Im a girl who's smart


        MY MOST FAVORITE
 MY most favorite is to stay up all night
 looking at the moonlight.
 Oh how it glous in the night sky.
 With the shotting stars in the sky.
 Once i be hoping someday or somehow
 there will be a wonderful that would come
 to me and smile at me too.
 wouldn't never know who,where,when,or how
 but i would know there is some body that
is just waiting for me or will be coming  to get me and take me with him.
Maybe he can be a handsome looking, Maybe chermen guy, or Maybe he is just a loving, kind, and all the thing that any gurl or a woman can or may think of.
Well my most favorite is to just stay up
all night looking at the moonlight and just
say to the moonlight how far or how will
this year or this time would last between
the person that im going to be with the rest
of my life time paid that or can be lasted?
But the way it can go it seem like it would
last little bit more or it can last forever
in life. I smile at my friend the big moonlight and it smiled right back at me.


 









tree of
treasure of glory
will i find
my true s story
will i be stuck all alone
listening to not ng but the dial tone?
where will i find you
will you be true
how will i know its you
hope u wont make me blue
so if you out there
make your self clear
so ill be aware
that ur here
so i can make my move
so we can groove
i hope to find u soon
so our relations p will bloom
hope i wont get stu



He saw her over the gulf of eternity
Sitting under the great oak.
Her body swathed in pure white chiffon
and lace,
White and pure and soft.
Her legs up
Her body cradled over
the box... the box of gold..
her gift.


She sat there crying,
Her sobs touching every fibre of her soul.
For inside the box, was her gift,
of love, her soul, her desire, her need.
The precious seeds of her womanhood.


With love
those seeds would grow,
venture out of the box into the sunlight,
and through their growth
fill her life with color
the beautiful perfume of flowers,
the wonder of birds and butterflies
attracted by it's beauty.


But her box was grey,
Covered with years of neglect,
the seeds resting on bone-dry soil.
Her heart in hibernation.
Her tears tracing lines down her cheek.


He watched her.
He understood.
She fell asleep.


She woke to see him there
The box cradled lovingly in his lap
Toolbox by his side.
He was a million miles away
across the great gulf
yet seemed to be right next to her.
And she watched,
as his loving hands treasured it
wiped away the years
brought back the wonder of the gold,
made all the years of neglect disappear.
Time stood still as she watched.
The gold was battered,
dented and scraped,
marks of the pain in her life.
Each mark disappeared under his loving attention,
each dent pulled out
each scrape buffed clean.
Time, he seemed to have endless time,
as he focused his love on each flaw,
one by one,
tears in his eyes as he understood the pain each one signified,
then erasing it with his loving hands.
The gentle light from his eyes,
and the water from his tears,
nourished her seeds,
bringing life and beauty where there once was desolation.


And then he was there,
next to her.
She lost herself in his eyes
as he tenderly placed the treasure
in her hands.
"Take it forever!" she started to cry,
but a gentle touch to her lips stifled the cry in her throat.
"My love," he said,
God has placed us on opposite sides of a great gulf.
Only He can make that gulf disappear, and he will,
in His own time.
Until then, we have His work to do,
each on our own side.
When that work is done, He will look on us with favor,
for it is He who sent me to you."
He took her hands in his
touched his lips to hers, and said,
"But this promise I make: when you need me, summon me.
I will come to your side.
And every night I shall return,
to wipe away every scratch,
fix every flaw,
that life has put on your gift of your womanhood.
I will lie with you and ease your pain.
And when the gulf is gone,
when eternity is ours,
I will place your gift in a place of honor,
So the world will see, and know
That I treasure you
your womanhood
your love
your life.
They will all know that you have finally received
the love you deserve."


And he was gone.
She cried.


Then a soft voice was heard from all around her
and inside her...
"My, child. When you thought it was a man you needed
I let you choose a man.
But he took your gift, and put it on a shelf
To wither
To die.
When you thought it was a lover you needed
You chose a lover
Who simply used your gift as a stepping stool
to reach over the walls in his life which he despised.
No, it is not a man you need,
for a man cannot understand your heart.
And it is not a lover you need. A lover is like a firefly,
lighting your life for a moment,
then leaving you to deal with the darkness
Until it flashes again.
So I have taken it into my own hands
and shown you what you truly need.
He is not just a man, though a man he is.
He is not just a lover, though a lover he is.
He is the man I have given you forever..
He is your soulmate



 I come to you with nothing
Except the love in my heart.
My heart my not be whole
But I give it to you anyways.
Maybe one day you will find a way
A way to sew the pieces back together.
If you succeed you will earn a prize
The prize is a key
This key opens only one thing
Not a door
Not a trunk
It opens my heart
It is not much but it is all I have left to give


tree of love
treasure of glory
will i find
my true love's story
will i be stuck all alone
listening to nothing but the dial tone?
where will i find you
will you be true
how will i know its you
hope u wont make me blue
so if you out there
make your self clear
so ill be aware
that ur here
so i can make my move
so we can groove
i hope to find u soon
so our relationship will bloom
hope i wont get stuck with none of the above
but stuck wit you my love.



Without you here, I've got no one to comfort my soul
Without you here, I've got no one to love me
I'll hold with my heart
I'll stand on my knees
My dreams tell me that you'll be with me forever
I just miss you being by my side
How come I see you with me when you're not?
How come I still feel you there when you're not?
I would lie under the stars
To think of ways to make you happy
But nothing I ever do will
Finding myself having tug-o-war's
I just don't want to let you go right now
Finding memories lying around
Not knowing what to do with them
My heart cherishes them
While my mind carries the burden that it leaves
Before we would go through thick and thin
We would always end up together
'Till we broke down
We said things we didn't mean
And you did a crazy stunt
By walking away
Searching for paradise
You found it the following week
Struggling through time
Didn't know what to do
Didn't want to accept it
I gave in
My heart cried
My wounds screamed in pain
Life continues and the world becomes a little bit colder
And though I know I would do anything
To have you in my arms again
There is one undeniable fact
That holds me back
The fact that I love you


[crazy Dave] THIS IS HER BOYFRIEND AND HE IS GREAT FRIEND AND NICE GUY TO TALK TO. DON'T MESS WITH MY FRIENDS. I LOVE THEM BOTH.

THIS DONE BY D.E.S
Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.

Kissing: Artice#1


1. Kiss on the hand...i adore you
2. kiss on the cheek...i just wanna be friends
3. kiss on the neck...i want you
4. kiss on the lips...i love you
5. kiss on the ears... just playing
6. kiss anywhere else...dont get carried away
7 .look in my eyes...kiss me
8. playing with your hair... i cant live
without you
9. hand on your waist...i love you to much
to let you go





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