If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me? Post this in your house. You might be surprised at the answers you get


Dearests,

Im Nikki, red haired, green eyed, music obsessed girl with a quick, sarcastic sence of humour. I love Andrew Llyodd Webber and Oscar Wilde. I happen to be obssessed with The Phantom of The Opera and everything to do with it.

: Name: Nikki Murdoch
: Nickname: Princess or Peach
: Country of living: Scotland
: Birthdate: 12th July 1991
: Height: 5'2
: Eye coulor: green
: smoke: not anymore
: Relationship:Just starting a relationship :)
: Piercing(s): took them all out
: Tattoo: I want Angel Wings on my back, something on my arm and *Fate links thee to me forever and a day* on my lower stomach
: Most sexy person(s): Gerard Butler
: Favorite Movie(s): Phantom of The Opera, Heathers, Ginger Snaps, Walk The Line
: Favorite Music: Placebo,HIM,MCR,Linkin Park, Johnny Cash, ALW, Hugh Panaro, Sarah Brightman, Within Temptation, Streetlight Manefesto
: Favorite TV-series: Will and Grace, CSI
: Favorite Writer(s): Anne Rice, Gaston Leroux, Susan Kay
: Favorite color: Black,Red
: Favorite Song ever: "Point of No Return" or "Our Farewell" by Within Temptation, or "After All This time" from the musical Lestat
: Favorite drink: Jack and coke, more Jack than coke tho
: Lucky number:66
: Most romantic moment in your life:Love at first sight
: Most embarassing moment in your life: Comming out of the staff room at my work placement with my skirt tucked into my knickers and not realising for half an hour was pretty damn bad
: Laugh or dream: dream
: Serious or funny: funny
: Light or dark?: dark
: Speak or Silence: silence
: Hug or kiss: kiss
:Happy or Sad: happy
: Gig or Disco: Gig
: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: Did Erik make it to heaven?
: You believe in reincarnation: yep and Karma
: When you die, what will be your last words?: Im off to see the wizard
: Does true love exist: yes, and it lasts forever
: What is the one thing you can't stand: racists/homophobes/liars
: Best feeling: Being in love, and knowing you are loved
: Worst feeling in the world: Losing love or friendship, or anything dear to you really
: Are you an emotional person: yeah
: Do you ever cry during a movie: Durning the "Final Lair" scene in Phantom, when Johnny's brother died in "Walk The Line" and throughout various other films
: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: Box 5

"One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."

***Holy angels in heaven blessed; my spirit longs with thee to rest***

***Fate links thee to me forever and a day***

***Erik sings for me!***

***I'll gather up my past, and make some sense at last***

***And so i leave this world, where the heart must either break, or turn to lead***

***If ever there is a tomorrow when we are not together...there is something you must always remember, you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, smarter than you think, but the most important thing is, even if we are apart i will always be with you***

If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.

I wrote this for another website, but after a great responce i desiced to repost it here, please comment:

"And so he watched her, her in all her beauty and all her innocence. And so he loved her because she was beautiful. He wanted to touch her and tell her things. his love was sweet and pure, a kind of vice grip that held him still as she danced around him and drove him slowly mad. Her laughter sung to him and her eyes teased him to the point of insanity. She never knew how much she effected him because he never had the words to tell her. A quiet lover with a tortured soul, he watched her grow up and watched them grow apart. He wanted to hold her down and never let her go but there comes a time where she has to be freed. A lover cannot save a lover but he can save a memory. And with her memory, the memory of a love that made his life worth living, his heart worth beating and everyday a wonderful dream, one which he never wished to wake from. Her love was his dream, her voice was his comfort, her tears were his sorrow and her love was his world. And yet his heart was her toy and in the last stages she broke it out of love for another. And with his broken heart and treasured memories he lay down. And slipped silently into his dream. The one where he and she were flying over a dark and troubled world, their love had freed them from all the worlds pain and from his heart he carved her wings so she could leave. She took them and went without a backwards glance. He too left with no glances, for it is hard to look with dead mans eyes. Yes the loss of her love had killed him, for without her he was nothing but a hollow and empty man. A man without love is no man at all. Her beauty ceased to be his and her heart was now the drum beating for another. Oh how he hated the other, oh how he wished him gone, and yet little by little he came to accept him, after all he made her happy and that was all he ever wanted, even if it could not be done by him. He died with a smile on his face and a hole in his heart. His ghost stayed with her and loves her still, for true love never dies. And yet she does not remember his love, she has forgotten all because of this other, but he, no he will never forget her"



love always,

Nikki xxx