okay so im 15 now, my b-day was snovember 22, i have brown hair with blonde highlights but im thinking about changing it. im 5'8". i play volleyball and im thinking about doing shot put, just so i can stay in shape.

im going out with the best boyfriend in the whole entire world. his name is nick. and he treats me like a queen. (not that i want him to worship me cuz he doesn't he just says and does all the right things) he really makes me happy more then kyle ever did or could... and he isn't even the kind of kid that does stupid stuff b/cuz at the time it sounds like a great idea, he thinks through it, and he helps me to not do that...
he makes me a better person! aww... i just love him!!!

well holla at me, i'd love ta chat..    





Anger!
anger is hot, red hot
boiling in a big black pot
it's a tiger, ripping at your skin
or a big grizzly bear, sleeping in it's den.
Oh anger
Oh anger
how awful can you get?
it makes you hyper, you can't even sit
you tease
you scream
and you even turn red with steam
Oh anger
oh anger
why must you tourture me?
please leave me alone
get out!
listen to me plea!

Angel/ Devil
Angel:
White, light
Blessing, guiding showing
wings, harp, horns, pitchfork heating,
gloomy, frightening
black dark
Devil:

Do you love me?
Yes or no
Do you love me?
Ineed to know
If you love me
Just let it show
Do you love me please let me know
I love you
Yes i do
Ilove you
Please tell me
If you love me too!

Sometimes i feel like i'm in a dream
my life doesn't seem real
what can i do?
i just want to wake up, but i can't
whats wrong with me?
i don't understand anything anymore, i'm so confuesed
i feel heavy and drowsy
and when i'm asleep i feel alive
i wish i could wake up so that all i have done was just a dream
or maybe
my life is a movie and they'll say cut
it'll all be over
i'll be happyagian
i won't be scared anymore
i'll have my life back


iss blows, school blows, when is it going to end?
this tourture they put us through
why can't they just except us and let us be?
i might die, i don't want to be boring, but it happens that way when you are so limited

fav. stuff

eat me
beat me
bite me
blow me
suck me
fuck me
very slowly
if you fiss me
don't be sassy
use some tongue
and make it nasty

love is a sensation
caused by timtation
when a guy sticks his location
in a girls destination
to increase the population
for the next generation
do you understand my explination
or do you need a demonstration


real friends don't stab you in the back they stab you in the front

lifes a bitch
then you die
so fuck the world
and lets get high
if at first you don't succeed
then try agian with better weed!

we can gut someone from asshole or tongue in less then 5 min.

do not feel the pain of death, feel the joy of new creation that creates


POT ROCKS!!!!!!!



driven by hate; cunsumed by fear, dont hold back because of fear, do what you do, if you do hold back, shit thats great will pass you by

when i sit here, i look into your eyes
so cold, makes me shiver,
so dark. makes me cry,
what happened? gothizm is upon
i miss the old, lost so deep inside
             i hate boyz... they're all stupid...
can i give guys a lil advice?
oh well im-a say it n-e ways....

DONT TALK ABOUT OTHER HOES WHILE UR WITH A CHICK THAT STILL LIKES U!!!



           gothic heartach
so happy I've become. No longer wanting to die. You are the one I need, the one I so long to see. My Gothic Heartache. The longing to be alone has faded with my hate. So deep inside my heart I'm confused. Is this love or the aftermath of pain? I dont know what to do. You hold the key, my Gothic Heartache. chorus:when I sit here and look deep in your eyes I watch my life float by. your cold stare makes me shiver and I want to cry. what happened? I miss the old lost deep inside. you make me burn,my Gothic heartache. end of chorus. Dont you ever leave my side.I swear I'd fade away and die.Cause your the one, my only one, my Gothic Heartache. Give me a kiss if you please, its the only cure for my disease I'd end the the world if it would only make you smile. Your all-deserving, My Gothic Heartache CHORUS your all I love my GOTHIC HEART THROB
tell me what u all think about that...plz



STICKS AND STONES MAY BREAK MY BONES ..... BUT WHIPS AND CHAINS EXCITE ME... SO THROW ME DOWN AND TIE ME DOWN AND SHOW ME HOW MUCH YOU LIKE ME!!!