new me

[True Friends]

[There is no such thing
As a true friend
Just fake ass bitches
Pretending to care

I know im a bitch
And i dont care
And maybe i wont give a FUCK
For the rest of the year

I have been betrayed
I have been let down
I am NOT going to deal
I'm NOT going to fuck around

Y'all think you got everything
Y'all think your "all that"
Well NEWSFLASH for you
You can go FUCK a bat

You think your a true friend??
Well you can guess again
Cuz i DOUBT youll be there
Till the end

I have a select few
Of those who are true
I'm deleteing everyone else..
It's overdue]

If you steal this poem I SWEAR to GOD (whichever god you fucking believe in) I WILL remove your spleen

[ R.I.P. AUNTIE LIZ ]

Goodbye Auntie Liz
You will be very missed
You were there
You were around
But now I feel so down
To know you was a treat
I would've been there
But im trying to get on my feet
All the years of expereince
You harbored in you
I missed out,
I was so overdue
I Hope you rest in peace
Of all the things I can do
This poem is the least
All for you.

[DEDICATED TO MY DEAR AUNTIE LIZ WHO PASSED AWAY ON DECEMBER 18TH, 2008]

BE PARANOID!!THE SOCIAL POLICE ARE GOING TO THREATEN YOUR RIGHT TO EXIST!!!!!!

(no stealing)

(Copied ASCII art removed by the guards)


[Angelis Nightfall] is my adopted sister!! dont fuck wit her!! or i shall rip your spleen out through your neck ^^

[Hellfire Destruction] MY COUSIN!!! and im her minion haha


Before i get started this is a song from me to my ex bf

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=mrHsVEchoUI&feature=PlayList&p=503B8D2FE23A64C8&index=36

[me and my cousin]

chrissy:lol EVIL MONKEY THROWING A SNOWBALL

me: WHERE ! !

chrissy: BEHIND YOU CHASE!!!!! RUN!!!

me: FUCK YOU i actually turned around


later on same convo

chrissy: CHASE TURN AROUND KAI'S BEHIND YOU!!!!!!!!

me: FUCK YOU I ACTUALLY TURNED AROUND SO FAST I FELL OUT OF THE DAMN CHAIR

chrissy: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[random conversation about religion]

guy: "God gave me life"

me: "I'm atheist, mom gave me life"

guy: "Well then who created her?? HMMMM??"

me: "My grandma."

guy: "smartass..then who created your ancestors??"

me: "monkeys"

Selene: Damn people are fucking stupid. There's a listing on ebay for a ring haunted by a "vampire count" Selling for 99 dollars, and there's 2 bids already This is why we need a mass IQ related genocide

BluedressAlice: The worst is Juggalo Twiphages.
Selene: O.O
Selene: Such a monstrosity exists!
BluedressAlice: Yes!
Selene: KILL IT KILL IT KILL IT
Selene: *stab stab stab*



Poetry By My Mom

[Family Life]
by: me (NO STEALING!)

In a family falling apart
In a room with a broken heart

I sit alone
Full of fear
Down my cheek
Rolls a tear

Full of anger
Full of hate
A need for someone
To appreciate

I'm abused
I'm ignored
So here i sit
So very bored

I sit alone
And confused
With a feeling
Of being used

No "Hellos"
Or "Goodbyes"
No "thank yous"
Or replies

Just do this
Just do that
Don't even argue
Don't talk back

Can't go here
Can't go there
Because no car
Since last year

I miss my family
I miss my friends
Only letters
Can I send

When they call
He hangs up
It's all my fault
I give up

So here I sit
All alone
In this hell
I call a home

I want riches
I want wealth
But right now
I need health

There are times
That I cry
And I wish
I could die

Bitch, bitch, bitch
Is all I hear
While he drinks
Another beer

Oh my God
I want to die
Someone shoot me
In the eye

Everyone makes
Such a fuss
I wanna jump
In front of a bus

If that dont kill me
Let me be
I will die
Eventually

I know it's dark
And absurd
But I wanna make
Myself heard

If no one hears me
Then oh well
They'll just hear
A funeral bell

If it's painful
I don't care
When i die
Just leave me there

Leave me there
Let me rot
In a field
Or in a plot

When I'm gone
Don't be scared
I'll be with you
I'll be there

"What about Jamie?"
You may ask
I'll come back
And haunt his ass



[I Lost]
by: ME AGAIN!!! (NO STEALING AGAIN!!)

I lost my love
I lost my life
I lost my boy
I lost the fight

In the future
I will lose
Everyone
In ones and twos

No one knows
The pain I've suffered
No one knows
It cannot be buffered

I am hated
I am blamed
Everyone
Will do the same

To loose him
Was like a stab
In the heart
Or in the ab

He don't care
No one does
It's hard to bare
Such a buzz




[ lonesome ]
by: me again ^^

Lonesome day
Lonesome night
Lonesome scare
Lonesome fright

Sometimes i wish
Someone was here
To wipe away
A lonesome tear

But no one is
No one will
Oh great
Another bill

No one here
No one there
Then again
No one anywhere

Lonesome day
Lonesome night
This will be
A lonesome life


[ love ]
BY ME
Love is fun
Love is great
I'll be in heaven
At this rate
Always there
Always hidden
Sometimes its out
Sometimes its forbidden
Whether your gay,
Straight or bi
Do wat you can
Reach for the sky
Today is gone
But tomorrow looks bright
Dont be afraid
Reach for new hieghts

[this was written for me like... awhile back...]
NO STEALING OR I SHALL REMOVE YOUR REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS!!!!...VIOLENTLY!!

This feeling I get
Will It ever pass
Do I ever want it too?
No, I say
I want you forever
To spend eternity with you
is my life long dream
You are my love
The love of my life
The life I would die for
I will cherish you
Without you I wouldn't just die
I would disappear from earth
Cease to exsist
You are my god and savior
My one true love
MY SOUL