My son and I

Madesen


Im 20


I have a son. His name is Aaron Louis Johnson. He was born on April 10th, 2009 (Good Friday). He's a cutie and I love him to death. Hes 2 years old old. I cant believe how the time has flown by. Hes talking, walking, and...everywhere. He loves Winnie the Pooh and his momma. :)

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I keep my friends closer than my family. I love them to death. The only people more important than my friends are my cousin Caitlin, my sisters, and my son.



I love to spend time with my son and my friends. I love video games, internet, music, glitter, bright colors, animal print, sexy things, candles, perfume, makeup, hair stuff, clothes, sexy shoes, Johnny Depp, wrestlers, and a bunch of other junk.



My Texas skanks are Chris Chase, Derek Grimes, Linsey Morris, Tony Hall, Jeremy Oder, Brett Jones, Kasie Russell, Kory Young and Casey Parker. I love these mother fuckers. Andrew Adams, Andy White, Christal Henshaw, James Bache, Nestor Ibarra, Jon Ibarra, and Kenny Steele are my Virginia bitches. I love them so much.



Going to concerts is the best thing in the world to me. Everything about them is fucking amazing. If I had the money I would be at concerts all the time. Mayhem festival and fucking Ozzfest is my shiiiit.



I love music. I cant go a day without listening to it. Its a huge part of my life. Always has been. Music is one of the best things in life to me.



Pretty much 99% of my friends are guys. I like guys more. Theyre easier to get along with, they are more chill than chicks, and theyre just more fun. Girls are backstabbing drama starting bitches and I dont want anything to do with that. Thats why I usually stay away from them. Im popular with the boys, but Im not a whore. -_-



Im outgoing. Im crazy. Im fun. Im smart. Im pretty. Im tough. Im emotional. Im a lover. Im a fighter. Im easy to get along with. Im hard to deal with sometimes. I love boys. I hate girls. Im a bit sex crazed, but Im not a whore. I have no respect for authority. Im outspoken. Im random. Im sarcastic. I have a fucked up sense of humor. I laugh too much. I cry too much. I love the outdoors. I hate animals. I love kids. I love being a mom. Im a good person, but sometimes I make bad choices. I have a big heart and a strong mind.



Im pretty much a big clusterfuck of different personalities. Im everything rolled into one tiny lil package.



I have panic attacks. I dont like being alone because of them. I cant be alone because of them. Have to have someone with me most of the time. I have to have someone there when one pops up or it gets worse.



Ive got more balls then most guys do. Not literally though. Haha. But yeah Im not chicken shit, I dont put up with shit, and if I dont like something or someone...Ill let you know. Im not afraid to say whats on my mind. I dont care how mad or sad you get. Im not afraid of people and Im not afraid to upset or hurt their feelings.

 

Im not rich. Far from it. I dont have much. I dont ask for much. All I want is for me to be happy and live my life the way I want and I want my son to be happy and to live his life the way he wants when hes older.



Im your basic piece of shit kid. I got knocked up at 16. Baby daddy split and isnt too involved in my babies life. I didnt finish school. I have my GED. Trying to find a job to pay for me and my child. Ive been hurt so much that when things that are supposed to hurt me happen...it doesnt even phase me. Ive gotten to the point where I dont care anymore. Life is a hell of a lot easier when you decide to just not care what anyone thinks or says about you. Things are slowly getting better in my life. Making small steps. Ive felt a lot happier lately. Hopefully it stays that way...and the depression never comes back.



My name is Madesen. Love me or hate me.

This is me. I change for no one. You dont like something about me? Get over it cause I dont care.