*Boo*

okay all about me...I live in a small ass town in the middle of no where....okay so its not htat bad but still. I live in new zealand. I am 16 yrs old and have done many things in my life. I love meeting new ppl...and if ya wanna chat then leave a message...but be warned recent events have caused this small town girl to be untrusting so if it appears i don't care thats why. I used to commonly be refered to as "imitation angel" not so much ne mre...otha nick names include, katie, dorey, blondie, and kate. I occasionally write poems and yes all the poems are on here are my own...if ya wanna know anything else then ask...

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Loves to all my friends on here Regina, [Regina72534] and Jen, [orestes_2005] and, Sarah [*stargirl*]....but yea here some of my poems n sum otha crap hope u like it

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[1.Did you message me just because of how i look?]
[2.If i had something stuck in my teeth would you tell me?]
[3.Do you have a crush on me?]
[4.If you're gonna be my friend i'd wish you to be with my siblings too. Could you deal with that?]
[5.What do you think of my family?]
[6.Do you cyber?]
[7.Do you smoke?]
[8.Could you keep a secret?]
[9.What's your fav color?]
[10. Would You ever date me?]
[11. would you ever fuck me?]
[12. Do you think im hott?]
[13.Are you going to put this up your house to see what im gonna say about you? and if so, do you want me to answer it?]

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Missing You!
By Katie Snary

I miss you now your gone,
It hurts to see you leave,
I can't stand that fact,
that you chose her over me.

You were everything to me,
All I ever thought of,
Now you are a distant dream,
Of what it could have been.

You listened when I cried,
You tried to make things better,
You were my world,
And that was all I needed.

Then finally like all good things,
My world came crashing down...
It was time for me to realize,
That all good things will end.

You left me by myself,
With no one to turn to.
You left saying one small phrase,
GOODBYE MY DARLING ANGEL.

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Here is another one inspired by my bestfriend Kathy

What is a friend?¿

A friend is someone who...
...Is there for you no matter what.
...Makes you smile.
...Helps you downsize your overwhelming problems.
...Shares the weight.
...Is trustworthy.
...Can tell if your upset even if you and hiding it behinde a happy face.
...Will listen when you need to talk.
... Will let you cry on her shoulder.
...Cares about you even if you are boycrazy.
...Helps you realize he isn't worth it.

Dedicated to Kathryn Flores

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What is love?

Love is...
...when you dont want to sleep because reality is better than a dream.
...when it breaks your heart to see him with another girl.
...when you cant leave him for more than a minute but it hurts like hell if you do.
...when you see him as much as humanly possible.
...When your heart skips a beat every time you look at him.
...Your heart beating faster and slower at the same time when you are near him.
...when you will answer if ever he calls your name.
...when every love song reminds you of him and you try to hold back tears.
...when you would walk though fire just to see his smile.
...when you would rather die than to see him get hurt.

This is what love means to me

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Here is the Poem I have written for you regina [Regina72534]

Reggie Ray
By Katie Snary

R – Reliable and easy to trust.
E – Every quality needed in a friend is their.
G – Great in everyway.
G – Grateful am I that you chose to be my friend.
I – Is my Best friend.
E – Every thing I want in a friend is contained in you.

R – Really, really, really wonderful and magnificent.
A – A great person and fun to be around.
Y – You are great to be around when in a sad mood, I’m glad that you were with me while I was in America and glad you are my friend.

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Plaguing Thoughts
By Katie Snary

How can I try to explain,
all of these emotions,
running through my mind.

How cal I begin to tell,
of all these emotions,
when I for one, don't understand.

You bring my life joy,
smiles, laughter and love.
But with that comes fear,
hurt, tears and hate.

When around,
you light up my life,
provide love and warmth,
and the feeling of being wanted returns.

When away,
the past has chance to haunt.
"What if's" become a common thought.
The fear, hurt, tears and hate,
plague my every thought.

So once again,
stepping back,
pushing you away,
so when the enevitable happens,
as it always has in past,
I wont get hurt.

Building a wall,
not letting people in,
whilest a broken heart,
tries to mend.