Redtearz....
Crying is overrated it doesn’t lead to anything but darkness...
Crying never helped me get over anything....
Crying didn’t stop the blood....

I cried my fucking eyes away when you left...
I colored my world red with the blood from my wounds...
I cried red tears for you..... did you cry for me?

9 months is a long time to cry, to miss, to long, to crave...to bleed...
9 months I spent missing you, did you miss me?

If you could take it all back would you? or would you do the same again.. leave me bleeding from my eyes crying after your hands in mine...

Anyway thanks for showing me what crying is all about, endless and f***ing lonely sorrow....

Anyway I still cry and hate myself for it.....

I still bleed......I still bleed.......I still bleed for your touch....




Ending
If I stalked you would you mind?
If I crept up from behind?

Took you to my secret lair?
Tied you up with strands of hair?

Lightly stroke your milk white face,
we are life's disgrace,

I will wear this mask and roam these halls,
a stranger clinging to these walls,

I lift your shirt…. and smell your skin,
a furnace burning deep within,

You stare at me,
and scream,
and scream,

I've tied you up with strands of hair,
this is a life of deep despair,

I'll remove all of your clothes,
your burning scent to fill my nose,

Sitting there with outlined eyes,
I will absently ignore you cries,

It's only me i say at last………..
Rejection is an icy blast………..

I only want to say goodbye



I’ve lost myself
I don't know where
I’m bleeding now
I couldn't care
My hand it slipped
It was an accident I swear
I will hide it by the clothes I wear
Nobody shall ever know
That I have my own scars
That I don't wish to show
It’s not my fault
Nor that of a foe
That when the blade it calls
I just can’t say no
Unlike you I have problems
Deep inside of me
The scars were not meant
For you to see
Now that you have
You will try to help
It’s just a little cut
The skin enjoys the tear
This is my burden
That only I want to bare
I don't want you to stare
Or for you to worry
All that I really want
Is for you to pretend not to care



I want to watch you bleed
While I perform this dirty little deed
Take your time
While I do a line
Black velvet studded with diamonds
Stare long enough and they’ll turn blue
It all depends on what drugs you do
Come and learn to fly
And we’ll all go get high then discuss our suicides
I’ll slit my wrists
And you’ll over dose
But its ok cause you’re with me 
I want to hear you scream
But I am just a teen
Try not to choke
When I’m trying to smoke
Black velvet studded with diamonds
Stare long enough and they’ll turn blue
It all depends on what drugs you do


men suck!!!!!!!