misanthrope,misanthropes(pronounced miz-zan-thrope)
(noun; a formal word)A misanthrope is a person who does not like other people.
misanthropic(adjective)

i am an introverted fuck who desires the ability to have pretty pictures and interesting words joined into magnificent sentances to create a worthwhile being.

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I am not your reason i am not your belief i am not your savior i am not your excuse and i will possibly never be your sweedish slut named hilda. I am Sofi and i am nothing to you and everything to me as i have no you and no reasons,beliefs,saviors or sweedish sluts. I have a naughty spider. I will be nothing to you from the moment you read this untill the moment this memory is erased and you will be nothing to me.
I AM destructive.dangerous.enjoyable. obsessive.distracted.smiling.observant.hissing.hater.green.liker.antipastel.independant.black.experimental. isolated.judged. criticised.hopfell.high.simple.doubtful.at peace.complex.unemotional.distant.concerned.wanting.needing.living. satisfied.confused.destructive.decietful.heathen.sick.hopeless.ridiculous.un-wanted.dark.hidden.un seen.CONSUMED BY FATAL DESIRES.owned by the incorrect species.
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Rockstar: That point in the elevator that is when i would have dismantled my arms...

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i will bite your neck till you cringe, i will tear my nails down your back till you scream, i will cut you open until you risk death, i will tie you down and chain your neck, i will burn you with hot wax, i will eat you tease you and please you. i will be your repulsive.i will tell you the truth of my unsightly-ness but still endure all that is dangerously erotic.it will keep you from demise.

anti-christ is MY god

the noises that please

marilyn manson, mudvayne, stone sour, system of a down, cradle of filth, the butterfly effect, cog, dimmu borgir, a perfect circle,emperor, dream theater, phantom of the opera, charlie clouser, bob marley, evanescene, sunk loto, jeff buckley, pink floyd, deftones, george harrison, slipknot, japunga, murderdolls, korn(some), wednesday 13(some),underworld soundtrack, disturbed, trivium, in flames, tool, coal chamber, karnivool
+ more noises and sounds
if you feel that i am neglecting a great artist(s) than abuse me and i just may add them +if i like them+

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[+eyes of a scared little girl+] a distant purpose indeed.


[Vlad the Impailer]my special friend, perhaps my only.If we were in a jungle he'd be the king because the king is the lion with the biggest main.



hold me, use me PATHETIC
don't ever let me go PATHETIC
rape me, abuse me PATHETIC
your the only one i know PATHETIC

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Alone, by E.A.Poe (1830)
From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

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time for lame survey

001: Name: sofie roCKer
002: Nickname: wench!
003: Country of living: australia
004: Birthdate: 15+4+1988
005: Length: a million miles
006: Eye color: grey with fire bits
007: Shoesize: 8 point 5
008: School/work: haha no more school, only work :(
009: You smoke: when the occaision calls for it
010: Hobbies: i do not know any hobbits.
011: Brothers/Sisters: brother adam
012: Relationship: attached,welded,owned ???
013: Piercing(s): 10!
014: Tattoo: not at present.
015: Vacationland: over the seas, or under
016: Are there people you wont reply to?: people from turkey, you suck in a completely racist way
017: Nicest person you met this year: shadow
018: Person you rather not have met this year: reflection
019: Who would you like to meet?: ..
020: Who is it that you admire?: the core
021: Most sexy person(s):
022: Pajamas?: negative, eww flanno's!
023: Favorite Car: nice ones, old
024: Favorite Movie(s): interesting one's so i dont fall asleep
025: Favorite music: lots of "heavy" and some "nice"
026: Favorite City(s): un smokey ones
027: Favorite Plush: The snake on my t.v and the jack plush pillow that rents a spot on my bed.
028: Favorite Perfume/au de toilette/aftershave: gun powder
028: Deoderant count? count...dracula??
029: Favorite Magazine: pass..
030: Favorite sound: silence, music
031: Favorite TV-series: Lost
032: Favorite Writer: E.A Poe
033: Favorite Nickname:
034: What is on your mousepad: colour, blue??
035: What is under your bed: a 4 meter long purple tube light, and ben the monster
036: Favorite color(s): green
037: Favorite Song ever: wow, i shall get back to you
039: Favorite food: food that is meant to be eaten hot but cold
040: Favorite class at school: WAS the practical sides of design and tech, textiles and design and art.
041: Favorite drink: water
042: Lucky number(s): 8 and 13, not lucky but nice all the same.
043: What do you think that is greatest about yourself?: nothinG!
044: What deodorant do you use: the one that is special so it does not leave white marks on black clothing
045: Favorite shoes: my patent boots then my docs, they are both greater than grass
046: What time do you go to bed on workdays?: before the sun rises
047: What word do you use most: psuedo, cunt
048: Most romantic moment in your life: eww romance, roses and blow up whales
049: Most ashamed moment of your life: running as a dog towards the moving stairs at market city and falling up the moving stairs
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside?: inside when hot and outside when cold
051: What do you do in the weekends?: nothing
052: What class on school do/did you dislike most?: art theory
053: Your Breakfast: vacant
054: What do you really dislike to eat?: vinegar, roadkill and backyard kill
055: Pets: Ben and a guinea pig
056: Laugh or dream: dream, i laugh retarded
057: Serious or funny: both at alternates
058: Fast or slow: fast
059: You prefer being alone or have relation?: alone with company
060: Simple or Complicated: me simple everything complicated
061: Cremate or Buried when dead?: frozen
062: Sex or alcohol?: sex
063: Stay up late or go to bed early?: dependes on what is in bed and what is out.
064: Light or dark?: dark
065: Speak or Silence: silence
066: Tall or small men: middle
067: Newspaper: sometimes you get the ink on your face
068: Hug or kiss?: both together
069: Happy or Sad?: happy
070: Life or Death?: both in alternates
071: Gig or Disco?: Gigs, people should not dance it is disgusting.
072: Left or Right?: right
073: Sausages on top, or on the side?: meat? between the animals bone and skin
075: What would you ask God if you could ask God 1 single question?: what part do i play in your story?
076: Do you believe in reincarnation?: yes
077: You believe in Aliens?: other life forms , yes
078: Before you die, what will be you last words?: thank you, i'm sorry..goodbye.
079: Does true love exist?: perhaps
080: How many kids would you like to have?: none
081: What is the thing you can't stand?: unnecerssary noise
082: Best feeling: sex involving the monster in my bed with blood and scratching and clothing thats fun
083: Worst feeling in the world: lots....
084: What are you afraid of?: that gap in my cupboard and having my hand cut off whilst i sleep
085: Are you an emotional person?:not too you.
086: You cry while watching a movie?: no
087: Your goal in life: .
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve?: negative
089: Who is your favorite artist?: .
090: As what animal would you like to be reincarnated as?: bird
091: What is the most beautiful part on the male body?: back and shoulders
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you?: my love??
093:What do you think of elftown?: overrun by annoying children and people with obvious fake photos form turkey!
096: Is there a question you missed in this?: yes the two i just deleted.
my friends, eck, ben, and thats all that like me now!
but i like sax and h and dean and bundy gang! and more and maybee you.</i>

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 Till thy heart shall freeze and darken, and the mind be overrun. Till tears drip once more, i bid you all farewell 

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