Ok so after a long reprieve on myspace and myyearbook Im back on here but I'm keeping my names and shit, so anyways my myspace url is gonna be listed and shizzz so look me up peeps!

My Poems and Shit
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Insanity
Claim my mind
Dream about a world behind
Crimson river, under skin
To be unleashed by my sin
My sin of pain, of pride, of joy
My one salvaltion, a baby boy
But tears still come
To save him from
My constant reassurance
My inevitable deppression
Three words can save a life
But twist my heart and turn the knife
Engraved upon my breast is you
A chance to be made a new
My fortune blank
My future dank
I am
Insanity


Don't speak, as though we are friends
Don't act as though we are family
Don't cry like you knew me
Don't wail as though it hurts
My death
Hurt me
No one else
My death
Set me free
To be myself
And though
I'm alone
I'm happy here
Within my mind
Free to be
Whatever I want
To be a freak, a prep, a weirdo
A musical person
A poetic person
Free to be me
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Darkness embraces
I fall within my mind
Pictures flash
Things unreal
To be
Real
My mind
Is
Gone
Darkness embraces
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:::~Looks Can Be Deceiving~:::

They Take One Look At Me
And Assume They Know Me
They Don't
My Heart Is Not On My Sleeve
They Judge Me On My Appearance
But That Changes Every Day
I Am Not A Stereotype
I Am Me
I Have Feelings
Emotions
Thoughts
Ideas
Freewill
They Think My Life Revolves Around Them
That I Worship The Ground They Walk On
That I Idolize Them Because I Have No Life
They Torment Me
They Say Hurtful Words
I Try To Defend Myself
They Don't Listen
Not Unless They Want To Hear
But I Have Goals
Dreams
Ambition
I Will Go On And Never Show Them Weakness
They Will Learn That Appearances Are Often Misguiding
My Friends Say Im Happy
Energetic
Fun
Smart
Always There
Trustworthy
My Family Says Im Unique
Different
Happy
Too Smart For My Own Good
Annoying
And Sometimes Insane
They Say Im Boring
Wierd
Scary
Contagious,Stay Away
I Say They're Pig-Headed
Arrogant
Untrustworthy
But I Don't Know Them
We Should All Stop Judging
Get To Know And Love A Person
Because We All Know, Looks Can Be Decieving!

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The Sword 1
by Patrick(My brother he's 19)
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I see that smile
The one of sickly sweet insanity
Feeling the comfort of the steel's caress
The point slipping into my chest
Unimpeded progress
Deep within the cavity
A stillborn heart lies dormant
Shriveled and scarred
The point presses farther and farther in
The sword passing through this long forgotten extremity
And crashing through my back
You leave me pinned to the wall
And laughingly walk away, guiltless
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This is a poem, the most recent in a while. Because of a bitch, who knows who she is.
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Darkness seeps through your eyes
Spilling over ridges of your face
Dripping from the chin
Onto the body
That control once had
Over myself
Souls screaming a thousand deaths
Servants bringing a million pains
The mirror lies
To you
Hate is the sister
Of damnation
Which I seek
Heartedly cannot be
For heart exists not
My mind is
A crazed beast
Within a cage
You the lock
That holds me in
Crimson blinds
Life-blood
Coloured eyes
Holes adourn
Souls of selves
To me they cry
'Save thyself
Damned eternity
Near comes!'

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Bathed in blood
Toe to head and
Head to toe
Smiling ghostly
Sacred heart
Shooting, pumping
Squirting, jumping
As all in all
It hits the floor
Beating in rythmic succesion
Faster, ever faster
No sound
Around the air is still
Slowly, Oh so slowly,
Pain, pleasure, twisting, turning
Mixing and burning
Together they bring
Orgasmic Utopia
Your hand
With draws
My life
Clenched
Within your hand
Uncurling slowly
To reveal
My heart
No more
It beats
As you lift
Your foot
To fall
And break
Again
My heart.......
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Tell me if ya liked it in the GB. I dun care if u say it sucks, just another form of attachment to the outside world and i'll be happy.

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Fav. Tv shows:
Viva La Bam
Inu Yasha
Paranoia Agent
Full Metal Alchemist
Unwrapped
Good Eats
That's My Baby
Grim Adv.: Billy & Mandy
Wild Boyz
Daria
Degrassi
Blue Collar Comedy
South Park
Distraction
Mind of Mencia

Ya a crock of shit. :P
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Fav. Movies:
Troy
I, Robot
Freddy vs. Jason
BraveHeart
Gettysburg
Save the Last Dance
Ever After
Inu Yasha movies 1-3
Underworld
Joan of Arc

And another crock of fucking shit.
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Fav. Songs:
One Step Closer-Linkin Park
Easier to Run-Linkin Park
Lies-Evanescence
Missing-Evanescence
Hold On-Good Charlotte
Black Ballon-Goo Goo Dolls
Last Kiss-Pearl Jam
Sweet Southern Comfort-Buddy Jewell
Feel Good Inc.-Gorrillaz
Wake Me Up When September Ends-Green Day
Time of Your Life-Green Day
When I come Around-Green Day
Jesus of Suburbia-Green Day
Summer of 69-Green Day
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Fav. Sayings:
I will shit kick the shit outta you!

Well Goody GodDamn Let's go!

Bite me.....No on second thought, I dont want rabies.

I shall bring you down, to the very pits of hell and torture your soul for the rest of eternity.....

I hate you

Monkeys.....

Numb....

Let's go get some!

Fire it up.

Bud, Blaze met Mary Jane and Mary Juana.

Narcotics.......


Duuuuuuuuuuude! Startin school again but this time its public school all the way! Thank Monkeyz I'm out of that dumbass charter school! Anywayzies Bad thing, all honors classes, I dunno they might be really easy....or really hard! Ding Dong The Bitch Is Gone!


Omg the bitch is comin back next wensday! Oh well it was fun while it lasted.


Well my mom came back and she's bitchy as ever so it sucks. I have a myspace now so look me up on there