i am a person who lives in a place...but u may never know me for who i really am....

mask of lies

hiding behind this is just not right
hiding my real feelings behind lies
this mask is weaved of lies and deciet
all to hide how i feel and who i truly am
i want ot let my true feelings known
but there is no one to tell
because they all hide behind their own masks
afraid to find what's behind others
i want to take this mask off
i did once before
but there was only pain and misery
as those whos still wore theirs hid behind them
hiding behind their masks was all they knew
they thought nothing could hurt them
but they are wrong
they are not immune to fates grasp
so i went behind my mask again
scarred forever broken
i bound to my mask forever
never to get away
unless someone else challenges fate
the maybe then it will break the curse of insecurity and lies
but i fear there is not hope for us
for all are attached to their masks...

yeah it is something i wrote in the fall...it is interesting is it not... well yeah .....ummm maybe i will add junk later...
um yeah now adding more junk.....yeah i kinda like the kid aj (the guy in the pic up there) he knows i like him but he doesn't like me back...so sad ain't it...ummmm celeberties are overated by the way...
and i miss aj really badly but i get to see him sunday and monday...because he is sleeping over again......oh and my bff brittany is the most awesome artise ever...her dad is an artist too emerson leroy freese.....he is awesome....um yeah thats it for now...