yeah i'm endlessly
caving in
and turning inside out

'Cause i want it now
i want it now "


" she had something to confess to "

"and I don't want you to adore me
don't want you to ignore me
when it pleases you yeah
and i'll do it on my own"

Dat laatste zinnetje is storend.

"you still want to spoil it to prove I've made a big mistak"

"can you see that i am needing,
begging for so much more than you could ever give "


" The truth burns deep inside"

"I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play "


" I know you're in this room,
i'm sure i heard you sigh"

Donker?

" I know the moment's near
and there's nothing we can do "


"I wanna break the spell
that you've created"


"I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted "



En dit is nog maar van de liedjes die ik ken.
o.0








There’s a part of me you’ll never know
The only thing I’ll never show.

She had something to confess to

To reveal what you’d never shown her

Too long trying to resist it

Can you see that I am needing
Begging for so much more
Than you could ever give
And I don’t want you to adore me
Don’t want you to ignore me
When it pleases you
And I’ll do it on my own

But you still want to spoil it
To prove I’ve made a big mistake

(hadde daarstraks getypt, wa bedoelde daar mee?)

It's happening soon

To me it is new

To me it is strange
This feeling is strange

Leave me alone it's nothing serious
I’ll do it myself
It's got nothing to do with you
And there's nothing that you could do

Controlling my feelings for too long

Forcing our darkest souls to unfold

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions

You would try anything

And we are unloveable

'Cause you and me are both one and the same

And it's driving me mad

And I don’t want you to think that I care

You know that I care

The love for what you hide
The bitterness inside

I love all the dirty tricks
And twisted games you play on me

And Venus will arise and tear us apart
And make us meaningless again

(hopelijk ni e)

The underneath's no big surprise

Baby you're gonna lose

(jep ik win :p)

Your own game
Change me

Open minded

The truth’s unwinding

Take off your disguise
And all your underneath

I want a new game to play

(hehe)

before I disturb you in the dark
(hopelijk alleen the dark)

And pull us through

I wanna break this spell
That you've created

I wanna play the game

I tried to give you up
But I'm addicted

Now that you know I'm trapped

(en nog geen klein beetje)

Lips are turning blue
(oppassen dus da we ni overdrijven)

And we'll love and we'll hate
And we'll die

And forget the reckless things we've done

(hehe)

I think our lives have just begun

Promise to hold you close

Nothing will ever stay the same

'Cause I want it now

It's holding me

(it)

And don't embrace the past
(da kan ik zelfs ni, al probeer ik)

Change everything you are
And everything you were

Revenge will surely come

There’s a part of me you’ll never know
The only thing I’ll never show.

But I won’t give you up

I won’t let you down

If the moment ever comes

(welk moment?? auwtsj pijnlijke vraag)

I know you're in this room, I'm sure I heard you sigh
(idd donker)

It scares the hell out of me

And there's nothing we can do

Take, take all you need
And I'll compensate your greed
With broken hearts

(ni doen dus)

And you're never in charge
(da hebt ge derstraks gezegd, maar wa bedoelde daarmee?)

Don't you want me ? cause I need you so

There's always something that will makes you kiss me
There's also something that I would tell you or tell me

(hehe)

There's nothing else to compare

We can fall right out of bed

(hehe da was bekans gebeurd gistere)

I can’t pretend
(ni meer :s)

Choose how it ends
(ni?)

Why can't you sleep with
Someone who'll protect you

(omda we same nooit alleen slape :p)

Cause you are afraid of losing

Tell me do you really need this
Tell me do you really care

I don’t think you really need this
I don’t think you really care

(hopelijk wel)

And you can't resist

I’ve read you well

Wish we could be far away

(weg van lastige zusjes?:p)

Can you tell me why I just want to get away?
(ja da is een vraag)

I just want to get away...
(de vraag is van wa)

With a promise

I'm hurting you again

And I've wanted you too much

And now I'm gonna lose

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want this time

(nee!)

it would be the first time
(idd)

I always hoped that things could be different

No one's noticed our loneliness

And I'll show you what you really need

So don't struggle

(ok om eerlijk te zijn was dit ni heel de zin :p)

Still she gives you
Everything you need
Is it enough

(is it enough??)

Feel
(zegt veel)

I never thought that this could come to this
(echt e)

So confused
 The logged in version 

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