her first easter.

  Come sit *waves my arm as the fire burst into flames and the cat on the chair wakes up * stay awhile...my home is yours along as your friendly and respect me as a person *my fangs flash lightly* or you can get out now and dont bother with leaving a comment...*smiling gently* but i do not mind if you wish to just spare a few moments and sit to talk i love to chat when i can as long as im not busy or rushing to do something...

 I have black hair that runs down my back and over my rear, blue and green eyes that change with all my moods and no thats not lieing if you wish ask many of my friends. i'm 5'2 1/2". I am a loner and always have been * soft forest sounds in the background* but in a small group of close friends then I am a happy person...I am a fighter so I have had my own battles to deal with and still am...but i would rather work things out but if it gets to be annoying i will just turn and walk away and not bother again to me there is no point since i stress enough as it is...

 Anyways...I love animals and I am more of a night person, *waves my hand around towards the walls and lights noting all the candles glowin in the room* Now I will tell you now, that I am wiccan and been studying it for almost 10 years now...If you wish to fight about who or what i worship then i suggest the door to you for i will not change no matter what...

I AM A MOTHER and im so happy that i finally have my family!!!! my daughter is now 15 months and is smarter then most 2 year olds.

If you have anymore questions you are free to ask, I am also a safe-keeper...so if you need anyone to listen to your thoughts or issues I am more then willing to sit and listening and if you wish advice i do come by willing as well...i will give you advice but i will never listen to what i preach....



[*Name-] Nitikasa Nightshade
[*Age-] 149
[*Being-] vampire
[*Description-] long black hair that is sometimes in a braid. Eyes that turn from light purple when killing to violet eyes. Really kind unless pissed. I’m the wisest in my clan and one of the last. Born in the 18th century. Helps lost kids, and lonely men and women to found a place.
[*Clothing-] Always wears a long black skirt that split’s to the hips and a black top with the stomach shows. has high heels not to tall and not to short. Always wears a blue diamond ring
[*Power-] moves things just thinking about them. And can fly among other things
[*Master or Mistress name-] had a mitress was killed and will be avenged
[*Weapons-] bow and arrow, a sword (not offend) whips with spikes
[*Coven Name-] ~*...*~*Tainted Morality*~*...*~
[*Feedlings-] none yet

write me back with anwsers
[Y=Yes N=No M=Maybe]

[ ] kiss me?
[ ] take me out to dinner?
[ ] let me drive you somewhere?
[ ] take a shower with me?
[ ] take me home for the night?
[ ] let me sleep in your bed?
[ ] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[ ] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[ ] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[ ] let me make you breakfast?
[ ] help me with homework?
[ ] tickle me?
[ ] let me tickle you?
[ ] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[ ] instant message me?
[ ] greet me in public?
[ ] hang out with me?
[ ] bring me around your friends?
[ ] make out with me?
[ ] in public?
[ ] fuck me or get fucked by me?
[ ] in public?

DO Y0U...
[ ] think im cute?
[ ] think im hott?
[ ] want to kiss me?
[ ] want to cuddle with me?
[ ] want to hook up with me?
[ ] want to live happily ever after with me?

AM i...
[ ] smart?
[ ] cute?
[ ] funny?
[ ] cool?
[ ] loveable?
[ ] adorable?
[ ] compassionate?
[ ] great to be with?
[ ] attractive?
[ ] mean?


HAVE Y0U EVER...
[ ] thought about hooking up with me?
[ ] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[ ] wished I were there?
[ ] had a crush on me?
[ ] wanted my number?
[ ] had a dream about me?
[ ] been distracted by me?
[ ] had a dirty fantasy about me?

ARE Y0U...
[ ] happy you know me?
[ ] mad at me?
[ ] thinking about me?

_______


ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.
In turn, you post this message in your own journal, wiki, or profile and you
have to answer the questions that are asked of you.




LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Ashley
-- Nickname: night angel, kitty, ashwee, angel baby, hun, sweetie
-- Birth date: 5-4-90
-- Birthplace: North carolina
--Current location: danville vt
-- Eye color: blue (green, gray)
-- Hair color: black, dark brown
-- Height: 5' 2"
-- Righty or lefty: right
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: gremen, english,scottish,danish,irsish,indian,french
-- Your weakness: emotions
-- Your fears: losing my love and/or dark evil spirts
-- Your perfect pizza: meat lovers
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: not to worry as much as possible and.. to have my own place.
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: lol
-- Your thoughts first waking up: i cant wait to see my daughter smile.
-- Your best physical feature: eyes and hair
-- Your bedtime: anytime i feel tried
-- Your most missed memory: my childhood memories...wishing that things never changed
LAYER FOUR
-- Soda: dr pepper
-- Fast food joint: chinese
-- Single or group dates: group dates 
-- Adidas or Nike: doesnt matter
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: either
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: don’t smoke
-- Cuss: yes
-- Sing: love to and have a great voice too :)
-- Take a shower every day: twice a day
-- Have a crush(es): yes i love him
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Like high school: not at all
-- Want to get married: next year lol
-- Believe in yourself: nope maybe 
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: nope
-- Like thunderstorms: love them and dance in them
-- Play an instrument: use to
LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: drink more now
-- Smoked: nope
-- Done a drug: never
-- Had sex: yep
-- Made out: yes......lots......
-- Gone on a date: always
-- Gone to the mall: yes
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yep
-- Eaten sushi: nope all good
-- Been on stage: yep...hated it but did
-- Gone skating: ice skating and blading
-- Made homemade cookies: yes
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: lots but stopped
LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yep
-- Been caught doing something: yes...
-- Been called a tease: oh yea
-- Gotten beaten up: nope well i think twice but i got back at them
-- Shoplifted: some in the past
-- Changed who you were to fit in:....NEVER
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: 21 or 26
-- Numbers and names of children: 2 daughters....adora and luna
-- Describe your dream wedding: a small black and green wedding ...halloween
-- How do you want to die: loved, clear conscience, in my sleep
-- Where do you want to go to college: anywheres good
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: dont know
-- What country would you most like to visit: rome
LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: hazel, blue, green
-- Best hair color: dark brown or black
-- Short or long hair: long
-- Height: taller then me
-- Best weight:just good looking/ fit
-- Best articles of clothing: dont matter
-- Best first date location: park/ same wheres good
-- Best first kiss location: night time good mood
LAYER TEN
--Number of drugs taken illegally: none
--Number of people you can trust: my best friend and my fiance
--Number of CDs that I own: dont know
--Number of piercing: 2-want more
--Number of tattoos: one now...getting more soon
--Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 4 maybe 5
--Number of scars on my body: lots i like to fight plus i get kinky
--Number of things in my past that I regret: to many times not enough time



I've been writing poems and i have 4 books started so i am going to write a couple of poems here

WONT CHANGE

sometimes i feel alone
and sometimes i feel loved
some days im a laugh
and some days im the joke

I wish i wasnt a nobody
somebody thats at least heard
but sorry its not going to happen
xoz i wont change ..
for no one

MY LOVE FOR YOU

you look at me through a veil of fog
and you pretend everythings fine...
but ive know you far far too long
to ever conquered beleiving that line

i desired only your good fortune
and you desire only my demise
why was it so wrong to love you?
why do you igrore me at this time?

if ever you needed me, id come
and never question why you called
for im your secret, your lover, and protecter
the forsaken angel that swore to break your fall...

SO CRY

if it all were to end, right here right now
would you ever think of the love gone by?
to watch and wait by youder star
and to ever have wondered
why we are who we are
if it all were to end, right here right now
would you cry for me and wonder how a love so right could end so wrong...
cause its ending right here and right now so cry!!!!

STRANGE DREAMS

lay back and start to dream about what life could be
living in a plasicine colored dream floating downstream unconsious
you fell the trill not knowing where you'll land
wake up from a bad dream as the ground just broke away intoxicated
strage days of fear and power hang over us and you dont even know it
all at once the door you came through slams closed
and you find out you cant turn back...

DREAMER

imagine me, hating you
me getting angry
at the thought of you
and how you lied to me
and made me believe
that my life was a reality
when it was all just a dream...

FROZEN BLOOD

now its dark
now theyre all gone
sitting alone in darkness
the lights turn off
the window's open
and the cold is coming
im letting it in
into my body
into my soul
letting it in
under my skin

A FRIENDS CURSE

now its over, my curse is almost is through
cause i tried so hard to get to you
you wouldnt listen you tried to fight
thats why you have those dreams at night
you wouldnt take me in, be my friend
thats how you know this is your end
so now your dealt with you better flee
cause you know what?....
the curse is me!!!!