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i have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweed red and brown
Till human voices wake us, and we drown.
~ t.s.eliot
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Midnight
Make me breathe
Make me feel the pain of the world I once loved
Carve your name into my arm
Make me bleed.
I hope you did not expect to get all of the attention
This is my life
And for my safety, please stay away!
Silently I drag myself
Out of a crowded room
Full of faces, sounding like you
So before I become the one that
Is battered and so beautifully bruised,
I will say my goodbyes
And leave you to your darkened content
To witch you have grown so accustomed.
And if one day you come to feel the need…
Meet me after midnight
Under the tree where we once sat down
Where we once loved
Where I gave you my soul…
Black
I am the black on your pillow in the morning
the dry blood that came from your eyes,
that came from a silent nightmare.
I am the black spot in your heart
The little hole that can never be filled
The one you feel every time you look in the mirror.
I am black, the colour that surround your thoughts
The shadow that will follow you to the grave
The pain you will suffer, to make you cry
I am the black light that hides your shame
The secret you keep
The lies you tell
The fairytales you believe
I am hate!
The beauty of being male
I am a man
These are the words I chose
Look at me walking proud
Listen to the sound I make
My hands have worked all their lives
And my feet has walked for miles
I am strong and live every day strongly
I do not think of myself as anything else
I surround myself with manly things
I am grateful that I can love;
And sorry that I did not choose how!
I am a man
Yes, of that I am guilty!
But my heart can never be found in the arms of a woman,
I have fallen apart so many times
Just melting in his arms
He guards, and hides me
He keeps me safe for one more night
I am a man that knows all the differences
that seeking change will never change me,
And that I can do the impossible
Therefore, it is beautiful to be a man…
Dreamer
Life treats me the way I need it to
Lost in the silence of a thousand voices
My hand bleed and my eyes start to water
Everything so slightly tormented
And I, so beautifully bruised
My memories are like the phantom pains
In an amputated limb
They are not real and they hurt too much!
We dream on a budget
And I am so sorry that I could not save you
There was a time where I lived only for love
And now there is nothing true to love
And nothing to live for anymore.
I still smell you on me
I still remember the way you taste!
I need to be free from you
I would love to forget your name
And mistake your voice for the wind
My Art!
Cito's Art Gallery
| Age: 24 | Year of birth: 1982 | Month of birth: 9 | Day of birth: 29 |
Gender: male
Fantasy race personality: Elf
Elftownworldmap missing.
Place of living: South Africa
Town: pretoria
Elfwood artist: Yes
Elfwood writer: Yes
Elftown crew wannabe: No
Other interests
| art | cooking | film |
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| party | poetry | smoking |
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| travelling | wine | writing |
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Civil status: single
Sexual preference: same sex
Body shape: normal
Height: 183
