I was orphaned at 5. My mom was murdered. A step mom raised me and beat me. I fled from her to 2 abusive relations that caused me to be beat for 16 years. I have 8 chidren, 4 boys/4 girls in whom were all seperated and I have not seen some for a time.

I knew I did not fit in as I do not fit in today in/on the earth. I have always been a lone and strange to others. I was good at every thing I did when I was not forced to do it. I learned the hard way not to party or be mean to people for one is truly re payed one day. I learned how to love all in "Unconditional" love no matter who they are, where they be, or what they did. I just love all,,,all the way to the micro and macro, and be yond.

I was not good with the system and did not like being told what to do as I do not tolerate it to day. I have free will and do as I want according to universal laws of light, love, and all being one. I will not be controlled.

I solar gaze. My DNA is reactivating and my memory is being restored in whom I really am and the reason I am on the earth. I am here for you. Each and every one of you and all creation.

I work as hard as I can to help many all over the world for time is short. The shift has be gun and all need to a waken or one will stay in 3D and will not goe to the 4th Density (5th Dimension). This is the REAL reason for 2012, not destruction. That comes a bout 2013-2014 if one can not stop it.

This is not the only Earth and all that you have been taught is a lie to control one, dumb one down, so one will not find who one really is,,and ascend to where one came from.

I am a soul that has been for millenias, and I have been here many times to help all. This is the reason you get Deja Vu because you TOO have been here be fore and done it all be fore. There are those though, that came in on the 40's, 50's, 60's that needed to be here from other planets and solar systems to help all on this planet to raise their vibrations to leave here and goe home by 2012. Deja Vu is a warning mechanism in your DNA warning you to stop what you are doing and take a nother path or you will re peat all til you die,,and come back and DO IT A GAIN.

Those that do not get Deja Vu are new to the planet and are having their first experience in what it is like to be Human.

All that happens to one, is what one has ordered (wanted) before they came to the planet. Then when one comes, their memory of who they are is erased. No one is a victim. It is what a soul wanted to experience upon coming. Sounds harsh, but it is a fact, and since one does not remember yet, then one has to be lieve, do the re search, and wait it out, and see that this is all correct.