I'm a person full of contradictions as my boyfriend would say i love to go crazy but i can have a great time just sitting and reading a book. I am very grounded at times but in a matter of minutes i can be as crazy as a loose cannon. I guess you could say i am really messed up if you would like to take it that far. I love music and i really love to draw and to paint but i'm not really that good (i just do it because it's fun and whats the point in living if you don't have fun with life).
The love of my life is Cristopher Adam Stahl (aka stalker or thumper).He is definantly strange but well just look at him what's not to love.His name on here is lostcause. He might be a little stange and crazy all the time but no one would ever be able to be equal to him as long as I live (even if it doesn't last between us). He can be a rather large asshole most of the time and can be a inconsiderate jerk to but i could never love anyone the way i love him.


                         MY POETRY

          Always
My heart is filling,
overflowing.
Your love is beaming,
always showing.
My life's worth living,
no more crying.
I no longer sit and
dream about dying.
Your always caring,
always loving,
always kissing,
always hugging,
always knowing
that my love for you
is always growing.

           Deanna Crowe
            Nov. 1,2005
       Dedicated to Adam Stahl


       Words Of A Drunk

The words of a drunken man
can be quite wise,
because my friends you know
he can tell no lies.

The booze has him honest
like no other man can be.
You see my friends
I know this because
one gave some advice to me.

He said come to me
come a little closer
and let me bend your ear.
If you'll be kind enough
I'll tell you things you ought to hear.

The world today is a
strange, strange place
as far as the I can see
but, do your best my friend
and you'll never end up like me.

            Deanna Crowe
            Feb. 21,2005
         Dedicated to my Daddy