My name is Rae...um..I'm a lesbian, but if you don't agree with homosexuallity, don't be afraid to talk to me. Not everyone is cool with it, and I understand that. If you're a chick and you're afraid I'll hit on you..I won't. I'm not like that..um..I'm not sure of what else to write..I'm easy going..I'm very opinionated, but I won't shove my beliefs down you're thought. I like to discuss or perhaps debate about things...I'm not afraid to admit I'm wrong, which isn't common amongst people my age unfortunately..I sound very conceided...but really..I'm describing myself...um..I tend to remember everything..all the little details...I'm still figuring out what I believe when it comes to religion..I've been excommunicated from the LDS church because of my homosexuality and every other church I have been to won't except me for that very same reason. People often think I'm anti-religion, but really, Religion is anti-me ( I so stole that saying, I don't claim to have created it haha..) I'm very sarcastic, but I know when to be serious. If you ever wanna have a debate or wanna know my opinion of something I'll be gald to give it..hope I get lots of friends...haha I hope I don't sound too much like a loser...um..I also love writing fantasy stories. I'm very passionate about writing. I have three chapters of my novel written..I know it doesn't seem like much, but they are very long chapters. I try drawing fairies..I might load some up, but I know they are crap..I'm not an artist.

WWW.MYSPACE.COM/WEIRDSCARYDYKE

For those of you who have been bickering me for this information:

FAVOURITE BANDS: (no particular order)
Otep
The Distillers
Tegan and Sara
Clifton (local)
Her Candane (local)
As Told By Morgan Freeman (local)

OTHERS:
My Chem
Yeah Yeah Yeah
Thrice
A7X
Rise Against
Arch Enemy
Garbage
Blondie
Imogean Heap
The Horrors
The Ditty Bops
Bananarama
Amy Ray
Sara Bettens
Betty
Nine Inch Nails
The Hives
The White Stripes
The Used
The Queers
Secret Machines
Mustard Plug
Green Day
Flyleaf
Evening Episode
Avril Lavigne
Good Charlotte (just the music..not them)
Metallica (just a few)
Motley Crue
She Wants Revenge
Metric
Schoolyard Heroes
Marilyn Manson
The Strokes


A few hobbies of mine are writing (obviously) and piercings. I would be covered with them if it weren't for my Mormon parents. I have my right helix and transverse, but I hope to have my tragus, anti-tragus, rook, daith, conch, industrial and perhaps a 8 gauge.

Mannerisms
I tend to annoy or tease the girls I have crushes on..I don't know why..I got pills for it today..I hope they work..

Personals
I'm a virgin (DUH)
I'm a VL (virgin lips aka never been kissed)
I masturbate(only when my harmones are raging and my body won't leave me alone)
I brush my teeth three or more times a day
I shower on a daily bases, sometimes even twice a day
I wear deodorant
I put it on at least twice a day
I like being clean and smelling that way
I have a psychologist
I was diagnosed as Manic Depressive two or three years ago
I've tried many times to kill myself
I've been in love and she shattered my heart
I'm anti-label, so don't ask me what kind of scene kid I am. I'm myself, through and through

What you shouldn't do around me
If you are straight edge, don't tell me
If you don't like the fact that I do illegal drugs don't tell me
If you don't like that I'm a lesbian go ahead and tell me, but don't expect me to feel sorry for you.
If you feel that I'm a bitch please tell me I love to here people say that for some reason..oh..i suppose this should go in a different list...perhaps some other time...
If all you want from me are naked pictures and cyber, get a fucking life because all I'll do is have my lesbian friends over to make fun of you while you're jerking off in your webcam and get on the internet and send you pictures of porn stars saying it's me to make you think I like you so me and my dykes can make fun of you...

I'm obsessed with hearts, give me one and I'll love you :D

If I Could Die

If I were to ask you,
Would you tell me the truth?
Or would you just tighten this noose?
If I were to ask you,
Would you say yes?
Or would you tell me what sounds best?
If I were to ask you,
Would you hold me in the rain?
Or would you just let me hang?
If I were to ask you,
would you cry,
If I were to ask you if I could die?