maroon hair,blue eyes, left eye has brown in it ..5'4...118lbs...u get the pic.i love fantasy art...amy brown happens to be my favorite artist...gotta love her!! and this is basically it.lets see...lm in love with my music.its my must have! it is indeed the sun and moon in my world. my fave bands are Nirvana( oh yea!nirvana puts me in the mood*wink*) um...metallica, alice in chains, alice cooper,ozzy, aerosmith(the old stuff) guns n roses,(hell yea), the doors(hey i dont know why everyone hates jim morrison but i love him to death!) the beatles, system of a down, foo fighters, static x, linkin park,old stuff(like hybrid theory), no doubt, soundgarden, saliva, POD,and so on and so on...you have no idea...like i said i love music...its so sad. if i woke up and music was gone, i'd kill myself!

Now I lay me down to sleep


I pray for something as I weep


And if I die before I break,


You'll know this life I couldn’t take.





In my mind it stays the same,


My skull devoured in my shame,


And yet the words still linger through,


I pinched my heart to seal the wound.


All my tears, they came and went,


Still I'm battered down and bent,


Dividing lines that keep me sane,


Digesting pills that tease my veins.





Every time I start to cry,


I feel as though my hearts run dry,


Cut up skin that gently bleeds,


Spilling out vermilion pleas.


Tears of black fall from my face,


I'm sick of being in this place.


Breathing seems a foreign thing,


Sewn together by all these strings.





Pretending that I’m home at last,


Still I’m living in my past,


There’s nothing more that I can say,


Its all my fault I take the blame.





My eyes are floating in my head,


As I lay among my broken bed,


I crawl onto my empty floor,


To lay me down and cry some more.





In the dark I start to stumble,


But there I lay to slowly crumble,


I peel the stars out of the sky,


And hold them closer to my mind.





These 4 walls, enclosed with pain,


I’m clinging to your notes again,


The ones that say how you love me,


But I can’t feel what used to be.





And if you saw me molding here,


I’m sure you'd walk away in tears,


And leave me in my lonely state,


And I'll accept my destined fate.





I take the nothing I cannot change,


With one complete useless name,


Every morsel of my rhymes,


Spent laying here to pass the time.


I feel the silence pull me in,
I choke on all the pain within,
every bone is limp and weak,
my mouth to numb to even speak.


I’m letting go, at last I’m free,
I’ll wait in Summerland’s debree.
Fading near the corners edge,
A dream of gothic thoughts to rest.





And now I lay me down to die,
this will be my last goodbye,


My body is sprawln out to see.


Life alone was killing me

my best friend wrote this...i love you Dustin!