"sometimes i walk up my driveway and lie in the spot where your car use
to be parked and think about it's pressure on my chest"
hello you. i'm donnie, but you can make up another name for me and i'll add it to my wonderful collection of slightly insulting and embarrassing nicknames. i'm nineteen years of age. i can speak 10+ languages FLUENTLY. I teach myself in my free time. it's just like me to change my mind at any chance i get. so do yourself a favor; never believe a word i say.
i'm currently single. it would be nice to be in a relationship, but i feel like it would be a waste of my time, considering i have a hard time getting close to anyone these days. i smoke and drink. i am a vegetarian and have been for five years and counting. i'm socially awkward and paranoid in situations that don't call for. in other words, almost always. i'm extremely friendly and probably one of the nicest girls you'll ever run into. but don't think that can be taken advantage of. it's happened in the past, but i won't let it happen again. i tend to avoid fights and drama. i'm not going to and say that i can be your best friend or worst enemy because chances are if i don't like you i won't bother with you.. which makes it hard for me to be your "worst enemy". i like to be by myself a lot more than being with others but that doesn't mean i won't enjoy your company. i like both guys and girls, so i'm bisexual. if you're not okay with that then i laugh at you. i usually care what people think of me, but this is honestly something i wouldn't give two fucks about if you didn't like. i acquire a lot of attention to keep myself happy. it doesn't take much to hurt my feelings, to be completely honest. i've got this sarcastic, perverted sense of humor. i'm such a hornball, sorry. honestly though, if you can't laugh at anything we will not get along. i'm very creative in all aspects of that word and i see the world a lot differently than most do.
i like art; drawing, photography, tattoos, painting, music, writing, blah blah. anything that one can express themselves through. i paint, draw, and do a bit of photography myself. i amaze myself by what i can do from time to time. i gravitate towards the artistic kind, and find it to be an extremely beautiful quality in a person. i get all my inspiration from nature. i'll go out of my way to step on crunchy leaves and in puddles, and i'd take laying in a field listening to the frogs and crickets over going to a party any night. you can usually find me in a secluded forest, or getting lost among towering corn stalks. anything to block out the rush of humanity for just a few hours. one of my life's dreams is to cover my body in tattoos. what better way to display art and stories and emotion than on yourself? i like scented candles and incense, especially vanilla. when it comes down to it, i'm the biggest nerd ever. my nose is almost always in a book. i read a lot of mystery and fantasy books, and anything by holly black. i watch too much anime and play too many video games for my own good. and i can most likely kick your sorry ass in a game of soul caliber any day. the sound of the dishwasher running comforts me. it's just one of those weird things. music is a huge part of my life. i listen to literally everything from classical to experimental to hardcore. but what i really go for is sick breakdowns, trippy ambient, and haunting piano melodies.
if you've gotten this far i'd like to mention a few things: no i won't w4w with you, and no i won't edit pictures for you. thanks. so now that i'm finally done writing something that few of you will read, talk to me! i promise i won't bite.