Please don't tell me i'm the only one who is vunerable.(secondhand Sernade)
I'm a different kind of beautful. I dabble in all trades. I love sports AND poetry AND art AND i'm smart. I'm erratic and crazy and... yeah everything. I'm alot to handle.

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http://www.myspace.com/campbells_girl
http://www.collegiateacademy.com/
This is my school.

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cut wolf. mariah's story
mariah's poemsmy poems

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[96% OF TEENS WON'T STAND UP FOR GOD...
REPOST THiS iF YOU'RE ONE OF THE 4% WHO WiLL]
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[Most simply put, punk is a state of mind. Forget the wirst bands, trendy vintage tees, all star converses and trucker hats, and "moshing" at concerts. Punk is individualism and freedom from caring about what other people think. What we're seeing is punk's cousin... pop punk. If it's mainstream, if it's predictable, if it's trendy, it's not true punk. Punk is not dead, it's just really rare these days.]repost if u agree.

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Hello! Stickers

Music is not a social group nor is how much make up you were or your clothes or anything else.
I believe you are who you are and That's what you choose to be.
There are no Fake people or posers or anything like that.
Those people are trying to be something their not. And I can relate. As can everyone else.

>>>>>To quote Atreyu, "you're either the person you are or the person your trying, trying to be"
There is no in between, just be yourself.<<<<<<<

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The one thing I want more than anything is to be immortal.
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I'm am the secret you'd never tell,
I am the heaven you'd place in hell,
The ring you'd never wear,
The friend you'd never share
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Evey time you see me you'll know
That everything I show
It's completely true.
It will pain you.
To know that I am here
You want to hold me dear
But I will not allow
You to bow
Down to my life
Hold me on a knife
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I'll never tell
I am in my own hell
My secrets are mine
Given the sign
Bond together you will find
My everything, my mind

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¿[{my bands}]¿
Rise Agianst
Secondhand sernade
Dashboard Confessional
Coatic Alliance
Bleeding through
Backstreet boys
four under par
Cartel
Atreyu
Phantasm
Super No. 7
All American Rejects
As I Lay Dying
green day,
Lamb of God
Stiffler
Missing Since November
yellowcard
Drowning Pool
Distured
Brad Praisley
3 days Grace
stone sour
Story of the year
Blink 182
My chemical romance
slipknot
hatebreed
akon
Toby Keith
Godsmack
Avril Lavigne
Josh Groban
Oasis
Hootie and the blowfish
The Ramones
the Misfits
Dallas Greene
A Perfect Circle
3 Doors Down
The Googoo Dolls
new found glory
story of the year
snow patrol
Good Charolotte
Staind
waiting for never
Fall Out Boy
Brand New
Gym Class Heros
Taking back sunday
Disturbed
shine down
Linkin park
Blood hound Gang
HIM
Hellogoodbye
Hawthorne Heights
Stray Light Run
Coheed and Cambria
Aiden
Dropkick Murphies
Hello goodbye
Unearth


Given name: Mariah
Call me: Riah
Age: 18
Age you act: 18
Gender: Female
Gender you act: one of the guys
Race: white, caucasion
Eyes: brown,green,blue
Hair: brown
Length: to shoulder
Height: 5’ 7"
Skin tone: tan from summer no fake bake
Body type: atheletic
Profession:i want to manage a restuarant or hotel or a psychologist or a teacher
School: Penn State Erie the Behrend college
Smoke?: no
Drink?: Hell ya
Peircings?: 10 in the ear
Tattoos?: 1

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[Brothers fight and don't agree]
losing sight of relationsships that could be
[The younger looks up and sees his dreams]
wishing one day he could be as his brother is seen
[the older looks down and sees a dud]
knowing one day they'll be best buds
[so now as they don't see eye to eye
the future will come and they'll see the times that past them by]

Think about this next time you fight with someone. You may never see them again.

