This wiki contains my poetry and lyrics. Most of the stuff coming here is about love and longing, just as most of it isn't written down on paper. This is stuff that comes to me while browsing around here on elftown. True that all of the items listed here are somewhere in my diary, I wanted somewhere for people who aren't my friends to view my work. Writing is my passion and I wont play modest. I'm very good at what I do. I sincerely hope you enjoy what I have here to offer. Please don't steal my work, thanks. If you wish to use it, just ask but don't claim it as your own work.
Angel to Angel
There is an Angel that I adore
One I would do anything for
I see him in my dreams
And my heart bursts at the seams
I see him when I'm awake
And give him my heart to take
He always knows just what to say
And in my night, he brings the day
He is my star shining bright
Against the empty blackness of night
My beautiful rainbow
That I watch from my window
And he is the song I sing
That makes my soul take wing
I look into his eyes and know
That what I feel for him will only grow
Because he makes me smile
And my heart aches all the while
There are things that can't yet be changed
But to be in his arms, I would give anything in exchange
I want him more and more as time goes by
And I miss him so much that I want to cry
But I know he'll be back
There's no doubt about that
But can you blame me?
I love him desperately.
I want to be able to call him mine
How many times have I said that line?
But I do all the same
And my own heart is to blame...
Life is sweerter when you have someone to share it with...
But If you truely love someone, let them go.
The tighter you hold on, the more you will push them away.
If they come back, then you'll be glad...
But if they don't then it was never written in stars.
Fate can be a bitch but we have to live with what she says.
Way away from a world I know, waiting for love now
Sectetly wishing I were somewhere else, I keep spiraling down
Talk to me softly and you will hear my heart skip a beat
But be warned because I guard it well against the heat
The fire within me dies a litttle without the fire of passion
So give to me this one love, and I will be content
This Something
There is something growing inside of my heart
Something that can make me or tear me apart
This something is more precious than diamond
And yet darker than the blackest night
It wishpers softly to me as I lie alone
Feeding my heart, mind, body and soul
And I listen, taking it into myself
Like a vessel or cup, catching water from the air
And like water, this something flows through me
Nourishing, helping me to be
And I let it guide and protect
for it is my shelter through every storm
This something is without bounds
But it sings the most beautiful sounds
And this something is without reason
And yet I cannot help but let it rule me
This something that is bright and dark
This something that nothing can mark
This something that is stable and true
This something is my love for you
Just so you know
Why does it always turn out the same
Relationship after relationship
Playing the same game
You think I'm playing you but I'm not
Why would I play you
When you are all I've got?
It hurts that you don't believe a word I say
But since you wont listen
I guess it doesn't matter anyway
These words are tears wring from my heart
The same heart, in fact,
That you tore apart
You know how I feel and I suspect you feel the same
And you're pissed off
But am I really to blame?
I told you I was sorry and I'll mean it til the end
If you are willing to forgive
Then this heart is willing to mend
I mean these words from the bottom of my soul
I don't expect a reply
This is just so you know
Needed
It's happening again
And I can hardly believe it
I really don't want to fall again
I always get bit
But down and down I go
With no way to stop
With no way to slow down
All I can do is drop
Down into a whirlwind of color
A frenzy of sound
A hurricane of feeling
That makes my heart pound
My heart is in my throat
My blood pounding in my ears
I can't remember feeling quite like this
But, then, it's been years
I wish you'd take pity on me
But you don't even know
Do you even care
How deep my feelings go?
Somehow I doubt it
I honestly don't think you do
But I've been wrong before
It wouldn't be anything new
But I'm usually right
I can't help but think such things
Not when I look at you
And my very soul sings
I wish there was a way
to have you for myself
But, in reality,
You are hazardous to my health
Not physically bad
Just mentally neglectful
And that, let me tell you,
Is quite regretable
But you are a good guy
If a bit conceited
And I just wanted to let you know
That you are needed
Dearest Love, I write to you
I sit here at my table thinking only of you
I think of how life used to be and how I made it through
Then I think about the times I've spent with you
How we are
Tell me what should we do
CHORUS
Dearest love, Here I write to tell you how I feel
Whether or not you should go away is only up to you
Know that I love you and I always will
My dearest love, I write to you
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We've been through a lot together
Just you and me
Good times and bad times
You helped me see
Everything has a purpose
And we do too
CHORUS
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My Dearest love, I write to you to show you the way
I give you my heart and the chance to say
"I love you" or "Goodbye"
I write to you
CHORUS
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My dearest love...,I write...to...you
I Write to you
A Moment Ago...
A moment ago we were laughing
A moment ago we were kissing
A moment ago you were caressing me softly
Touching me so gently
A moment ago out breath quickened
Your hot, demanding touch on my flesh
A moment ago our arousal was obvious
Undressing in the moonlight
A moment ago you pushed inside me
A moment ago we rose and fell on waves of bliss
A moment ago we came together
You kissed me softly
Now...
Wrapped in each other's arms...
We sleep
Use Me Again
I'm seeing long forgotten memories
Of what you did to me
You caused me so much grief
And so much unneccessary pain
You ripped out my dark heart
And you tore it in two
Making everything just a broken view
I kept telling myself
That it's better this way
But everytime I though about it
It caused ner, unspeakable pain
Pain that went so deep inside
That I could feel it in my very soul
And everything goes black...
Go ahead, hurt me again
I can take anything you can throw
Cause my world to go awry
Cause my heart to die
I don't care anymore
Because you're nothing but a user
A user and a whore
Valentine
Look into my tear filled eyes
And see my stormy skies
Behold the thunder
Behold the lightning
Behold my dark soul
Look at my bloodied wrists
And see my damaged soil
Behold the fire
Behold the life
Behole my beautiful death
Look at my lifeless body
And see right through me
Behold the blood
Behold the carnage
Behold your Bloody Valentine
Murder Me
Face the aftermath of my darkest time
Take my hand and tell me everything will be alright
Help me to face my life, my crime
Help me see what's wrong, be my sight
The world is a place of beautiful dispair
My life, one of it many forms of pain
Help me through this place with no air
Before the knife plunges and I am slain
But don't tell me the right thing to do
I can, for myself, see it clearly
Here I stand, right in front of you
And you before me in my fury
Please, take my life away
And for now, give me a reason to stay
Hourglass
How can you stand there watching me drown
The blood filling my lungs, soaking my gown
Watch me die from the knife in my throat
While my killer is allowed to gloat
Why not help me out? Save me?
Slop my bleeding, help me to be?
But all you do is stand there
And I finally realize that you don't care
And as I slip further and further into the night
As my vision becomes devoid of light
My mind takes a walk through the past
And the sand runs out of the hourglass
Stumble!
