["Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."]
~Dr. Seuss~
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This is my Song.. How True it iz....

Blue October:

~*Hate Me*~

I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “how can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you.......


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(*I'm every thing your dreams heven and hell so why is it so hard to exsist in my own hell my hart is like fire sputtering in rain when really it's my own tears falling from pain.*)
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~Rakasha~ ~*My Hott sexxy unique Vampire*~ lol I Wish..


to my sweet sexy friend "Josh" also known as ~Rakasha~ To you who diserves everything love an an life can offer I Wove ya babe love Mell!

My world seems it may be close to an end
But it always seems better with you, my friend
Being with you makes me never want to give up
For you alone can fill my empty cup
Whenever I was scared and gave into my fears
You were there to wipe away all of my tears
Without you I would not be the same
You are the fire of my eternal flame
Whenever I want to give up on life
I remember you are why I stand the pain and strife
You seem to be the only one that cares
You understand what these feelings are like to bear
For you there is only on thing I can do
Drop this blood stained razor all for you...

LIFE:...
Just shoot me and let me die let me waist my life that’s a lie you see me here .Not wanting to understand can u get this concept of what I'm about to do or who I am. I don't wanna live any more not that I already am... my life is pointless nothing true. All my dreams are broken and I’m stuck here wanting you.... my sky’s have darkened to which I cannot bare the storms have worsened to where I can not stare at my leisure to replenish me whole my days have darkened.. And so has my sole... I wish there was some one I could trust, to take my hand to hold and lead me away to my place. Beyond my eternal darkness I wanna lay… back and watch the storm roll over my eyes knowing to day I don’t need to Lie.. But not the one that digs my grave and covers me alive wile my harts desires stay broken and my tears fall to the side deep inside... You could stand here and watch, take in my sight but see what’s what and really right you see un image only you want to see. Maybe that’s just my perception of me  I walk as if I can no one holding me up to stand but if u could really see, you would see I'm not walking at all I’m drowning in my tears and silent fears screaming as I fall. I could hit the ground u would never know only that my eyes have glazed staring back at you all ....I can smile and turn laughing cuz you will never learn .. I walk with a stride of Percission take me to the courtroom awaiting my sentience believe me I’m running out of patience…. 


*A Vampriss'z Rippled Mirror*

Can harts remaine the same as tears run down in vain the whispers of laughter echo inside my head Evey day I live I wish I was dead.My skin So pale and cold my eyes so bright and bold if you were to see inside my dreams maby ude cry but know one ever knows cuz my dreams are never told only to my victums when their blood runs cold  they're kept inside loked away for feer of liveing each day i pass by I can look at my self in a mirror and see your reflection standing by my side look at all the places iI could hide look at all thoughs scars they never tell a lie emagin all the memories I hold inside of centeries that passed me by . A vacent lot full of despise And yet your skin so creemy and rich i can just taste the sweetniss running in side So every morning I evening I wake up too. Only wishing I could Die . Because of thoughs solumn tears I hold inside that runs down red . My Depthing dreams are locked inside for fear of light hitting my sky i'll lay down here tomarrow to cry.

An immige only we understand...By Melody....
A victum of her own..Hand..

5 Minutes In A Cutter's Eyes
written by......

Take the blade,
put it to your skin,
feel the knife,
dig so deeply in.

watch it bleed,
drip down your arm,
this stinging pain,
is my alarm.

cry a tear,
if you need,
but if you don't
then bleed, just bleed.

slide it across,
your skin so smooth,
but only if you want,
you can loose.

so take the blade,
you know what to do,
feel the pain,
but only if you want to.

these bleeding cuts,
are my silent cries,
now you know what is,
5 minutes in a cutter's eyes.

I love Reading writing, cemeteries,dreams woods ,storms night time. history i play the guitar,drums,keebord,and vocals i love to draw i alway's am writeing also. eather poems or stories i'm into any thing and everything .

Sticks and stone may break my bones but whips and chains excite me, so tie me up chain me down and show how much you like me.

Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

I'm always up for any thing and every thing also i enjoy walks and yea i like just bout any type of music .I'm naturaly a gothic person but really i'm every thing at once i can not be just one thing i'm every thing that's just me i'm up for any thing and every thing.umm any thing else yall wanna know just ask me .sincerly *a dieing rose* EmeraldEyes_666@gothicmatch.com

I'm worth exactly: $1,585,518.00.@humensforsale.com hehee how retarded lol
Description:

I need : Love,Music
I find : Darkness,emptyness, judgement.
I want : Someone to care,and want me back for who I am ...
I have : Nothing,pain,confusion and years of frustration... people who love dearly yet nothing in return.
I wish : I could stop my self from loveing again.
I hate : Liers,judgemental people,snobs,.
I fear : Nothing...Fear it self...
I am : Empty,cold,in pain...In Love...
I love : to many and there's no point it just get's thrown back or ignored al the same...
I feel : Nothing...Pain. emptynes and yet more than i wish ..tears.
I smell : Fear,hate,Dreams,tears,Blood,confussion..
I hear : Screams,pain, confussion....
I know : Enough to get by and things i wish i never knew.
I crave : Love, relaxation,time,meaning.understanding.
I should : not care and love but i do.
I search : For a reason, some thing, i serch because i need toand because i want too...
I wonder : about the past,and what one is thinkin.
I regret : Pushing the people i care about the most away.

some fave groops:
H.I.M
M.S.I
A.F.I
From Autumn To Ashes
My Chemical Romance
The Used
Rob Zombie
Marilyn Manson
A Perfect Circle
Godsmack
The Cure
Nirvana
Rammstein
Korn
Smile Empty Soul
Evanescence
SlipKnot
The F-ups
Cradle of Filth
Our Lady Peace
Green Day
Rehab
Queens of the Stone Age
Senses Fail
Funeral For A Friend
A Static Lullaby
Shadows Fall
Unwritten Law
Sum 41
Sugar Cult
The Postal Service
Mudvayne
System of a Down
The Chemistry
Story of the Year
Lost City Angels
All American Rejects
H-Blockx

Leryics:

Saliva - "Always"

Saliva-"Rest In Pieces"

LIMP BIZKIT-"Behind Blue Eyes"

Linkin Park-"My December"

Akon-"Locked Up"

Akon-"Locked Up (Remix)"

Savege Garden-"Crash N Burn"

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you?

16.If you could go back intime to when you met me whould you walk past and never say hi?

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