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Starting
All my habits have returned
Throwing away what I’ve learned
Here again with intimate desire
Here again to start the fire
Back here to fill each page
Just here to vent my rage
Speak of a long lost love
Or another’s hateful shove
Writing just to take note
Who in life holds the remote
Talk of what has ended
Shine on those I have befriended
Smote those who speak ill of me
Hide my rage so secretly
Describe the world as it stands
Turned by o so many hands
Take back all my sorry said to hate
Vengefully plotting another’s fate
Tell of how I am bored
Wanting to unsheathe a sword
Another addition to my secret place
Another component in the race
Now the beast has awoke
Tempted by the evil spoke
This is where I revoke

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The Dart
I gave you this body and this heart
You gave me one swift dart
Here I wrote these words
That soar just like birds
My heart you have ripped
And my blood has dripped
For each tear that falls
A voice silently calls
Each deception
Enhanced my perception
Did you even care
That I was standing there
I lost the one I love
The only one who never shoved
The one who brought a smile to my face
Who had the touch of ivory lace
Some one I could hold on to
No matter what I was going through
Once you weren’t around
Gone was all the sound

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♥No Forced Intrusion♥
Everything in my life is changing
It’s all rearranging
What I once knew and loved
Has given me a violent shove
My family
Has deserted me
Nothing left for me to confide in
No battles for me to win
Feeling so alone
Exposed blood and bone
I wonder if anyone cared
For I stopped them when they dared
Because no one forced intrusion
I’ve come to the conclusion
That everything I fear
Is drawing so near
Everyone will let me drown
Because no one is around
I stare at the cross
Wondering my cost
As a wolf howls at the night
I’ve realized there’s no light
No eyes to grab my hand
I sink into the sand

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Like the Tide
Look what you have done
Look at what you have won
I’m not sure what to say
Hope you never come my way
When you stabbed me in the back
Did you feel the lowly attack
Could you feel my pain
Coming like needles of rain
Did you even care
That I would have to bare
How could you manipulate and toy
With all my emotions of joy
Take everything I had away
There wasn’t a word I could say
So quickly my insides depart
Leaving me a lifeless art
Now we leave each other’s side
We leave just like the tide
Our bond now broken
Due to words unspoken
No longer under your finger
No longer I have to linger
I hate the way we were
Love, do you concur?

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Decaying Silent Scream
Holding dark sadness in my soul
Make an incision you’ll find a black hole
This is where it was ripped out
After a dangerous loving bout
Over a heart that shared
Given up after the pain I bared
Over some one who didn’t give a damn
Didn’t know I was a precious lamb
So I was left here to die
Decaying as I cry
So I am not as I thought I was
I feel degraded simply because
Someone was better then me for a time
Some one more fit to write this rhyme
So you turned away when I needed you
You don’t understand the pain I go through
Now I only cry out
Silent screams I shout
Clear tears roll down my cheek
For each word I heard you speak

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Dying Flowers
A new smile on a new face
Lively flowers in a vase
How long before they fade and die
Before the petals fall to lie
Velvet, soft, and o so gentle
An icon so sentimental
So the flowers a symbol of celebration
Each sight a memorial sensation
So in a bunch none is an only
But separate each flower is lonely
So the petals soft as skin
Remind me of a loving sin
So these flowers so pretty and bright
Will die silent in the dead of night
None will notice until they’re thrown away
Though they were born in early May
So when you receive these just think
They will die depressingly before you blink

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Yellow card
You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into
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I'm gonna overcome this, paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should have known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in
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I was never good at goodbye...
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Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
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When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see
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And I was never good at goodbye...
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Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes
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Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
(Right beside me)
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Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes
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I know you wanted me to give up my life to be
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
Everything I am when you're the only thing that I can see
(Can I swallow this bottle whole?)
I'm sorry but you're not the, not the only one for me
(So this brain in my head can forget your face)
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You left me here beside myself
Left me with all the reasons why I was wrong for you
[i am now]Missing: </center>